Barna

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  1. =)) The best comeback I've ever read on this forum! :))
  2. No thanks. That would be too expensive for me. I mean, billions for all my followers? I hardly even afford psychedelics...
  3. So John is banned, Snick is out... Is there a new paradigm comin' or what?
  4. @bernieboy20 Your words are beautiful. What were the emotions that motivated you to write this post? If this is all there is, are you learning to really enjoy it? Did you enjoy typing this post? Are you enjoying reading my answer? Enlightenment is fully enjoying life. And being on the path of enlightenment is learning to enjoy life more and more. Who cares if we achieve enlightenment or not, if our life becomes more and more enjoyable?
  5. Service to others radically and beautifully explained:
  6. It has the opposite effect on me. I experience so much that it feels like 40 minutes went by while only 10 minutes passed. It's like I'm able to experience more in a shorter amount of time. It's like I'm approaching the speed of light therefore the world's time slows down while my experiences are coming to me in a near-light-speed. I've never thought of it this way...
  7. @Sagar Takker The short answer: Whatever you feel, pull it inside your heart. Breath it in. Love your emotions. Pull them like you want to hug them. In this way the energy of every emotion can be transformed into love. If you practice it, you'll be able to love even fear. The long answer:
  8. We're getting way off-topic. I'll PM you.
  9. Mushrooms in larger doses will kick your ass. :)) On mushrooms I literally felt like I'm freezing to death. 5meo is so fast that it doesn't even give me the chance to fight. But on mushrooms the process is waay longer. And I didn't want to freeze to death, so I fought... That part wasn't pleasant at all. But then I went to the fractal dimension and I forgot that I was a human and it was way easier to face death in that dimension. 5meo is not a "teacher" in this sense. It doesn't give me lessons. It's simply an energetic opener. I experience a rush of energy that my mind cannot process. When the energy starts to decrease and my mind starts to come back that's when I start to understand the "energetic download" I've just got.
  10. It first shows you the light, then it shows you what the light is made of. I experienced on my last 5meo trip that everything is made out of Silence/Emptiness. The silence was so loud that I felt like it's melting my brain. Everything is made out of infinite silence, it's ridiculous that we're trying to make sense out of it with our limited thinking. But our mind is making a wonderful job to process infinity in a finite way. It filters out the infinite silence saying that it's just the background, so that we can only hear the sound-distortions of the silence. I understand that you don't want to do 5meo now. Matt also says that it can be very intense to play with these kinds of energies. I'm doing 5meo because I like it intense. Matt says that he's got energetic downloads and experienced death almost every day. My only access to those kinds of energies is through 5meo, that's one of the main reasons why I'm doing it.
  11. =)) @Martin123 this is perfect, you completely sound like Matt :))
  12. Saying that everything is perfect is the male part of the understanding. Saying that everything is me is the female part of understanding. The male part is about accepting the perfection, releasing judgments. The female part is about loving everything, pulling everything into you. These two kinds of understanding are perfectly present in everyone of us as the act of breathing. We exhale releasing the old breath and we inhale pulling the fresh air into us. Leo mostly talks about the male part of the understanding. Of course it feels wrong. Try to continuously exhale without inhaling. :))
  13. Eckhart is cool, I've also read some of his books. I have some Infinity experiences from 5meo.
  14. Have you experienced Infinity? Do you want to?
  15. Bentinho says that awareness originates from Infinity. But I have to go to at least Infinity to tell you if there is something beyond that.
  16. Yeah, I can love you with all my ego! :))
  17. Egos on the sacred thread. Yay! :)) You're welcome here, we love you.
  18. @Dodo I will put it as simply as I can without using any spiritual language so that everyone who haven't tried it could understand. If you are breath, then 5meo makes you breathe with your full being, with full capacity. Right now there are blockages in our breathing, a lot of it. You can use natural ways to slowly clear the blockages. Or you can use menthol (5meo) that clears out all the blockages and let you breathe with your full capacity immediately. It doesn't last forever, it's just menthol. But at least now you had some deep breaths and you got some oxygen in you to keep you going. And now you saw the goal of your healing.
  19. @Leo Gura why don't you talk about your deepest insights, about the fundamental components of existence itself?
  20. You are ready for 5meo. Do you know how to get it?
  21. @Leo Gura try a smaller dose again. Just to remember that there is nothing to be afraid of.
  22. @faithful thank you for sharing the quote and the video. As I understand it, actions and happenings are only triggers. Feeling the emotions is what clearing it out from the collective unconsciousness. Hitler (as everybody else) was an energy worker because of the emotions he felt, not because what he did. The reason why this energy clearing seems endless is because whenever we feel something, we make up a story that explains why are we feeling that way. That story with the added emotional charge becomes another energetic block that needs to be cleared another time. So this is what Matt teaches. What I think is that everything is absolutely perfect. Matt's belief system is just a way to comprehend the absolute perfection of the world.