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magic? according to dion fortune it is the ability to alter your consciousness at will

I mite be a Narc, hijacking spiritually advanced concepts to inflate my egoism oopsie. No but uh....Yeah i can attain samadhi and realize solipsism and all that i've dicsovered a samadhi technique

So I have now begun to realize that I am the Main solipsist. And the world clearly revolves around me, so I have some question to ask to you, figmented imaginings. 1) What do you think about me? 2) What is my fate? 3) Do I have a purpose. 4) Am I the protagonist of an incredible story. Am I to rescue humanity from great evil 5) Or...Is my life just a random bunch of odd happenings that don't really have any greater purpose other than something lame like 'love'.

I must confess that i was in a quite anxious mood as i created this topic, because I live in a dangerous place on earth, and i've been a victim of certain tragedies regarding violence and so forth, And i think when i walk out the door on my way to work that "something terrible might happen to me", this may belong in a different sub-forum but yes. Life is not all fun and games, not a dance upon roses. Now, i'm a newbie here and i am not making any request but wouldn't it be cool if Mr Leo Gura made an episode about navigating in the hood, or going through the trenches, alive and well...heh. conflict, war, and all such things can be a great teacher with first hand experience about the truth of this world.. SPOOKY IMPLICATION OF SOLIPSISM: Only I feel the pain of torture and violence. I'm in a hell of my own creation:

Reminds me of the schopenhauer quote: "Pleasure consists in the removal of pain or discomfort; it is thus of a negative nature." Not sure if that's his exact wording but uh.... Well it paints a dark picture that fact, that quote. There is such a thing as ecstatic bliss, orgasms higher than the basic ones of a lower nature. There is tremendous joy, love, and so forth so that quote may be an overly pessimistic view. But yes that is essentially what is being said (ying and yang),

Life on earth has many beatiful aspects, many positive experiences can be had, one can find tremendous joy in this world, love, beauty, art, sports, games, science, business, cooperation, romance, etc. But that isn't necessarily painting the whole picture of the world we find ourselves in. The other side of the coin (the darker side) is just as prevalent. One doesn't need to look no further than in nature, where might makes right in many cases, vicious animals ripping apart guts from a weaker animal. Predators and so forth. Hunger, starvation and also violence affects us human beings a lot too. Wars, corruption, degenartion, depression, sadness, sickness and becoming a paraplegic. And not to mention physical pain and agony without any limitation what so ever. I find myself in situations, positive situations looking at happy people on occassion, mothers with their small children, and i think, they don't know true reality, what tragedies they'll soon face in life. My message is to bring awareness to these facts, one ought to be equanimous, balance the two polarities in order to achieve unity and a full insight into what life is really about. God is love, but god is also hatred. Choose wisely. Questions you may want to contemplate: - What can one do to go from negative to positive? Being a solipsist leaves you with an blank canvas, you can choose to live more like a saint, and more like the devil. What do you prefer? - In order to achieve peace, do you have to conquer your inner demons first? - Are you more appreciative and optimistic of God's creation, or pessimistic? Or both? thanks for reading. I hope i can contribute to a sincere conversation.

consciousness, hmm......could it be a dream generator of some kind?

maybe there are risks involved with this viewpoint though, especially the video i linked, it's probably not recommended to abrubtly quit taking medications etc He has videos about that too but uh......And i dont want people to start going full anti-medication or anti psychiatry, i could've found a better video (im a bit lazy and too disoriented to find it) but just the focus on Trauma as a root cause of mental illness, sounds overly simplistic, but that's the idea. Dealing with the trauma, you may cure the mental issues. it is inherently anti psychiatry and anti establishment, views that may be too controversial for this site, and maybe im naive to believe in this cult figure in the youtube video. Perhaps too early for me to even speak about this since this is very new to me and i dont have much experience (although ive had major breakthroughs in terms of healing) but no symptom changes.

So I stumbled upon a youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/@dmackler58/videos His videos are centered around healing ones trauma, and so forth. He claims that many mental illnesses, Bipolar, schizophrenia, PTSD, even sociopathy (antisocial disorder) are simply expressions of severe trauma. As for how the trauma occured that is unique to each individual and the method for healing trauma can vary. You may need to introspect a lot, write down your memories and confront your pain. Inevitably it will result in many tears, and anger, but the end result can be to be healthy and happy. I'm invested in this as I have been diagnosed with a psychotic disorder and am working hard to become healthy again, I think of schizophrenia as a form of PTSD. My personal method for solving trauma is meditation on the heart chakra, I currently feel a sharp and painful sensation near the chest, it's the emotional wounds becoming apparent, and dealing with this will eventually cure me, I believe, I hope. An example of a video he made: In it he interviews psychiatrists, the main point of the video is to illustrate how ineffective psychiatry is at curing schizophrenia, and that the medications merely only supress symptoms, not tackling the root cause which is trauma. He also has videos where he talks about different disorders, and he specifically interviews some psychiatrists who managed to cure psychotic patients.

the use of — is a good sign that this is all a chatGPT-text.

Thing i've been wondering about is the difference between infinity, and nothingness. It seems like they're separate things but really they're not. A void of nothingness seems to be able to conjure up an infinite amount of new possibilities. So that's how things were before the big bang, it was all a void, then from that void something happened. If you take a game like Minecraft and put a seed into the creation of the world, it will be separate from any other kind of world that could've been generated. But before the world was created the possibilities were endless. Also, after Death: what's not to say we get immediately reborn into a different dream. To me it seems illogical to experience non-existense for too long, as soon as death occurs you begin a new experience. Contrary to the belief that when you die you're dead forever and you'll never experience anything again, it's all black. Instead, the wait time is instant rather than eternal.

myes. religions are all a buncha crap. lets talk about leo guras notion of death however, if solipsist dies. where does he end up? In formlessness? and is that a happy place or a sad place. it feels as if though life in this dream is very mediocre compared to what it could've been. Maybe life or this dream im dreaming is sort of a waiting place, sort of like, yeah i wanna experience suffering for a while so i can experience the great contrast when i finally arrive in formlessness and experience unimaginable ecstasy. who knows.

i'm in the process of giving authority to 'the others' in my dream i suppose. rookie mistake

praying to jesus so i dont accidently end up in hell, i mean i'd do it that's just the uh.....pascals wager thingy, you wanna be safe