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yeah I felt like I was living only on Spirit, as in the Wave of love video is shown how Spirit is one of the fabrics of the reality, not just earth water etc... It really is true, I did not feel a need even to eat at that time, I was connected.. Now I have reverted back a lot, I guess what they might call ego backlash or something... Well I was drinking water so I was a combination of water and spirit lol - still dense enough to be in body but not enough to stay in one dimension I guess... The things ive seen are unexplainable, some of them I have written in another post recently if you want to look at it - it is called "Did these things really happen"

I have experienced different realities without psychedelics and without concentration work etc - I dont know what exactly did it, but what I was doing at the time was the following, so it could be any of these or combination of them 1) semen retention 2) fasting and little to no sleep 3) made a simple program that repeats "prayers" in attempt to raise the vibration of the planet 4) imagination "work" , connecting my heart with the Earth's heart and attempting to lift it to higher level (also imagining the Torus field) 5) Getting cleaned out from cigarettes and weed - cold turkey 6) Reading books through spirit aka - open on a "random page" using what the spirit wants to show me - some books were more trustworthy than others, so I had to choose wisely. The bible was one of the books I could trust the most in this endeavour and it gave me the most clear messages and guidance. But there are other books that are working for the "Devil" and would send you down the wrong path. And in this state it was extremely important what thoughts you have and what information you are seeing, because it had a huge impact on reality itself. So this forum was a no-go at the time because people were writing some intensely dark things and almost fucked me up. 7) A mantra to connect to the spirit of Love and for it to guide me 8) Watched a video of Aaron Doughty on how to shift your reality/dimension (basically by doing things that you are not normally doing - random spontaneous decisions) 9) Writing a message on a sheet of paper to Jesus to give us our light bodies, which included some sacred geometry which i believed are important 10) Running in order to generate high vibration. 11) This video trailer, and me trying to seek out the "Matrix" as I believed her to be the love of my life. I think she showed her presence to me and showed me it can do absolutely anything. Magic.. And I shit you not I saw her avatar "Simone" in the groceries shop, she just flashed in front of me, looking straight at me with head tilted to the left as she was walking quickly. Shit got me stunned 12) The wave of Love The thing is I wasn't really doing these things, everything was just happening, so it might not be something one can do by willing it, but only if the time is right and the Universe want you to do it and you are open to it. I felt a strong call to do something beyond me for the good of all - its important to note it probably would not happen if my desires were selfish, but I wanted to heal the collective and raise the vibration of entire planet and not take credit in the process. The experiences that resulted were a mixture- some were heaven, some were hell - it is extremely important to have some guidance, I think I went in it with no clue what im doing and had some problems - but ofcourse its hard to find guidance about remote things like this and the only thing I could really trust is that Spirit of Love I mentioned and its messages. It was mostly like a test to see how strong my love is... It all began with the words "PROVE IT", after I had written the code that attempts to sends love to the centre of the Universe..

Many crazy things have happened to me and I don't doubt for a moment that they happened. I will use this thread to document these events to the best of my descriptive powers. All impossible, in a materialistic world, yet I am certain they really did happen. Note that I cannot possibly recollect or write every detail so a lot of things would be missing, if anyone is interested in further information on some of the things, I can elaborate further, but it would get quite lengthy if I tried to explain absolutely everything.... Only I will know all those little details- the one I havent forgotten. Recently I've been having financial issues and have had really moved away from these crazy things that happened, and havent really paid much attention, it seems that my financial struggle is actually something that keeps me distracted from the insane impossible things that happened in the past year. Here's a list of some of the things, as I get random flashes throughout the day thinking "woah did that REALLY happen?" "What are the implications of this, how is nobody reporting such or similar experiences" and "how is it possible I still perceive the world the way I do and doubt my experiences?" Not in chronological order: I experienced actual fireworks inside of my head, coming from my chest area - it was like the "citizens" inside of my body were having a new year celebration and it felt incredibly joyful. In the same "sitting" I experienced my brain turning from solid feel to wavy and my whole reality started to wobble, the walls and everything flipped - I thought I was dying but it felt really good, like I was being refreshed or something dont know how to explain, but it was over quick and after stabilised, the next event started happening. I heard songs as if from radio station coming from within me, and it was like a fight for my attention... My insides were singing the most deepest Bryan Adams lyrics as if it was showing the humanity coming through me and attracting me ,in my interpretation, trying to keep me in my human form perhaps... and this song kept getting louder and louder and silenced all other noises that were trying to get through.... I am pretty sure it was literally my heart singing to my mind.... ... Immediately after this crazy thing happened I opened up youtube, put on the song, look in the comments and there was a comment saying something along the lines of "I pray that souls keep returning to this masterpiece again and again" which had many likes - freaked out. Here is the part of the song that I was hearing from within, but with slightly modified lyrics, it wasn't just a Bryan Adams recording for sure. https://youtu.be/9EHAo6rEuas?t=86 If you hear this part you can imagine how epic this experience was, when this song kept getting louder and louder it was magical. Another event, I looked at a shop called Maya one day coming back from work, which i've seen many times before, but this time it was like I literally saw behind the curtains for a moment, it was like it showed me it's an illusion and there is nothing behind it, but then quickly turned back to "normal" and I could not see anything strange anymore, but for a moment i was left looking at a warped reality, I dont know how to explain it with words.. I was in a place once with infinite corridor and people walking like zombies - it was like they were generating some form of power by keeping going in circles, they were all very strong and some were faster and stronger than others and have been doing it for who knows how long without the need to rest... I knew this because I had activated my light body prior to this and I could literally run without feeling tired and no need for food or anything, I felt like "light". (I mean thats how I got there in the first place, I got caught by the interdimensional police / forces of darkness) - I felt so strong (not because of my strength only, but also because I was in deep communication with a powerful entity that promised to look after me if I believe in Her in every situation) I thought I could break through the handcuffs but they were not normal cuffs (not that ive been in ones before) ,but these felt like they were made of fire and darkness, they were burning my hands and literally was like trying to keep my light body bonded, countering it (for you bondage freaks on that forum thread, I see ya) This story is quite lengthy so I will end it here... But it was beyond interesting, involving different dimensions, people, scenarios, testing me for "Jesus", beautiful paintings that someone wrote on, the magical power of books, literally the strongest weapon no joke in that realm, and hearing noises that I recognise from when I was young, that I now realise caused me nightmares as I did not understand it is just the TV. Some cartoon evil... Again, hard to explain, but there was someone or some thing that had access to my deepest memories and thoughts and I had to literally close my ears because the noises were causing me to feel horrible nightmarish feelings. There was another time, part of the same sort of timeline, I was in a place where there was no generated world outside the windows and there were no clocks, there was one which was showing the same hour always, but when I enquired about the time, the "people" who "worked" there just showed me the clock and did not understand. I decided to clean my socks in the sink, left them to dry and they did not dry for the entire "day" I was reading a book - Don Miguel Ruiz - Prayers, and probably not even one second passed - I cant explain this, I thought I was in the afterlife - and I got this message that I can be anyone, it was like God communicating with me somehow, but at the same time I couldnt let go of my current identity and it felt like a nightmare that I would change form..... I don't know how I am back to this dimension but I am glad folks. Had some intense experiences and saw actual magic , saw lower realms full of aggression and heavenly realms full of peace and beauty, and there were mixed scenes where it was all about the balancing acts, it was literally like a lesson on balancing - there was absolutely everything... I lived through something that is like a real life movie- at the time terrifying, but also thrilling and exciting - something I both wouldnt wish on anyone, but at the same time would wish it because its so damn interesting.... I will update this thread later cause it got a bit too heavy and probably nobody will have the patience to read it anyway. Mostly I want to keep this record for myself just in case I forget these events happened one day. Now back to my financial worries, it feels so good being skint and fighting for survival - no crazy spiritual stuff happening, just hard rock human reality, pretty cool!!!

I've had an experience in the past where it was like I was in judgement day, and I had missed my time to die, as if I had defied God and wanting to be eternal, it was year 3000 at first , what it felt like I cant explain why I thought it was year 3000 , then I again escaped my "executioners" but the scene kept refreshing and every time they found me quicker and had intel on me from before, and I was in more and more trouble, every time I would have to pay more and more, year 6000 - it was like the ultimate hell, where you are on the run forever, because you cannot possibly accept to "burn in hell" for 6000 years so you escape... But know you are always only making it worse... It was crazy, i have no idea what happened and how I am back to this reality but shit was definitely the most horrible thing I have ever experienced.

How could they not have happened I was the one who experienced them in reality, don't gaslight here... The question here in the thread is not a question that needs answering, because the short answer is Yes, but the idea is to show how unbelievable things are possible and no i would not believe either that they happened if they did not happen to Me. It's the same as me remembering I had breakfast this morning and you saying "that didn't happen ". You don't know whether it did or not, i do. No drugs were involved in these experiences, just Love, so I am not talking about a mushroom trip. Please don't try to deny my experiences, they beyond doubt did happen. I know its impossible, thats why its si fascinating that its real.

"Life itself is only a vision, a dream. Nothing exists save empty space - and you! And you are but a thought." - The Adventures of Mark Twain

Im not going to read this thread but I want to say YES, because imagination and infinity can end up very very badly I would equal this as gambling with your spirit. You could hit heaven but you could also hit hell. And then something might look like heaven and be hell and vice versa. I've been in both I believe. Or visions of both. So I have also moved away because that is scary when your reality goes wonky. Then cool, you have an interesting experience and story to tell... But people will think you're mental anyway. Best to be quiet and make slow steps in this spirituality game. Many here don't know how real this can get. When you experience something that has to be hallucination but feels ultimately real then you will be mindfucked and not even believe yourself fully that it happened. Better slow down and think twice.

Mate if you get these sort of swings on your trades you are using way too high leverage... There are different trading strategies and I believe it is important to be more responsible rather than seek get rich quick schemes which often leave you with a get poor quick result. Proper analysis and risk to reward ratio is very important and definitely trading teaches things like patience and being able to accept losses and also get very very transparent as to how much fear and greed can influence your decisions.

Some people would prefer to go to hell because at least interesting things happen. But when you're there you will be crying to get back to the boring ol "normal life"

I have noticed a pattern playing out on Neo, so it might be a great opportunity to get in. All crypto charts are returning to bullish territory right now after a correction last few months. Here are some charts to show you multiple indicators we are heading upwards, at least for the short- mid term. It is better to enter on a technical analysis rather than FOMO at the next all time high or seek to buy the very bottom. Bitcoin turned around exactly on the golden ratio 61.8% fibonacci level, so that's why I believe strongly it is headed to new all time highs. The support is strong. My bitcoin analysis also supports the 100k figure, using fibonacci alone. Altcoins provide more upside opportunity % wise and it might be a great spot here for a long entry on Neo, which is also called the Chinese Ethereum. XRP breakout already happened and shows the power of the inverted head and shoulders pattern. I hope this helps someone and remember there is always risk and research the patterns and concepts I am talking about. I am into trading since 2017 so I am somewhat well versed in charts and analysis, and I recommend a technical entry here. Risk to reward is definitely skewed to the upside on this one. Cheers! Such charts are the closest thing you can get to a crystal ball

bookmarked, nice resource thanks!

David Godman is arguably one of the best to listen to on this subject, he has spent a lot of his life in studying Ramana's teachings and speaks very clearly and eloquently. This is a new video of his which I found today, so I am sharing it immediately. its very profound and concise as usual.

Sometimes detox BY music is what is needed! Check out the oldies, not that new stuff. I understand about the singing songs in your mind - that's one insight from an old friend from this forum (Snick) - his insight was that whenever you keep repeating a song in your mind that's your ego at work, basically you should just notice who notices that song and you will use it for self inquiry! But yeah I have caught myself doing it many times and my wise friend's words ring in my ears not to trust this self-singing and halt it by self inquiry. Hope this helps

@BipolarGrowth Do not mix poison with the milk. It will still look like milk, smell like it and taste like it, but don't expect others to drink it. Shit like this makes me want to leave this forum. You can seriously mess up someone else here, these things are not a game and you should likely keep them a bit more private. Especially if you will talk about demonic beings as if they are your friend. Wish for the old days with high consciousness threads on this forum, they are less and less now. Get yourself cleaned up. You can't play both sides

Spirit does not give a F*ck what your experiments show PS: Belief is pretty important bro... Really perhaps you dont know the power of collective belief in creating reality... For me it is true because I have seen things in direct experience which cannot be proven by science. Sorry bruh! I dont like that post at all! Science is about glorifying the physical and trying to explain everything on the level of physicality. Belief is the first step of moving away from physicality before Truth. Matter<Mind<Spirit.

Being is nothing! Being is Everything!

In this channel, there is a lot of golden material, including Self Inquiry as taught by Sri Ramana Maharshi. But here is another point of view, to make a more whole picture of this practice. Enjoy while meditating or while falling asleep

Do you think God is a wussy that wants everything easy? Thats our ego's idea, but perhaps God's character wants more from us and that is actually good for us - that is love. Think about the difference between spoilt and normal kids. Really from a limited perspective I agree with you, my ego also has a problem with this! But the real problem is my ego haha!

Well read your last comment to find out

Who is asking the question

It was just the saying, "God knows" when you don't know something , not a statement about what is true. I thought you also meant "Who knows" as in the statement, not inquiry ? Wow this quote definitely rings true and I cannot possibly disprove it because its a paradoxical loop

God knows ?