Speartip of Infinity.

lmao there more intelligence in a rock then anything living. 

Awareness never tells itself it is aware, it can’t because it’s already self illuminating. It’s too close to itself to look back at itself. 
Being knowingly aware via direct experience is still a mental construct appearing within awareness. Not awareness which neither appears or disappears.
Knowledge can only point to the illusory nature of reality, in that it’s this knowing that cannot be known, for that which is known knows nothing. The known is a fiction, not real. 

While the real and the fiction sound similar, awareness ( real) is the "viewing screen," while self-consciousness is a "character" on that screen ( fiction) 

Because extroverts talk so damned much, a timid introvert views it as strength.
This is part of the reason many quiet types marry the brash loud mouths.
But the reality is many of these incessant speakers have no emotional depth nor the ability to deeply connect with others. 
Like Leo said just a bunch of yapping because they think all of the shit coming out of their mouth is gold.
Zero self awareness. 
Rant over. 
I APOLOGIZE to any of the amazing extroverts out there. 

Awareness can know a thought. ie: a concept, the concept “you” …which is a thought.
But the concept / thought knows nothing. 
Awareness is not the concept / thought it knows.
A thought / concept cannot objectify awareness without turning awareness into an object known, which it is not.
Is really how it plays out. Yes, really. 
 
 
 
 

Honeymoon phase.

You are a unique and irreplaceable being. Be fully yourself. Be the most yourself you can be.  You are what you bring to the universe. Bring the best version of yourself. No hiding or pretending to be someone else. Be you for everyone.
 
If the world were magically okay tomorrow, what would the point of life be? To hang out with other beings. You would probably want to hang out with the most authentic version of other beings. So bring your own authentic version to everyone else c:

@Joseph Maynor I get angry when people use them.

The fear of death 

men take security and safety for granted, women don't fathom how hard it is for man to fulfill his romantic needs right now. Sex you can get yea, if you take that pickup train. But for a conscious man, sex is not enough. And NO spiritual and psychedelic bullshit can fix that for you, you can deny your romantic needs, but they are still there.
If you are an introvert man, non-conformist, above average in consciousness, it is brutally hard to find a woman who will match your romantic needs. For such women it is the same thing, but I see women being able to cope with that much easier. I don't see any toxic lonely women influencer, but on the mens side, oh my God.
Note: i don't think this problem is mainly because of feminism! I blame it mostly on: turbo-capitalism and retarded urbanism it created separating us from each other, no third places, social media and dating apps, videogames, individualism, but also of course feminization of society and whimpization of men, but not as important as the other causes.

I got better things to do.

Ive got my sneaky suspicions.

Consciousness is not "locked in" to a particular form.
Locking in form is a function of the Ego.

There isn't enough intimacy in the way you engage with people. Connect at a deeper level and they will stick around.

Technically speaking, you are experiencing visuals right now. 
Even if there are not tracer effects or neon color edges active in your visual field at this moment. 
What you experience before your eyes is what the psychedelic reveals to be visual hallucination.
The substance is only a key.
If a reality is present, consciousness is actively creating that.
Hallucination is occuring in every direction all of the time.
All sense of direction is itself hallucinatory.
It does seem that personal experiences vary widely from one human biosystem to another. 
In my exploration, I have noticed much variation between individual trips. And of course unique substances have unique effects, including out in the visual field.
Where the psychedelic trip will lead is always a mystery.
Ultimately, visuals can be experienced in a multitude of ways. You can have the flowing & the waving & the colors & the fractals. Othertimes, the lone visual effect is simply noticing a sharp acuity.
Visuals can range, from blurry eyesight, to synaesthesiac merging into endless flowing fractal patterns.

"A process cannot be understood by stopping it. Understanding must move with the flow of the process, must join it and flow with it."
— Dune