Daniel Balan

So ends the ride... That lasted a lifetime... For the man to go, Into the castle of dreams!

For real, I see no problem with this. As I said, smoking 3 or 4 cigarettes a week ain't no problem. There is nothing problematic in being happy. I don't see a problem in that, the same way you guys don't seem to see a problem when you plug a syringe in your asshole to experience "God". You experience God, I experience serenity.

I disagree. I'm not addicted to cigarettes. I'm addicted to serenity and peace. And nothing brings me more peace than blowing smoke while looking into the depts of darkness.

Yes I understand you. I think you nailed that right. If I take a good look at my relationship with cigarettes, I am also in some kind of weird relationship with the cigarettes. In my case I'd consider a cigarette my contemplative partner. I'm a loner, I hate other people, for some reason when I'm alone with the firmament and a cigarette, I feel like I'm one with the universe. I don't need other people. Just me and nature. Beholding the daughters of the firmament!

Sorry but I don't get what you mean by that. Is it positive or a negative thing?

Scientifically I'm more at risk to develop some severe illness for inhaling concrete dust or brick dust that results when I use power tools at work like a drill or the concrete mixer or an angle grinder. If a few cigarettes a week harm my body I'd rather die than be in a such fragile body. Thankfully I'm strong as an ox. I got good genetics.

I smoke a cigarette every other day at night because it brings me a lot of clarity of mind, a lot of peace and a lot of happiness. I don't smoke cigarettes to realize God or the nature of reality like you guys do with psychedelics. I smoke because it makes me extremely happy and because I have a very active lifestyle, the health damage is non existent. I stopped doing this caprice for 3 years a few years ago, but I realized that I lost all incentive to go out at night and explore the nightsky. Which is what brings me the most happiness in life. Those 3 years without smoking at all were the most depressing and meaningless years of my life. Without smoking at night I feel like I'm in prison. The same way you contemplate in a closet, I contemplate at night, watching the sky, while smoking a cigarette.

In my case it has never escalated, I smoke like that since I was 12 years old. And if smoking 4 cigarettes a week will kill you, most likely you will die because of the chemicals in the food you eat before any smoking related illness can kill you.

That's not true. It is poison if you smoke like a dickhead non stop. If you smoke more than half a pack a day, yea it is poison. If you smoke a few cigarettes a day and you are active physically, the poison is far too little to do damage on you. I smoke a cigarette every other day, and I am the happiest in the world when I do that. I never feel more happy than when I smoke a cigarette at twilight

Because smoking cigarettes brings a lot of happiness to people such myself. There is nothing I love more than smoking a cigarette at night.

Also the movie The Sixth Sense, starring Bruce Willis. That is a psychedelic experience in cinematic motions. I've never been so stunned by a movie the way I was by The Sixth Sense. I had a reality shattering experience.

I've never taken psychedelics, but I'm 100% that the movie K-PAX starring Kevin Spacey is the closest thing that comes to a psychedelic experience.

Is Witchcraft real, is it even possible? I personally think that it is total BS! After all, why would God/the universe fulfil the wishes of a witch? If I wish a million dollars to appear in my bank account it will never appear, no ammount of witchcraft would make that happen! It will only happen if I bust my ass for 2 or 3 decades! My girlfriend warned me to not upset one of her neighbours claiming that those neighbours can make me break all my bones or to die horribly or to get terminally ill, just by casting an evil spell onto me! I dismiss all that as total nonsense because I believe than the evil words of the so called witches are worthless! Human words are as meaningless and worthless to the universe as are the "words" of a dog that barks furiously! But I am open minded, and I wanted to know from you guys what do you think of this subject! Can someone do evil witchcraft onto me? So to suffer accidents and break all my bones because of the words of some stupid human?

Bro you plug poison in your arse hole with a syringe and you talk about how inpure my mind is ? GTFOH I might have the cognition of an ape, but at least I don't poison my psyche with poison. If I had to accept that psychedelics are true I will do that. I will admit that I am wrong. But in this case I prefer to be wrong rather than eating poisonous mushrooms, or to plug a syringe up my asshole. Honestly!

A substance is something you plug in your ass with a syringe and then you lecture me about God and the nature of reality. And then you act surprised when I am skeptical of your god realization. This is preposterous to expect me to take you seriously when you speak about God after injecting in your arse hole some lab made chemicals. May aswell believe Santa Claus is real.

If everyone on the planet said psychedelics are true it wouldn't change my opinion on them. I'm not constructing my worldview based on what other humans say or believe. I construct my worldview based solely on my own cognitive abilities, my own mind, my own ability to reason and analyze things, contemplation and direct experience. I have come to the conclusion via direct experience that anything that one experiences while under the influence of any substance is a distorsion of reality. A corruption of the mind. Therefore falsehood. My views don't come from an stage blue absolutist worldview, I'm not against psychedelics. Use them as much as you like. My goal in life is to make perfect, pure sense of reality and the world. My goal in life is to have the most correct, the most pure and uncorrupted and unbiased worlview. To me psychedelics are like doping in sports, corrupting elements that corrupt my perception of reality. Reality can be experienced accurately only when your mind is in pristine, pure condition. The fuel tank of the vehicle that you explore reality and consciousness must be without any impurities, without any dirt. And to me psychedelics are impurities that make the engine that I experience reality through to malfunction. If it malfunctions, this means I can no longer experience reality in an pure and uncorrupted way. That's my opinion. I'm not here to challenge anyone on psychedelics. Use them as much as you like.

Thy Unholiness, The Lord of Darkness! 😈

I'll follow on that advice brother.

You break hearts, but you'll never break mine Talk back or stay girl, I really don't care The city trembles They fear the worst They need an angel.. Oh noo So'll take the sword!!!!

Please share here the track that you are currently listening on repeat. I'll start with this:

Devilry and Satanic Beauty.

My friend. You are officially my best friend. I also have a soul full of darkness. I love darkness. Evil and darkness may reign supreme on this forum from now on. Thy Unholiness, The Lord Of Darkness. BLACK METAL. \m/

Bro, you won't find on this forum a person that is more hateful towards religion and Christianity than me. When I say the word devil I say the word corruption and falsehood. I abhor religion with every fiber of my being. I just happen to think that psychedelics are similar to religion. I hate giving my power away to external substances or human constructed fantasies( when it comes to religion). I want to discover God using my very own cognition and power of my mind, not to surrender my ability to observe reality to a mind altering psychedelic. The problem I have with psychedelics is that they alter and change my consciousness for me, when I should do that using my own mind. I hate having others(or other substances) do the job that I am supposed to do.

I'm not scared of God, I'm scared of the Devil masquerading as God. In an essence, that's my view on psychedelics, just the devil luring you with those substances deeper and deeper into self deception and fantasy. I don't take seriously any teaching that is derived off taking psychedelics. You can't know God if you had a foreign substance interfering with your brain and sense making. The same way you can't drive properly while under the influence of alcohol. What if all you experience while on a psychedelic trip are just tricks those substances play on your psyche? I once had a friend that ate poisonous mushrooms from the forest and he was in a comma in the hospital. When he came back from the hospital he said that he was in heaven and he was there with Jesus and angles. That was the definitive moment that made me abhor psychedelic substances. It's just fantasy and illusion. No more real than the dreams one has when he sleeps.

I could barely buy the book list after being on my wishlist for 6 years. For some reason I never had money left in my pockets at the end of the month to be able to buy the book list without taking money away from groceries. Let alone flying to Vegas. I'd have to sell my house just to afford a plane ticket and a visa, + costs for food and hotels while staying in Vegas. If I had money I'd join you guys just to befriend you IRL, because here I have 0 friends and I feel very lonely. But I'd never take psychedelics. I'm totally against them. I believe that psychedelics are a corruption element on my ability to have accurate sense making of reality. I live by the principle that you can only have an accurate, truthful worldview and sense making of reality by being 101% sober. In my eyes there is no way of making accurate sense of the world and reality while you are high on psychedelics. To me psychedelics are like pouring gasoline on the fire that is self deception. It is just my take, don't take this personally, do as many psychedelics you want. But I'll never try them. I'm all or nothing. I'm either doing spirituality the most hard core possible in a sober manner, or not at all.