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@Sugarcoatchallenge your fear to being cringe. What do you mean exactly. Okay I will be cringe and then I will not be?

I realized that I live in my fantasy world. In my childhood I was super active but than I became soo fucking shy. And I think I lost reality there. I have maladaptive daydreaming and as in my daydreams I am trying to impress other or something. I am very awkwardly different from everyone but point also is that I am not successful even in any topic. Without money totally alone. It seems like I am trying last 3 years to change my life. Make meditation yoga read book. I also approach girls so many girls I approached but I feel that I am very cringe and strange for them. How to return reality guysss???????

And honestly I don't even read 5books about philosophy and where can i start and most important answer what does it mean to be philosopher read many books about it or contemplate most of the time. Thank you❤️

Friends I live in Georgia. It's a country with 3 million people and low stage of development. And what s your thoughts does it worth to make blogs can I make normal earnings? (And also Leo said as I remember that blogging doesn't work anymore and what's your thoughts?)

@Tenebroso everything will be great brother. Healing just need time. We deserve happiness❤️

@Applegarden8 Brother our parents have also big impact by ussr's product. Partly they were USSR product too.

@Hojo i am really sorry about your story. I feel how frustrating it is. My parents are great relative to yours but still hard to communicate with them. I should be grateful more of them. One question for you: how is your life changing with self development?

I exactly know that they made their best. But they live unconscious life and I don't feel good around them, also as Leo said family is not right value. So I am avoiding to communicate with them. But I am afraid that it is not right and I will regret it. What do you think?

Before I was fidgeting and unable to sit still but now I solved this problem through meditation.

It's 50\50.😁 I have impatience, problems completing the given task, easily distracted. But some of these symptoms has almost everyone!!!this is reason why I am not sure.

@Fadl yup my sister sometimes blames me and feel shame. But everything is better...

"Make a goal to become rejected". Great advice..

@Elton Bro you have 1000posts. And I have only 200. How can I help you??

I see epidemy of ADHD. And because of this Im little bit afraid that I have. Do you know any internet source to test this?

@integration journey Nope... My approaches is so bad... But I don't care I practice everyday and time will make me perfect.