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I'd decided not to do psychedelics for 10+ years because my ego had corrupted all of my psychedelic experiences and the Truth. I was very controversial about my decision to do 5MeO-DMT thinking that It would be a mistake. Nevertheless, my vape arrived this morning and I already had a mid psychedelic experience (near break-trough). I realized that if you don't do psychedelics for a long time your ego corrupts your understanding of what god actually is. Apparently you shouldn't be doing psychedelics every day or even once a week because it will backfire you. It's all about the balance. You need to find the sweet spot. Ego finds solipsism very depressing because it misunderstands it. Ego doesn't have a capacity to understand the Truth. It can only be experienced. People who write books about enlightenment are just entertain themselves. All of us here just entertain ourselves. Nobody is enlightened or awakened here. Because if you are awakened there is no one left. Why would you be on this forum debating the Truth or teach others? You are here because you are spiritual ego and nothing more. I'm writing this as ego. Also, it's very obvious to me that those who have never done 5MeODmT can't even talk about the Truth. Most of you guys just use words and phrases that you heard from gurus and read in spiritual books, You've got no clue what you're talking about. You can't know the Truth or talk about the Truth. You can only be the Truth. Anything else is pure entertainment.

What do you mean?

What do your mind thinks when I say there is no other? How do you imagine this as the Truth? How do you define enlightenment?

Where's is the contradiction? How did you conclude this? Being enlightened+ no one left= to sit in the cave??

I like learning languages. Knowing multiples languages is very helpful when talking to girls. I can approach Spanish, Russian and American girls. More options but my game still sucks haha

I once said in Russian "Girl, you look so hot I want to fuck you so badly" and then she says "Wha?" (British accent) Sometimes I speak Russian to them then I switch to Ukrainian and then I kill them with Spanish

I can't bless myself

I will say this next time I see an attractive girl. I realized that it doesn't matter what you say and it just blows my mind. I went to a night club the other day and there was this hot girl. I approached her saying something in Russian, apparently she had no idea what I said but nevertheless she turned her back on me and pushed her ass towards me. I grabbed her ass and we danced for a while. I like saying things in my native language to girls here. It seems to be a good opener. Sometimes I say hi I like your tits, but of course in Russian

My friend you're not alone! I've been going out every single weekend to local night clubs, but still haven't gotten solid results. Even when I approach a girl they just laugh and dance with you, but their friends do whatever it takes to ruin all my efforts. It's just ridiculous, but what can we do? I think you shouldn't give up on night game but rather move to a bigger city where you have more options.

I personally never tried Salvia and probably won't in the future. 5MeO produces very pure and deep trips (compared to the other psychedelics that I tried)

I think it's a cultural thing. In my country body count matters for men. Guys like to show off with girls they slept with. It's believed that the more girls you fucked the more alpha male you are. Objectively I think it's pure nonsense, but this idea sits very deep in my psyche.

I have the same feeling

The last time I did 5MeO-DMT in October. I reached breakthrough and I made a video for of me saying: “I’m God and I don’t want to wake up. Ego wants to awaken but God doesn’t” Since then, I’ve been having a lot of dreams where I would vape 5MeO. Sometimes I’d wake up in the middle of the night both terrified and happy at the same time. I have a strong desire to do it again, which is why I just ordered it. I think the weather is just perfect and since I live in the Rockies (Banff, Canada) I just can’t miss this opportunity (it’s one of the best places for tripping in the world). I’m both excited and terrified to do it again. The last time I did 5MeO I realized that if I do it more in the future, I might not be able to come back. I already shifted my default state of consciousness, but I’m not in the Being or God state 24/7. My biggest fear is to lose my ability to play this game of life. What are the odds of this happening?

Thanks my friend!

Word bullshit hurts my feelings I think you are right, 99% of the people should be using psychedelics at home and be very careful. I just like tripping outside because I want to explore myself. I don't go around screaming "I"M GOD!!!" or other stupid things. What happened to you?

Don’t worry God is capable of constructing protocols that it wants to construct. And yes, I got my ass fucked in the past on mushrooms but lesson is learnt. if you think that 5MeO is made to only trip alone in your tiny room then you’re fooling yourself. If you are able to control yourself you can trip outside. Chances of you doing something stupid when you drink vodka with friends in a night club is way higher than when you go for a walk in a park and pet a fucking dog on 5MeO. You guys created ideology with your protocols.

The only real danger that it can do to me if it makes my ass forever awake Seriously though, it is indeed very dangerous

Millions of my liquid children die after I jerk off

I'm infinitely horny for myself. I'm neurotic, psychotic, weirdo motherfucker lunatic disgusting peace of love. I'm hungry for myself and there is no limit to my hunger. I've been loving myself for eternity and will continue doing it forever. You are me and next time when I incarnate you in a form be ready to get loved as fuck.

Threesome between people with triple psychosis

No really, just me playing with myself

If I wake something will happen? hahaha Let me enjoy my dream

Of course, because I'm the Truth and I can't be explained only experienced. All of us here we are just entertaining each other. Nobody here is awakened or enlightened. Those who are they are not here. Me for example, If I was in the God state it would make no sense to argue with you because I'm imagining your existence. I'm here because now you feel real to me. In reality you exist only on this forum as a user. You have no mind and no body separated from me. Every word that anyone types here is my creation. Pure imaginary.

Of course! That's what Ego says Ego has figured out everything without meditation or psychedelics