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Attention ! Things that I’m about to share are absolutely stupid, dangerous and shouldn’t be done by anyone!!!. With this being said, let’s cut to the chase: 1. Watching porn on 5MeO. I remember sitting at home and vaping 5MeO when a rather strange idea came into my mind - watch some porn whilst vaping. I googled one of my favourite porn scene ( Bedroom antics with Whitney Westgate). As I was watching it I was vaping 5Meo until I reached the point of no-self and love. At that time I didn’t feel my body and all the boundaries collapsed. I became the present moment and the video that I was watching became as real as my human life. I couldn’t understand who was fucking who and what was going on. I literally became one with the guy fucking the girl, the girl itself and myself watching them fuck. We were all one thing. There was no object-subject thing. It was a process of love. Love was loving itself through appearing as humans. I was infinitely horny and I realized that there’s no limit to my desire to love myself. It’s infinite. I also realized of how infinitely was the entire scene. It was crazy. 2. Vaping 5MeO in a night club. I think this one was the most outrageous and stupid thing that I ever did in my entire life, nevertheless, I’m glad that I did it (won’t do it again though). I managed to get into a Toronto’s night club with my 5MeO pen (weed is legal so no one actually was able to see the difference between weed vape and 5MeO). Also, 5Meo isn’t a scheduled drug in Canada (crazy, right ??). As I was dancing and vaping my pen, I got to the point where I actually became one with the dance floor, dj and the music. I literally froze. I also became conscious of infinite peace bellow loud music. 3. Vaping 5MeO with a stranger. I was walking in downtown on a sunny day vaping 5MeO. I’d been doing it for hours and when I sat down to relax a little bit some guy came and sat next to me. He looked like a hippie. He noticed me vaping and asked if I was vaping weed. I told him that it wasn’t weed but the most powerful psychedelic on earth. He laughed and said that he tried DMT once and therefore was experienced with powerful psychedelics. I smiled and said that he had no idea how powerful 5MeO was. He looked at my pen and asked if he could try it a little. I said yes, but I warned him to do a small pull maybe for a second or two. He said yes, and I handed him the pen. He started vaping and when around 3 seconds passed I told him to stop but he didn’t listen. I tried to grab my pen, but he stood up and stared waking away. I screamed at him and said that he is putting himself in a lot of trubble. He returned the pen (after pulling for 10-15 seconds). I told him to breathe out but he didn’t listen. After a while a saw in his eyes strong fear or even panic. He sat next to me and put his hand on his head. He looked at me and said “Wtf!!! Nothing is real!!!” As he was saying that he pulled out his wallet with his ID and threw it away saying “Shit, nothing is important.” I picked his wallet and told him to relax. After a while he calmed down and than looked at me asking “Why did you create me ? Why am I here!”. I told him that I didn’t know why. Then he asked me what was his life purpose. I told him that he’s completely free to chose it. After that I said that I had to go and walked away. Crazy right ? 😁

What a performance it must've been for your friend I think that's the reason why I only vape 5MeO. It allows me to go as deep as I want to without freaking out. I never vape for more than 2-3 seconds. Step by step until I reach breakthrough (if I want to). When breakthrough happens I won't hang in there for hours, just a few minutes but it allows me to grasp things or rather to recall them in my God's mind. Holy shit! Was it on 5MeO?

Have you approached all of the hot girls on this planet? There are a lot of hot single women.

I can't imagine someone who'd leave their friend just for doing this. You must've scratched him very badly. Yes, it's very obvious (for mature people I guess). I think that's the worst thing that could happen to someone doing psychedelics. I once did 4.5 grams of Enigma mushrooms. I thought I lost my human life forever. Terrifying trip. Ever since I haven't done more than 3 grams and never will.

5MeO makes me more horny

The last time I got laid from approaching was 2 years ago. These days I only get sex with prostitutes maybe once a month. I'm insecure around women (not as much as I used to) and I find it to be very hard to lead women from conversations to sex. I've moved to a small town in Canada and there is not that many options. I'll be moving to a bigger city next year. Where do you live? How's your game?

What’s the source of this thought ?How did discover this “truth”?

I'd decided not to do psychedelics for 10+ years because my ego had corrupted all of my psychedelic experiences and the Truth. I was very controversial about my decision to do 5MeO-DMT thinking that It would be a mistake. Nevertheless, my vape arrived this morning and I already had a mid psychedelic experience (near break-trough). I realized that if you don't do psychedelics for a long time your ego corrupts your understanding of what god actually is. Apparently you shouldn't be doing psychedelics every day or even once a week because it will backfire you. It's all about the balance. You need to find the sweet spot. Ego finds solipsism very depressing because it misunderstands it. Ego doesn't have a capacity to understand the Truth. It can only be experienced. People who write books about enlightenment are just entertain themselves. All of us here just entertain ourselves. Nobody is enlightened or awakened here. Because if you are awakened there is no one left. Why would you be on this forum debating the Truth or teach others? You are here because you are spiritual ego and nothing more. I'm writing this as ego. Also, it's very obvious to me that those who have never done 5MeODmT can't even talk about the Truth. Most of you guys just use words and phrases that you heard from gurus and read in spiritual books, You've got no clue what you're talking about. You can't know the Truth or talk about the Truth. You can only be the Truth. Anything else is pure entertainment.

What do you mean?

What do your mind thinks when I say there is no other? How do you imagine this as the Truth? How do you define enlightenment?

Where's is the contradiction? How did you conclude this? Being enlightened+ no one left= to sit in the cave??

I like learning languages. Knowing multiples languages is very helpful when talking to girls. I can approach Spanish, Russian and American girls. More options but my game still sucks haha

I once said in Russian "Girl, you look so hot I want to fuck you so badly" and then she says "Wha?" (British accent) Sometimes I speak Russian to them then I switch to Ukrainian and then I kill them with Spanish

I can't bless myself

I will say this next time I see an attractive girl. I realized that it doesn't matter what you say and it just blows my mind. I went to a night club the other day and there was this hot girl. I approached her saying something in Russian, apparently she had no idea what I said but nevertheless she turned her back on me and pushed her ass towards me. I grabbed her ass and we danced for a while. I like saying things in my native language to girls here. It seems to be a good opener. Sometimes I say hi I like your tits, but of course in Russian

My friend you're not alone! I've been going out every single weekend to local night clubs, but still haven't gotten solid results. Even when I approach a girl they just laugh and dance with you, but their friends do whatever it takes to ruin all my efforts. It's just ridiculous, but what can we do? I think you shouldn't give up on night game but rather move to a bigger city where you have more options.

I personally never tried Salvia and probably won't in the future. 5MeO produces very pure and deep trips (compared to the other psychedelics that I tried)

I think it's a cultural thing. In my country body count matters for men. Guys like to show off with girls they slept with. It's believed that the more girls you fucked the more alpha male you are. Objectively I think it's pure nonsense, but this idea sits very deep in my psyche.

I have the same feeling

The last time I did 5MeO-DMT in October. I reached breakthrough and I made a video for of me saying: “I’m God and I don’t want to wake up. Ego wants to awaken but God doesn’t” Since then, I’ve been having a lot of dreams where I would vape 5MeO. Sometimes I’d wake up in the middle of the night both terrified and happy at the same time. I have a strong desire to do it again, which is why I just ordered it. I think the weather is just perfect and since I live in the Rockies (Banff, Canada) I just can’t miss this opportunity (it’s one of the best places for tripping in the world). I’m both excited and terrified to do it again. The last time I did 5MeO I realized that if I do it more in the future, I might not be able to come back. I already shifted my default state of consciousness, but I’m not in the Being or God state 24/7. My biggest fear is to lose my ability to play this game of life. What are the odds of this happening?

Thanks my friend!

Word bullshit hurts my feelings I think you are right, 99% of the people should be using psychedelics at home and be very careful. I just like tripping outside because I want to explore myself. I don't go around screaming "I"M GOD!!!" or other stupid things. What happened to you?

Don’t worry God is capable of constructing protocols that it wants to construct. And yes, I got my ass fucked in the past on mushrooms but lesson is learnt. if you think that 5MeO is made to only trip alone in your tiny room then you’re fooling yourself. If you are able to control yourself you can trip outside. Chances of you doing something stupid when you drink vodka with friends in a night club is way higher than when you go for a walk in a park and pet a fucking dog on 5MeO. You guys created ideology with your protocols.

The only real danger that it can do to me if it makes my ass forever awake Seriously though, it is indeed very dangerous