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Maybe in a few years. I have some other more important things to deal with first. I can't be that invested in the game for now

Sorry, but I don't think I can understand what you said

I think that's what I'm missing to notice with women. I never thought that a girl would be nervous around me, I used to be nervous around them but not the opposite

Thanks for pointing that out! I didn't actually think about it.

That's exactly what I said

I'm God and I'm terrified by myself. After having a plenty of break-trough experiences I think I basically have no clue what God exactly is. All I know by this point is that I'm the only conscious being in the universe and that I'm nothing. I also know that nothing that appears to be real is real. But of course it depends how you define what is real. Real and unreal is a duality and I think that the universe is paradoxically real and unreal at the same time. Also what freaks me out is my infinite nature. Have you really really experienced infinity? This is rather a terrifying experience. It feels so fucking radical guys! It's as though you become a fucking ghost. You don't feel your body because your true body is no-body. Have you tried talking to anyone when you are god? This is just insane guys, but I enjoy it so much! Every time when I do so it's mind blowing! I know that the person I talk to doesn't poses any kind of consciousness and every word that comes out of his/her mouth is my God's will. Every reaction, every movement. It's as though everyone is my marionette doing what I want "them" to do. But of course it's not like I can will a girl with huge tits to sleep with me. That would be ego version of god. The real god doesn't actually care. It can imagine being an insecure guy who is humiliated by an attractive women. Because God is a psychopath, sadist, masochist and maniac. And it really enjoys being the way it is. That's what is terrifying

Well, it must've been some physical attributes that made me come and talk to you. Maybe it's your eyes, maybe the colour of your hair, or maybe your style and so on. I didn't lose a lot anyways. I don't mind talking to a girl for hours as long as I enjoy conversation and the way her mind works. There's is no point of thinking that a number has a lot of worth. I've had conversations that lasted for hours and when I was giving a number the girl wouldn't respond on my texts the next day. The point here is that you never know if something happens. You can go on dates for days and then a girl says "You're such a good friend". Or you can talk to a girl for one hour and have a sex with here the same day and start dating. If you're that good and I don't get your number, well, it's sad but there are a lot of other options. For both of us. No means next.

I would probably laugh and say, "thank you, have a good day" Answering that question would be considered as too much of investment, unless your'e extremely attractive. It would also mean for me that you're not appreciating my honesty and directness by asking this question, because it assumes that I'm a teenager or something. Bad for you, because you've just lost a high-quality guy

You should know some Spanish to be able to talk to them. I was once in Italy in a huge night club. I approached like 10 women, but neither of them spoke English

My now is I'm typing this and you're answering it from another city on the planet Earth. Complete delusion

Obviously, otherwise I wouldn't be on this forum imagining all of you guys

It's actually good for me. Because it clearly shows that you're not the type of a girl that I would like to date haha It's impossible to find perfect words for every girl and there is no need to do so. I opened my ex girlfriend simply by saying, "Hi, I think you're cute, can I get your number"? Simple as it is.

Don't listen to anyone on this forum or elsewhere. Just try it and see what happens. Stick to your direct experience. I've been practising no-fap from time to time for the last 4 years. Here's how it affects me : Prons: - Boost in confidence that begin to seem too direct or even slightly aggressive. I've been doing a lot of psychotherapy on myself (I'm psychologist) and when I started combing this with no-fap the results are insanely good. I feel at ease when expressing my thoughts, I'm not pleasing people in order to get their approval. I talk my thoughts when I feel like doing so (maybe even when it's not that appropriate). I'm better at keeping my boundaries with others in general. - Increased feminine energy. This one is a mind fuck, because I didn't hear anyone reporting this (maybe it's just for me). I become more sensitive, emphatic. Things can make me cry very easily. I can see a beautiful flower on a street and a tear will go down my cheeks, or it could be a cute kitten that I saw on YouTube, or someone's suffering or pain. - Negativity and depression cease to be. I feel very happy and my sense of well-being is enhanced. I feel very happy from small things (talking to a friend, dancing at a night club, talking to people, drinking coffee, listening to music, going to gym). Cons: There is only one con that become unbearable after day 5 for me - horniness. It just drives me insane. I begin to feel some sort of a pain. This pain is very strong and you can't distract yourself. It's as though every cell of your body is asking you to fuck. If I eat I want to fuck, If I read a book I want to fuck, If I talk about news I want to fuck. Desire to fuck becomes your default state of consciousness. Therefore, it's difficult to keep going. I never did more than 15 days.

Idk, when I'm in God state it is indeed joyful and beautiful but at the same time it's so profoundly terrifying. When I trip I always film myself in order for ego not to misinterpret the experience when I'm back to the form. I think I just don't feel comfortable with collapsing the game. No others means the end of the game. Period. So here I am playing again. I think God is addicted to its game as a gamer to his games. That's my direct experience.

In reality we are always One and there is no way we can be separate, Only if imagined

Yep! These "horrible" things are just ways of God showing love for itself! What a psycho being haha

Spanish people are very open same as people from Latin America. Once I know how to speak Spanish I'm gonna go on a trip to Latin America. My ex was from Brazil and she changed my perspective on women and dating. Latinas are the best

I'm thinking of starting a YouTube channel, probably vlogging Becoming a doctor or a pilot is not in the cards

I finally found out what my life purpose is - travelling. I've verified it in different states of consciousness (including God mode). I want to visit 100 countries, but I'm not sure how to make money out of it. I don't value social status, I don't value a lot of money, I have no interest in business. My passion is learning languages and exploring the world. What are my options??

Hello Guys, I need your opinion on something. I don't feel attracted to girls with very small tits. Is is a psychological issue? I don't like objectifying women, but this is how my attraction works.

Make some shroom tea and share it with them

I wonder if Leo speaks Russian still

She's not aware of her attraction to bads. If she was, she would've changed her attitude towards them. She has to work on her self-esteem and educate herself in realm of psychology and self-help. I assume she had some childhood issues or even a trauma

Well, for me it does matter. I can give myself love as much as I want, but can't do the same with boobies Sleeping with a women with no tits it's like sleeping with a minor (it's just for me, for sure there are plenty of guys who like small tits)