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@Artaemis I see, thats rough man, lots of love you got this <3

@Nahm Well goodl luck with your transition!

@phoenix666 Aww youre welcome. Its always so heartwarming talking to other genuine empathic beings. Lights up my heart every time. <3 Especially cuz I have a tendency to judge everyone else (sorry not sorry, I just wanna go home k? =D) edit: This song tho

@How to be wise Oh ok my bad, I must have misunderstood you youre right :-) Btw isnt Byron Katie totally hot? I love chicks with gray hair, even young ones. Makes them look mature. And dont say it!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOOOOOOOW MOMMY ISSUES... I do have them

Oh thank you it’s such a pain in the ass sometimes feeling centuries of neglected trauma, it’s kinda nice when someone appreciates that hahaha. So what about your wounds?

I don’t understand this I’m sorry but what is an enquiry practice good for when it’s the only space for surrender. Shouldn’t a spiritual practice cultivate surrender so you can have a surrendered mind in all segments of your life? Its like saying I don’t want my food baked outside of the oven, outside of the oven I want my food raw, I only need it baked inside the oven... and then you eat raw food even though you bake and bake and bake... Well thanks for looking out for me. I almost wanna dare you like... “wanna bet”? ? no malevolence intended, it’s just humour btw.

Mhhhm your mind is avoiding surrender by trying to figure things out I think that’s a normal thing everyone has to go through. I’m certainly not implying that it’s your fault. But just pointing out something you might wanna watch out for.

Sorry for the typos, phone and too tired

That is fascinating. i hasn’t no trouble following the four hour life streams... or 2.5h or whatever:D I thought everyone was equally as relaxed while watching Matt. Matts teachings are a felt experience, they’re not for the mind to understand, they are for the inner feeler, to relax your nervous system and integrate the ego.

@Ingit You can become aware of your perception :-) Btw people say things like becoming aware of awareness or seeing the seer, thats a whole other thing, thats just a task that manipulates your attention.

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Happy face :-)

@daniel695 You can think of it as learning to ride a bike with practice wheels. Eventually you will give them up, but aat first you need them to find your balance :-) And again, I have a super clear intuition about this. Once you develop an attitude of allowing your feelings, through daily practices of self-care, through saying supportive words to yourself, self-appreciation and self-love, you will get fed up with your medication. And it will be easy to quit.

|I think its definitely possible to a degree, its all about the attitude you have really. You can do all the shadow-work in the world, but if your fundamental attitude is to avoid feeling instead of diving into all emotions and feelings no matter how scary or unbearable they are, its never gonna work on a practical level. If you develop a practice of embracing your feelings, and more importantly embracing and supporting yourself while feeling emotions that you do not like you will start making progress in a very quick fashion. Actually developing this practice is what will eventually get you off your medication safely. You have to create patterns within your subconscious mind that say "it is okay to feel, I am safe to feel everything that arises within me". Once that pattern has a big enough momentum, you will automatically drop all things that are there to stop you from feeling your feelings in any way, which is one of the things meds do.

@Tistepiste https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anita_Moorjani

@Maxvlad In my opinion what is interesting about Turquoise is the parallel emphasis on Individuality and Community, or rather globalism. Turquoise individuals wont be rushing to create communities together, they will be leaders creating communities where all stages are welcome. Often times in communities (especially spiritual communities) a group-think and cult-like attitudes are created. Almost a tendency to see the community as "us against the world". This phenomenon would probably be slightly appalling to a turquoise individual. So perhaps the solution is the realization that we already live in the community of earth (globalism) and the "community work" is simply service to humanity as a whole, rather than trying to create anything isolated. And of course sub-communities will be a part of that, but I feel like those communities would be best for specific purposes that serve the global community, being mindful not to create any type of worship mentality, or "my way is the best way". After all, if you have integrated all the previous stages, all those stages are now part of your personal perspective. So yeah.... communities are hard. Lets all cherish the one big community of earth we live in. Lets go humans! We got this.

@Shanmugam Law of attraction, theres a book that is superdooper popular called The Secret. I heard some stuff about that so I was psyched to see it on the forum!

@Barna Heyy you have 444 posts right now! Lets go synchronistic universe bring us some treats!

THis is funny, btw HEY Barna friend I missed you! <3 I for one have always had an innate courage to face anything or anyone, even when I was really young. I remember being bullied or threatened by others feeling totally unphased by their behavior. Around the age like 9 or 10 there were even some gipsy kids running towards me on my way to school kicking me with their bare feet and I was just totally calm and collected, kind of aware that they cant and dont even want to hurt me. And paradoxically, I have had some really really deep feelings of unsafety in my body. The courage is to be courageous to face the sensation of being unsafe, or the sensation of fear. Every act of aggression or manipulation towards another person is coming out of a fundamental sense of unsafety. It is not lack of courage, it is lack of safety. Courage is something that allows us to find safety, through facing fear and unsafe sensations. :-)

this is too good :DDDDD

@Shanmugam AWWW MAAAAAAAANH WHATHA CLICKBAIT!!! I was expecting a LOA post. I am sincerely disappointed sir Here are some sad faces to demonstrate my disappointment. :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( MMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm But why is it a secret!! Its in all hearts! ITS NOT A SECRET!

@Gryner Hello dear Gryner, I feel like youve been given some wonderful advice by fellow forum members. Especially Leos post was super sound! I just wanted to chip in and say to treat yourself gently, with love, kindness and compassion :-) You have gone through something rather deep in a short period of time. I can feel into the energy of your post and I wanna assure you that there isnt anything fundamentally wrong with you, you have simply opened up the channel to your subconscious mind and stuff started coming out. Thats not too strange, but see it as an invitation to really take it slow and pace yourself. The more gentle you are with yourself, the easier it is for your ego to surrender to all the stuff that is rushing out of you changing your sense of identity. In other words, since your ego has no idea what to do and it needs some sort of attention, it will create some rather deep crises and cries for help, because your ego has a very child like mentality - a child that needs attention will scream and kick, bounce around and hit you really hard just to get your attention, because everything is better than being ignored. So make its job easier, and give it the attention right away. I hope you have an easy and comfortable time transitioning into your academic year I wish you good luck (Im a fellow student btw )

@Catley Hey Sam! You can trust yourself and your insticts! I love you.

@Serotoninluv Tahnk you! I’m glad to give laughs. I am probably a stand up comedian in a parallel dimension as well...?

Lol instant enlightenment pill, and of course I am typing this on my iPhone... what am i some sort of savage?! ???

@emind Just watching the first few seconds I came up with an amazing joke Buddha in a parallel dimension, where he didnt become enlightened and didnt revolutionize the world talks to the regular Buddha that we all know and love. The regular Buddha asks "Hey, what happened, what stopped you from your realization?" And the un-enlightened Buddha said "Well I met god, and he offered me eternal liberation, but he didn't wanna suck my dick sooooo...."