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If you go into a forest for a few days, it should naturally settle. What I get from tinnitus is that it may be related to electro-sensitivity in most cases, and some cases energetic disturbances from over-use of substances or stimulation, thus why grounding/earthing may help a lot.

Nothing really comes close to the new mac-books in terms of flawless performance and responses. It has an organic-feel to it and seems to flow more cohesively with human consciousness than windows. Windows can be quite jarring and compartmentalizing on the brain. If you care about your brain and eye-health go for the nano-textured display.

We don't like that which we have not healed or made peace with within ourselves.

Men who are not in touch with their feminine side, which is most men today, usually struggle to feel, release and heal from their wounds, and tend to resort to drugs, alcohol, junk or dense foods, stimulation, distractions ect... to further numb and suppress their pain and emotions, which overtime can develop as solid/physical wounds that can take years to heal from. Being in a supportive and loving environment can help greatly. Woman are naturally more in touch with their emotions and although they to can numb and suppress themselves too, they are naturally able to feel and release more easily and cry and cry it out until what is felt is felt fully and cleansed by the purifying waters of spirit. Mushrooms are also very supportive here for emotional release and healing.

Sex is a sacred-act that is in your DNA from the moment you are born, it feels weird or awkward because sex has become perverted in modern day society and lacks purity, decency and respect. It is mostly projected as hypo-carnal and animal-natured, when in reality human sex can be another experience altogether.

Collective unconscious trauma and abuse in the human psyche by distortions of consciousness thus fragmentation of energy creates many of these modern "dis-orders" we experience today.

A book is integrated by the action of following its guidelines or teachings. If you just mentally absorb it and do nothing with it then it becomes a burden and excess knowledge distorts understanding and being. Find a book that will put you into practice of being human and living on the earth. These books have changed many peoples lives https://www.ringingcedarsofrussia.org/Main/English/index.php And in my opinion are some of the best books for spirituality and human development.

Step 1: Go to the mountains far away from civilization and artificial noises. Step 2: Pitch a tent, ditch your phone, fast from food or eat light, no later than 4pm. Step 3: Hike all day and read a little if desired, or meditate, sun-gaze. Enjoy the perfect nights sleep.

A Holy Gun.

By not being Osho

Whatever activity or non-activity allows you to remain "present" is meditation. Do what works for you, need not question it.

The Truth is the Truth, Whether it Hurts or Not, It is an Act of Unconditional Love.

The verse I stated is more in Alignment with God / Higher consciousness / Truth. The verses you stated were 'man's word, based on distortion, beliefs and delusions. Almost all religious texts contain "truth" but most of the texts have been 'manipulated' by the hands of man for his own control of fellow man, his-tory and version of truth. Like I said, Self-Realization is the only way out. Know Thyself ~

Only a fool would say such things... Shiva drank poison only to 'prove/set an example' that you can 'transmute' anything as god-consciousness, but god-consciousness wouldn't consume 'poison' every day. Its nonsensical to a higher awareness. In the most ancient scriptures (long before your known history, bibles, qurans ect..) all the great masters either ate fruit or did not eat at all. Many even said; all food eventually becomes poison, and those who did not eat or give into the 'physical desires' and mistaken them as 'needs' achieved Immortality. Higher consciousness = Greater Awareness. Few are Enlightened Masters today. Don't confuse your awakenings and 'glimpses' with Enlightened Mastery. Awakenings are the mere beginning of the True Mastery of Being. And For the record, even in your more modern bible: (Genesis 1:29: Then God said, “I give you every seed-bearing 'plant' on the face of the whole earth and every tree that has 'fruit' with seed in it. They will be yours for 'food'. Consumption of 'meat' arose with the Fall of consciousness of man. You cannot rely on false history, you must Self-Realize. I'll leave you with a glimpse https://www.amazon.com/Mans-Higher-Consciousness-Hilton-Hotema/dp/1169830145 Of the greater truth ~

How can infinite intelligence not be paradoxical?

The Universe is teaching you something you aren't seeing. Carl gave you a little hint

Madness simply means out of the mind. You can be out of the mind, falling below the mind – that’s where insanity starts. But you can also be out of the mind going beyond the mind – that’s where meditation starts. In one sense they are similar in that both are out of the mind. Hence one can feel, living in the beauty of the present moment, as if it is madness, because madness and meditation have a similarity but only on one point: both happen outside the mind. In every other sense they are different. To go below the mind means to become unconscious. To go beyond the mind means to become superconscious. And the superconscious and unconscious are as distinct as two things can be, as far away from each other as there is possibility. They have nothing in common except that one point. Hence in the beginning every meditator feels that it is something like madness. But it is saner than your sanity. You have to wait a little, to become acquainted with the new territory of the world of meditation. Others may also think that you are mad, because sometimes you will be doing things like a madman. But the basic difference is that no madman ever acknowledges, ever accepts that he is mad. He refuses it vehemently. You can go to any madhouse, not a single madman will accept that he is mad. But the meditator can accept it smiling. He is aware of the similarity. He can understand the outsider’s judgment, and he can accept it. He can see also that the action... for example, a meditator sometimes feels so blissful that you will see a smile on his face although there is no reason at all to smile. And we forgive people for being miserable without any reason, but we cannot forgive people for being so happy without any reason. We ask people, ”What is the cause? Why are you smiling?” And a man who is experiencing something within himself, joyful, something immensely sweet – what can he say to you? And whatever he is going to say, you are not going to believe it, because it is not your experience. You can believe only if it is also your experience. Two meditators can sit silently and smile without asking each other why they are smiling. They can laugh, they can dance without asking each other why they are doing it. The full read here https://meditation-zen7.blogspot.com/2013/02/osho-on-divine-madness-sanity-and.html

Feeling Is Healing ~

Always comes back to the Breath. Deep conscious breaths diffuse many situations and change the dynamic of how it is dealt with, thus the outcome. Deep breathing can relax you to the center of your being where nothing can phase you. Of course this will require some practice, but it only gets easier.

It is almost Amanita season here and I am feeling to go collect some highly valuable and underrated medicine. I personally find it a very healing substance, especially around mental, emotional and physical trauma. I found microdosing quite zen and meditative, helped with reprogramming and addictions too. Here are some amazing notes shared by others I have saved to express the vast medicinal potential of this mushroom. Siberian shamans knew whats up. "The effects you get from amanita muscaria can vary a lot. Some people experience similarities with being very very drunk. Others simply fall asleep and report that they see everything in new ways when they wake back up. I've even heard of people that had deep spiritual experiences on these mushrooms. And I have read of reports where people get an immense amount of energy and euphoria, along with a need to keep running. The experiences are very different to each other, which just makes these mushrooms even more exciting, as you never know exactly what you may end up with." "For me, Amanitas mostly work on my nerves and sensations. I feel more powerful, like somebody turned up the voltage. I can do hard manual labor without tiring or getting sore like before. Sensation goes down including pain and discomfort. My thoughts become more focused and I am able to work on and finish projects better than before." "I was eating Amanita Muscaria regularly last year (my dosing was about 1/4 of the cap) and this is all true. After eating it, you will have a lot of energy. I couldn't just do nothing at that time, I had to do something especially physically. I have accomplished all my plans and tasks immediately, which I previously delayed many times. My emotions were concentrated on "here and now", no negative thoughts, only positive. I couldn't have negative thoughts or be lazy even if I tried hard. This mushroom is amazing and I will search for it here in Poland this year too, but this time I will try to find a lot more." "Gives you the impulse to artistic creativity and work, anti-depressant, effective painkiller, anti-anxiety, visionary catalyst, detoxifying agent, kills all types of viruses, and helps reprogramming the subconscious mind, and especially when eaten (raw) in smaller bites, acts as an energizer and enhances athletic performance." I personally can attest to this finding. "This mushroom is very strong medicine for the people who respect it and use it wisely. It has basicly changed my life and given me emotional and physical healing like nothing else." My personal experience has been similar to those stated above, I noticed when consuming raw its like the perfect cup of coffee without the over-excitement or jitteriness while in the evening a modern 1 - 2g dose provided a subtle but very natural medicinal feeling and experience. A friend of mine created a tincture for his dads back pain and also a cream and it worked better than pain medication and the strongest CBD oils. Was completely pain free after daily application over a month or so. This also is common with CBD but Amanita seems to go a bit deeper for some people. Feel free to share your experiences Open discussion ~

This is what many people struggle to comprehend, that everything is "consciousness" and what you 'consume' creates a "fusion" of consciousness, and you need to experience all of it to transmute it, to release it, or you eat more of it to suppress / depress it, until you become numb and no longer realize or feel it. If anyone does extensive fasting they will evidently see that once the body is healed, you become super-conscious of all things. Once you become conscious of such a high level of experience and function everything else becomes insignificant.

Its more the "journey" than the "destination/substance" that is important and more powerful overall in spiritual elevation and integration. Here is an interesting comparison and differences between two of the greatest plant medicines. I also respect mushrooms and cactus too. https://ibogawellness.com/what-is-iboga/iboga-vs-ayahuasca/

Because its never been a (war on drugs) its always been a (war on consciousness). The more conscious and intelligent people become, they less they will submit to slavery and a slave-like/prision-like life. People will want to be totally independent and self-sufficient. A an intelligent being is dangerous to a corrupt system. Osho has some great responses on intelligence, rebellion and consciousness you could easily find online like so https://www.oshoteachings.com/osho-intelligent-people-are-dangerous-people-they-are-radicals-they-are-revolutionaries/

I agree with that our city environments are very polluted and toxic but I disagree that such a lifestyle could "only" work in a village. I have been plant-based for over 10 years and rarely use supplements and most of those years lived in the city. I shop at local organic markets where the produce is (certified organic) so you know that they are not sprayed or treated with chemicals because they can get heavily sued, and you can taste and feel the difference if you are used to organic produce. Having an organic garden helps a lot. 90% of my illnesses have completely vanished after going plant-based and doing many water fasts and detoxification cleanses on fruit and vegetable juices and raw food and spending more time in nature. Even when I am living in the city, I can bring the nature home by creating garden beds, growing fruits and veggies, building my own soil/compost system, bringing in more house plants and creating a harmonious environment wherever I am. Its not perfect but life goes on. Never experienced any deficiencies but mere detox symptoms from time to time.