Sabth

What should I do? It could have been my sister.

That's 19 years in the making.

8-26 years old - it's gone~

Would it be good if I go to a new house and start my life there? At least my things (/collections) aren't stolen. If I wanna start something new *sigh* I should start in a new house. (My own).

I don't know how to get my life's worth it. I still got dreams arguing with my mom because she took my things. My stolen things. I don't know. While not knowing anything/the truth. I still got this trauma.

Now this camera had becomes $2050 .

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Today is 15th April and is the 6th Syawwal , which is the tenth month in the Islamic calendar. Idk. It is spring. Flower season. Idk how to make the most out of my time. Probably this month I should do 7+1+6 more days fasting. By this, it means the next month (ZulQaedah) would be in 10th of May. *I am not doing well.* I am not doing well. Idk.

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I am Taeyeon's fan 🖤 https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=1JeAWRL1ACc&si=7kzF6VkiI6cFBSlE&feature=xapp_share

I can't wait for my orders to arrive. One has arrived today. And many more to come. I really don't like online shopping. It takes way too long 😔.

I wish to further my studies because I am literally not doing anything rn.

I am now 50.10kg. I wish I can do this everyday. Wonder what my body will look like. Anyway, my eyes are no longer perfect. But I still like to not wear my spectacles rather than wearing it because the colour is just better with my real eyes. And it looks much realer. Than when I'm wearing my spectacle. So I don't wear it when I run. But you no longer felt perfect.

I walk with my brother 5km and he did 3. I am now 50.71kg. I wonder how much I can lose weight if I do this often. 8:43AM I took maybe around, 59 minutes.

Idk. Is this a junks that I'm buying? I can still cancel it if I wanted to . I could have buy you know other things with my money. I could hv bought this : Or this :