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Even though I already had a powerslide megacruiser. There's no place to play it in my area. So idk. It's been a while since I practice it. So I'm not used to it anymore. Otherwise I'm a pro when I was younger. Can go downhill. Etc . I have more stability . Then the last time I play it, I was so not used to it. I need to practice and get back to it more. Now that I haven't played it for long. I wish I could. Idk I'm old now. Idk if skating is still okay for me. It's harder now. I have a lot of trauma from falling. Since then. I've been less carefree and more careful now. 2016

Looking at this picture I wish to have my own child too~ 15 Days Abs Workout 08.12.23 - saturday 08.13 - sunday 08.14 - Monday + I start working. 08.15 08.16 08.17 08.18 08.19 08.20 08.21 08.22 08.23 08.24 08.25 08.26 - 15 Day 08.27 08.28 08.29 08.30 08.31 - 20 Day I will put a target to make 1000$ in 20 days. Is that a lot or not much? . 1-3 x 4-9 y 10-17 x 18-23 z 24-27 x I've been staying in x for too long. I wanna start something new.. I'm twenty seven.

I really don't know how I could even go. It's been a long time . Too long. And I can't go alone. My parents had no intention to go. So I would hv to buy the tickets on my own (usually my mom does this). Make the passport on my own and go on my own . Idk I feel like I wanna go with my father. Idk if we can even locate our home..

My grandfather is 90+ years old. Had married two wife but both had died before him. It's only in recent years that he was not able to walk (bedridden) but are still relatively healthy. I don't know about aging but I do wanna get old. It's just life.

Is making 50$ a day a lot?

I don't know how fun it would be if I were to go back there. It must be.. somewhat saddening.

I'm currently only starting a new work. But idk how it goes.

I also wanna stay for more than a month so that I could really truly discover Egypt. Going to all the places from north to south.

I'll pm you

I wanna go to Egypt. To my childhood home. I wanna see if the cake shop are still open. I wanna go back to the places I've been to when I was a child. Mount Sinai. And many more. I wanna go there as an adult. As soon as possible. It might not be enjoyable to go when I'm too old. So I wanna go as soon as possible.

I already found a job which I haven't tried yet. I would have to settle with my bank first before I could try this job. But it look promising.

I'm tired of not being able to buy things I wanted Go to where I wanted to be.

Tomorrow I wanna go to the police station to make a police report. Even it has been long (since then). I'll make a police report tomorrow. I don't have a car and am not able to drive. The police station is just around the corner in less than 500m . I could walk but I don't feel confidant to do that. I would have to ask my mom to drive me there. Even though she's one of the suspect. Na . Not really but (idk) she wouldn't wanna bring me just like my father who said it's internal. Idk but I hate him. If my mom too didn't wanna bring I'll walk. It's only 300m. The last time that I went to a police station (I walk) was in another state. I use public transport and walk around. I can't remember for what. But I'm making my passport too. Renew or something. (2018). And my passport is already expiring this year.

I wanna take selfie with every famous person *Gd* *N******I*

The picture of me and my roommate from 2014. And the backdrop is of my diaries . All of which had been (idk what happen to it. /Lost/stolen/gotten rid off/ who knows what).

I would take a selfie with him..

Yes that person. Albert Einstein.

I really wanna go back to university. Rather than doing nothing in life. I really felt so.

Skating. And film making.

I used to be good at video editing but I don't think I could do that for work. And it has been a long time since I last doing it so... It might be harder to start again..

And this : When our house was surrounded by plants.. (2021) These plants, are later being discarded.

I also found something from my roommate in 2014❤️

This is the kinds of writings and diary that I've wrote. I can't believe that we have footage like this. (Thought it was all gone). But this was from my old camera s SD card. Didn't know that there's something in it. It is non functional.

Indeed my camera was a lot better than my brothers or sister. Even though they're model are newer. But my picture quality are way more superior.