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Whatever happens to one world gov. In my religion, there is something like Imaam Al-Mehdi.. and there is something like at the end of everything /the world, everybody would become muslim. He is not a prophet but someone who is like a leader. Who would lead the world/the Muslim world. He is a boy. And even after years thousand of years this prophesy still goes around. Saying that our time will be the time of imam al-Mehdi. But it just never happens.. maybe in the future and forever future. A few thousand from now, I'm just in the past. And imam Mehdi still never came. But the prophet had this vision, that in the end , there will a What if there is one world government . The same education for all. Same language. Same values and vision. All are one. Regardless of whom. Who it is. Everyone having the same access to the same thing. All over the world. Regardless of race and background. Can you imagine? If an African went to the same high school as you? Who's gonna do this? Same syllabus same language. Same everything. Can you practice your differences ? No. It will be secondary. While first would be this official thing. I used to think English is the world language. It was once are. The lingua franca. But not anymore. I never noticed that there are this differences before. But there are. There can only be one truth. One government. One religion. In the end everybody would become a Muslim. There will be only Muslims in this world. Islam is the continuation of those other religions. There are four books ever existed in the whole universe from the beginning till the end. Including Hinduism Buddhism etc. Torah, Injeel , Zabur, Quran. That's only it. There is a hadeeth about a person who was afraid of the Islamic hell or the thought of being resurrected after death, so he told someone to burn his dead body into ashes. So that he wouldn't be resurrected . But then he was , he couldn't escape it. A man sinned greatly against himself, and when death came to him he charged his sons, saying: When I have died, burn me, then crush me and scatter [my ashes] into the sea, for, by Allah, if my Lord takes possession of me, He will punish me in a manner in which He has punished no one [else]. i think that's why the Buddhist want to be burn to ashes when they died. While for others we would just be buried. And there are things like your grave would be made "big" (not in this world but in another realm) and those for others that the grave would be made crushing you till your bones break. People will be in this grave realm until they were resurrected. So idk. Everybody would be naked when they are resurrected. And you wouldn't care because of your sins. You just feared. Nobody care for each other but their own self. And you'll meet the prophets. Everybody. From all times/generations. I write this in another thread but just gonna paste it here :

I'm twenty seven. None of these people are twenty seven. If I was born to be them I would also be instantly like that. But I am comparing my life to those who are born like me. Those around me. Maybe we're different. I'm talkin about me now . Don't bring others. This is about my path. What should I do? To have the highest quality life ever (possible)? . I don't have enough money to live the life I desire..idk what job I could do. With little money to start with. (Couldn't buy a camera or a laptop or a anything). I could immediately start working if I have all these. I asked my mom if we can go to Egypt just now and she told me to save some money. Knowing that I don't have or make money. It was really frustrating.

@Yimpa it was OUR standard. Not only mine but just the right thing. As everybody else across generations do. Like even if not my generation , my sister completed her master's degree when she's 27. What is my standard then? Not doing anything for the rest of my life? It's just like something like everybody would finish high school at 17.

I'm not on a unique path. We all had something like starting off together . And those of the same path with me . And where we're going now. There is a certain standards. I can withdraw the way I do now but then I would be missing a lot. Like I haven't been doing anything for years. I want growth. And to be better. . I'm literally not doing anything right now. And it has been years. Idk anyone whom are like that. Do you? Know personally? I'm only twenty seven.

I screenshot this on 13th September and 23rd September but now it's sold out.. Huh? I don't want black or red ....

It was so hard for me to start these.

Yes. I know youthfulness is the most precious thing ever.

To be an artist. To be a skate videographer. (And a pro skater) And to be a travel vlogger/film maker. these are the things I wanna do?

Anyway, now I'm back. *White*

Now cl. She's very famous throughout Asia. (Filtered) If anything , I would go for her. I love "some" of her songs. It is always up to date. Trendy. And she had been a consistent singer. I may have changes in my life, but she never change. Always producing. So I can't forget her. Even during my worst, she always release her songs. *In the name of love album* These are her newer songs : (I don't love all of her songs) but these are the good ones. I'll be her guardian angel~ Idk they appeared in my dreams a lot. Even though we're different. We're not strangers... (Filtered)

Kyaaa Stay With Me !! >< But I'd rather watch their old performance video than his now performance as an old person.

Actually I don't like him anymore because he's married. But seeing this again, I still love his old songs. Really. (But not his newer songs). I was in high school and this was so good. ? This was good too. I was in my foundation studies.

I already woke up now.

I am not matured enough for all the job listings. Am I skipping steps now? Is there anything I should do like a pre-requisite before I could start working seriously , any jobs? Idk what suits me or what I'm capable of. (Since I never work with the outside force) I only had done like a business selling flowers and ice cream as a group project during my university . But even that, I did as a team. That's all I ever experience. I can create work for myself but would need a lot of money to start off. I don't know. Is it normal that I only felt confident to be self employed? And I don't feel confident to do works for others. Because if it turns bad it will be bad for others and not just affecting me . While if it's my own I can do things at my own pace. If it's good it will be good for me. Idk because I haven't learn everything to it's completion. So is a university course a must before I could have practical/intern/work? Can I really not work without having a bachelor's degree or training? I feel not ready. I may have felt comfortable with works that is using your body/appearance like modeling or stewardess . How should I even start?

A dream ends as soon as you wake up, while real life remains real as it is.

If the United States love Israel so much they can take Israel to their land/country and let the Palestinians lives in Palestine/the middle east.

I've never had experience and never know how to work or to make money how can I make this amount of money? I want something that I can do.

Look at this, this is where I left : But I didn't graduate. I have completed 102/124 credit hours. Does this count? I actually haven't completed the green one. It's something that I do. I want to take another course.

@Princess Arabia now I'm lol ing. Anyway, I would never enjoy reading back what I've wrote. Except the $23k ones and my lists . I am not proud of what I've wrote. @Schizophonia Shut up you little kiddo. If you've got nothing good to say just shut up! I'll wish you one day you'll be in the position I'm in. . I didn't know anyone in my state (around me). I couldnt look for work.

Right now I have two of my nephew/niece watching a skits at 10:36PM in my room. We're already about to sleep. And I feel so bored with my room. Actually this house is already destroyed after the renovation (to add a few more rooms ) I think I will only like it if I put a Tutankhamen sculpture in my room to make it more vibrant. Or else I'm bored with my room. With no activities..

I've never had a boyfriend or be in a relationship. I never work since Ive finished high school till twenty seven. I never completed a bachelor degree. My sister got married when she's 22. And now my younger bro is getting married.. Am I missing out on life? I don't know. While my age is increasing, I never felt ready to have a child. But the more I age, will it be harder to have children? Though I never felt ready. I'm struggling with basic survival right now. Like my life isn't right. I am still dependent on my parents. While I want to be independent. And they aren't taking good care of me. So I want to be free and independent . But I didn't know how. Like I want to travel..and I want to go out. And I want to live life normally ?❣️ I couldn't drive. When will I be ever matured up be an adult? I don't wanna be 28. That's old. There's no reason I still had all these problems stuck in these at 28. So I wanna settle all these when I'm 27. ?

At least they are good in one. I have neither.

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What's normal, following the path. After high school, graduate university, get a job, get married, get a better job, get a home, get a child etc. Could drive by 18 etc. Which I hadn't had.

The last time I read a book was a long time ago. From what I can remember : RISALA ANNUR by Said Nursi THE JOY IN LOVING by Mother Teresa THE LOST SYMBOL by Dan Brown I have other books too but I don't really like it.