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I am so tired of being poorer than my mom. https://www.toyota.com.my/en/models/alphard.html

I wish my life was richer. Only if, .... If everything went perfectly since I was young. Only if....

I am so bored not doing anything. Not doing anything. Not doing anything....

I actually need a 100k dollar so a million dollar would be enough for me. I'm not buying a home because I already have a home. 100k is all I need for now so a million dollar would be good. Hahahahaa

I saw my father's brother today. And I don't know. I've never met them. They are already old. I don't know. I feel bad about it. We never met. They are my uncles. But I never met them. Only one. And they are old. They are my father's younger bro. Idk we're family. They are like my dad.

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I think I need to work more than studying Right Now.

I dont need a book all I need is work and to move around.

What a weird dream. 2:11AM It was like a survival show. Or something like the squid game. People are killing each other. Slashing each others arms. Idk. It was brutal. There was a lot of running. Idk. It has to do with race. I remember there was a black man hiding within trees. Up onto a trees. Like a lion. It was night. To have a safe space. And then there was a flood. And dxxxxxg. There was also txxxxxn. And an art show. I don't know. Everybody was in it. It was a survival show. People getting mad over each other. I don't know. And there was art files . And my aunt. And at the end of the dream I was in a wheelchair. And there was my mom. Who said "she wanna go to the room" which I ended up going to when the dreams end. Idk. It was a survival show. Made me feel like my current mode/state now. Am I like the disabled? Not being able to go anywhere? Like the people on a wheelchair? I am immobiled. 2:27AM People are literally slashing each others arms. Idk. And then I fall into a drain and no one was helping me. Then I went to my mom's room. This dream are really brutal. People are killing each other. Hunting each other. Eh

My father is old already. He will be sixty this year.

I don't know with whom to go hiking with. And I don't have enough money yet to go hike. And I'm not physically fit yet.

I had bought that book and think and grow rich. It better be good >

I have bought those two books , I hope it won't be a waste of money. (It has been a while since I've read a book so I'm thinking twice to buy these books ) 2020? Omg..

NO. A million dollar is all I need ~~😌

@Ramanujan my country is not as poor as India or china. But we're good. I am not supposed to be poor but I've failed in life. People my age all have a university degree and masters and are working. That is the norm. But it is just me They would already have a few years of experience in their working. It was just me

I think I should stop wasting my time. I am still doing nothing. And achieving nothing. Idk.

I wanna buy vibrant colours for my sports wear but there's only earth colours . This shop is so boring.

I want to hike Mount Kinabalu and Mount Sinai. 🏞️

Bubblegum pink.

I'm so glad to be back home 😊. After waiting and sitting and just be in a journey for a long time. So glad I'm finally back . I have bought things for running and hiking. Maybe soon, I'll do it. And then I bought some souvenirs home. I wish I can shop longer. And more. And bring back home more.

Savage Pretty savage.

Idk. I am right now, at a stage where I don't work. I don't make money. I just stayed with my parents. I don't further my studies. And that were just it. I don't know where to start. To even make money.

Nah I still want a million dollar.

I want to be a Taeyeon fan forever : If I have a camera I will go to her concert and take a hq pictures and videos of her. Just like back then. If only... I'll follow her steps. Taeyeon. Last year I've missed her concert. In the future if she had more concerts I wanna be prepared for it. Especially if she sings older songs.. I'm gonna cry. UR 11:31PM