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It's sad to see people getting older like our teachers. And then they will (be too old and) die. I don't meet my teachers. But my sister do . And she's old. She's our childhood. Seeing us growing up. Idk. We used to be just fine. But I see people getting older. It's sad. Later they will be (brittle) too old to walk.

I'm afraid that what I buy would be a junks.

There are something I wanna buy but couldn't. And now I'm thinking on what to spend my money on. I can't buy everything. So I had to choose. Idk. If I buy something I couldn't buy another thing.

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I wanna lose weight and have a really great body. Can I ?

It's been a while since I've left university it's about four + years, and I'm still not doing anything. I don't know how to better my life. I'm neither rich nor doing anything. I wish we're not poor. Or,

I'm afraid that I will become worser when I get older, not better. I saw my pic from last year and this year and wondered if I got worser. Surely, back then, I was more empty than I am now. I don't know. I wanna make sure that I became better by years and not worser. But no I couldn't. My eyes is not getting better.

I feel so reluctant to spend my money on skincare. Why couldn't it be my mom's money? . I bought all these Anyway,

I somehow don't like Eid because the devils will break loose... Idk, this is my first night, and I already got an eery dream.. .

I want to have a child, but I want to spoil myself first. But idk how to get rich. And super rich. Probably not. And I feel like the older I get the harder it is. To care for a child. I can barely take care of my old self. It is harder if not easier . It is harder. I am only became weaker. Not stronger. As I get older. So I don't know. My eyes got weaker. My health. My physical self. Idk. I feel like, ... It would be harder to raise a child when you get older. Anyway, I think I will become stronger if I get richer. My lifestyle could change who knows. Like now I'm just weak, and ill. Lel

It's $3217.27 . One Louis Vuitton bag for my mom. I could have bought a camera and a lot of other things with that much money. And it still would cost a one black LV bag. So this bag must be really high quality. There is no ice rink in my state so idk about buying that skate.

Which one should I buy? Santa Barbara or just Danny Bear? If I'm rich , I'm going to buy my mom this Or either one of these :

I needed to change my mobile phone number this is such a hassle. I hv went to one bank and two ATM machines. Twice. And call the customer service. I had to go again to change it. Huh? 😮‍💨 I can't make online transaction yet :(. It's been a while .

Even a month ago I look so young. Idk. The past will always be good.

Omg listening to the song of the past give me so much memories of the past

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Male~ na jk. Female> Both of my older sisters had a boy first so I wonder if it's good to have a firstborn boy. They have the dynamic of an older brother. Then girls. But originally I like girls.

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I can reduce my skincare from $140 to $121 without discarding anything. I got the best prices. Idk if there are cheaper ways to get it. This is good. But I can't buy anything else