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I'm sick and tired of being watched or invaded by those closest to me. Incest like. Because in real life years ago what used to be is that we're very much pro. Like having the finest boundaries if you would say. Now its incest like and its too bad. Imagine if your sister and your brother in law is watching your phone galleries. I wouldnt even sent a selfie to my bro or fam back then. Only to mom or sister or friends. And it was really toxic. Not the above to fam. If i were to watch an interest it wouldnt be a fam. It would be someone whom i can marry. A distant people. Someone whom i am actually attracted to and are eligible to have sex with or marry. Someone like me. But what happened was , it was too fucked up. They wanna create their own celebrity when there's plenty out there but they want their own people or race. Its so fucked up. Because they would say the world famous thing out there cant be seen but they would their own people. Me. When i am not a public figure or anybody. A private individual. Im not an artist. So they said its a sin to watch non muslim artist but in the background they would watch me . In illegal way. Idk how they do it but they would react exactly like they see me. It was too fucked up. Every words that i write public or offline or whatever to the point that i have to stop. But i cant or i will kill myself. It only happened when we become distant. And LEO WILL FUCKING DELETE ALL MY LATEST POST . Idc actually. Fuck it. But I got a feeling not only a feeling its true every taken down words of mine will be uploaded or used somewhere. In other words they kill me and take the credit of my words and say that its their word. They take down my word and then use it for themselves. Whatevr im in right now. But i hadnt went out of my house for a lonng time. So i wanna fuck it all together. And move somewhere where the house is mine. Not far. Still in my city but not here. Cut it off completely because they liked to play the role of me. A sixty year old become a twenty seven. A thirty year old or whatever. But imagine having taken my roles . And the thing is they had to kill me in order to do that. Thats their whole mindset like there is no other opportunity. Like not at all individualistic but had to take from others. Scarcity. Like had to take a hold of something. Like my mond back then are expansive. Everything is unlimited. Forever expansion and experimental. I can do whatever i want. It was from one person and then to everything and then stupified. Remember the ones i write a long time ago? They want to make it me. The ones that coming to news and i write about it. Like people changing their partners with each other and things going rampant. It happened to me. In a bad way. Because they read (idk how they know this is me as far as i remember i hadnt make myself known exactly so unless they did something behind the door or illegal , this account is still anonymous. They had vengeance. Idk. Like i cant even write something on a small forum lol leisurely. Who are those people? And i hadnt even write my country in it. And no it was pretty bad. The worst. June 10th 2025 | No one

Whatever that I dropped behind me they will like it.

When you missed the first creation? That's the technique. So you waited behind someone for years if a misstep happened then you'll take whatever is. So the point is to never have a mistake. At all. The older i get this is what ive learned. Or even for lifes. Millions of years.

Today I want a lot of Ice cream.

They really be watching my phone.

You are others. You have no free will. It was the will of others.

@Someone here I've edited it.

/ I want you to be my servant. The last thing I thought about yesterday was that I want a new phone from you. Its been months and too long that But , can you give it to me? Are you rich? I hv also thought about (the last time im here) that you should hv a child OR even if you're married , or for you to get married and have a child and your whole family would be my servant. If you married an indian too. It doesn't matter. Have a child. Thats what I say some time ago. (Things that would be good for you) And if you're alone that too would be good. I wont accept when you come with only your child (if any) or if your family was separated. Its either whole or alone. Id be alone too. C ☑️ / And also , I also would have felt weird to have @someonehere now . After i write this thinking about it. Yesterday? No the day before yesterday.. because things are just a little different now. And we/ people have becomes one here every soul had merged and shared with each other. Dead. Which is the things i want to prevent before. God forbid i became one with them . (It is also against my religion and i dont (consent) allow it) Back then when my brother arent here and i need a lot of boys or guys to counter the force. (Having a brother is equal to having a school of boys-only-school boys) i literally would rather have a lot of non suckers boys in my room (if i were to do something non religious by the way which they already did) rather than having others killed me. It would be the right thing to do but now ... Its over. I hold in me something greater than all of my brother's combined. Having access to me is equal to having access to (my fam and relatives . This is crucial because they kill) all of those 20x years worth of things. of connections. And you know , these are people who didnt went to school and just wanted to go to school. Or people who want to download an intelligence without ever having to learn a thing. Or get a spirit without ever having to seek or search or travelled. I actually thinking of having access to me is equal to having access to all of my connections so to old people thats (supposed to be ) a batch or another millions of school of people or girls my age. Wasn't pretty. I'm glad that i am who i am. But these , are they predators? They are people older than me. (28yo) Right now, I'll be honest , i no longer felt anything. My soul or spirit had becomes one it no longer pulled me. And before, years before i felt it more strongly . That its killing me still wasnt (or was it) as bad as last year. And they do this because they believe they needed my spirit to create a child. Or just for themselves. Not knowing that it doesnt have to. Scarcity mindset. They'd go after all of girls or women who d still have something good in them. They would named their newborn after all of those girls. Youngest cousin youngest daughter. Who did they not attacked? Next it will be -. They also would love all of the non religious things as if they hated their. Religion. Like my interest are very personalized. I never told anyone what i liked or disliked or my preferences. I wouldnt say that this forum arent guilty. But they seems to want it and most of all I saw their state back then was like indo? Most of all , they want to be the ones who gets into my mind. They want to replace, everything that is ever in my mind or where im currently at for however long that is , with themselves. That's it. And it's very ugly. If before this , i was made of such and such a thing, they want me to be made of them or filled with themselves. And when my siblings came i would already have become a different person. 7/5/2025 4:00AM And the last thing i want from @Someone here is a phone because this one that im using can be accessed by (all). (My other device broke sometime ago and yet another device a long time ago) Maybe who knows what will happen next. Whatever that im saying is very personal and im not talking about the bigger things(did I?). 18/4/2025 . I am being watched. Posting on this forum affects my real life immediately. So if you see me being weird or talking weirdly or not being honest or transparent it was because of that. I have f'ed up my life. Because my sources or resources are my family and my relatives . And my place are a different place. And while I'm here , I'm talking to the world (or whatever that is) and while my physical body are dependent on those. Like only mm and some of my dad and the physical distance I'm in. (World) . You know because those fam or relatives keeps on being resurrected . But I have no contact with them or I don't have any of their contact. I have went out of all the group because it felt like I am being sucked. I thought it would stop if I do that but it still happened. And now or last year it was no longer that life threatening or deathly but (read:they still is giving me their help/ portion) the world is going on. I don't even know what's happening now because there are people who want you /your family dead. And this isn't anyone different or far. We all agree. We would only.. I'm writing this because I'm thinking of something. All of these aren't important? Wanting to take ownership of me to be able to Reality can be infinite / The last thing that saw or up to was seeing me at a beach at night with a glimpse or presence of my other brother. And someone else.

Got a weird dream. Now I don't even know whom I'm with. (There's a stranger) & I don't remember it well. 2:28AM Apr 7 2025 It got mixed with someone's past.

@puporing Can you tell ? What type of meat this is?

357ms

My creators was at home right now.

God is dead.

I said I am in a cult. And then regretted it because something bad truly happened.

The same force it seems like are following me. 4:14AM