Sabth

So I made a facebook account a few days ago or sometime ago and now it had been suspended. I only posted a few words as a test. To test facebook and then now its been suspended. I posted a few pictures too to know how it works but now I can't use it. Idk why because I barely do anything. I just write a few words. The last time made was also to access a service but only one time and I forget about it. But now it was suspended.

A mother of five for 30+ years vs *edit* a mother of four for 9 years. Vs every shitty mother in the world.

So what I say or do matters now. And not before. Because it will shape my reality.

I didnt even went out in the middle of the night. But in my dream I did. Whose will was it? Whose intention?

And I'm looking through the hotels and the prices. And being the fucked up that I am now, no I wasnt, I dream that the place that are next to me now had turned been turned into a mix or sorts of hotels combinations. Mind you this had never happened when I'm young. My life are straight and right. equal. Nothing ever changed or disrupted. But now.. if I am God, or if idk because things are dangerous now. Imagine if its something that I deal with earlier this year. January 1st. And now its still is what I'm dealing with. The only difference is that it includes others when before this only I knew. And it would only be me. And I did went to that area , and see a lot of myself or my colour/theme there. I shouldnt be. This is why idk what to do. So I had to run sneaking out without anyone knowing and go? Because they've turned everything into me wherever I go ?; if I searched about x somewhere here they would make it x here. Like back then it would just be a topic , now it would be a physical thing. I said whatever I write would become a reality people mimicking you or , now im looking for a hotel , and then they turned the building next to me into a combination of hotels and that building. () It wasnt . It wasnt a building. A waste of my fate. It wasnt what I wanted. I saw there are four levels of it. All brand new . And a few other things. I walk in all part of it.

The last one I could think of (that I enjoyed) was the Luca & Sara where they have a girl daughter and are into turning an ancient house into a new look. And then live in it. It just seems fun. Watching them. A good distraction. Consider that a luxury. To be able to* watch a YouTube leisurely. See their process. Without a worry in the world. I had been distracted away from them anyway.

I really didn't like it. You know my world are better. I sleep and then I had a strange dream. Maybe I should

When you are mis-step a little bit , things turns ugly. That's why I needed God. I'm so sick now. Im so sick now. Or to make sickening things surfaces.

God dropped me in a lot of places. Its only recently that things turned ugly. Idk.

Where is this guy @Someone here ? Where he's going is where I wanna go too . Initially. It's close/similar. Even if I have to be my brother. But I've lost it. Where is this guy @Someone here ? Where he's going is where I wanna go too . Initially. It's close/similar. Even if I had to be my brother. Lol

There's no way you can deny Christ. It's too perfect. * ⬆️I write this yesterday. *Im saying this while being aware of their(?) notion of "hell" & "heaven?" (Idk if ive been to heaven) And ive been to hell a lot. i could myself be Jesus myself. I said this because once I woke up and I'm in India. It wasnt real but my spirit had seen it all. And you can't say no to it . I keep on being over and over again the spirit had to be alive. This I would say a good one . Arent a hell realm. Because at least i know i did the right thing. You just hv to follow it wherever it go. So Angel despise Satan and backed Jesus up .

They keep on thinking that I'm backing them up when I'm just thinking of running away.

Any post that I make is a net negatives. Because there will be people in my country or state that will claim it and use or whatever . Like sucking my post. I don't wanna be online anymore. And even yesterday the other day , there are people in front of my house and garage staging against me.y house is a public space it can be accessed by anyone in and out. There is no owner of this house. I dont even make myself public in this account. And then they'd be happier if I . I do not wanna say any of these.

Who makes their child toddlers below seven prostitute? Not wearing them clothes. And just to make it be seen and then accusing me or whoever as pedophile just for the sake of it. I can't avoid it because they live in my house. So its a constant flashing. Not in a terrible way but still frustrating because their plans are working. Its annoyances. Flash flash . Done. Whatever . Things running. In the past with my own child /kids (people I know) it would be as natural as it is. You'll find it cute and because its yours there's only love no outside forces no thing that's constantly waging war at you and invading your space. With hatred and vengeance.