Aiwass

??? Zen-Devilry.

I read the consumption of water is one of two ways to administer Kambo. Regurgitating is not the determining factor of if benefits present themselves. My assumption is people are taking too much to start. I will self administer one dot only. Similar to too much nicotine consumption on day #1. You end up very sick and nauseous. The second way of taking sapo is with very little water. I have read various benefits using this route as opposed to drinking so much water you make yourself sick, then can't recognize its healing properties. I will give it a shot in my bedroom off all medication. I have watched various courses. I have the Kuripe and Rapè which is used prior to kambo administration. I will do more researching into other ways of application. It may be a dud in the end but I feel it may be worth a shot. I only lose 60$ in the long-run. I must figure out why people are reporting crazy benefits and why others are not. Too much of water or of kambo may be the catalyst for such reported adverse side-effects.

This is correct in my experience. If I am fasting or in Ketosis (0.5+), then It feels like Bramacharya. Sugar and carbs may be what makes POIS present itself to the degree which it does.

I track when I ejaculate, both time and day in my Google calendar. Day 3 I feel horny again. After day 7 I transform into a mass pervert. 7+ I can sit in my room for 8 hours, staring at a fork or a kasina disk. Day 14 I am so horny I could do things no man should speak of to the back-side of a pretty young lady - using only my mouth. I never make it past day 14 Damn, POIS is real..

"I literally just want men with bigger penis', it's just so not fair ugh... You know what? I think we need to take a break :)" - was her reply to the poor fella.

The more conscious you are the less evil you do. Look at every sage. Many modern and ancient so-called enlightened folk were only enlightened because the general public deemed them as being so. Look at sadhguru for example. The more conscious one is the less selfishness one posseses. Anyone can parrot scriptures. I have a pet Quaker and she can parrot(pun intended Hahaha) whatever non-sense and fool the fools that she is enlightened. Then, tomorrow murder a bird she doesn't like. You don't see buddha, Jesus, Ramana Maharshi and Sadhguru Râping/Mölesting women then "Ducking ' N Dodging" the Five-0, Riding dirty...

Sounds like you've confused and applied your laptop's (Adult Film)Tab habits to the real-world..

@Juan Fasting in Ketosis might do the trick of preventing me from vomitting(I never throw up). Thanks for the insights! 1.] Curious, how many dots did you complete? 2.] I read removing sugar and carbs can have anti-inflammatory benefits which reduce asthmatic symptoms. Suffering from asthma myself(only when I sprint or jogg intensely) I attributed it to that. Was this possibly the case for you also?

I acknowledge your take. Narratives are not my cup of tea especially "Us vs. Them" Narratives. Personally, I don't dwell on social media platforms. If I do, it is for NSFW content purposes(except certain reddit threads for health reasons).

Purchased kambo on ebay today. When it arrives I will give it a try, then hope to write a comprehensive report. I saw your post on Instagram of you using Amanita Muscaria. If Kambo goes nowhere I might do some careful digging into its preparation. Did that substance bring about any positive impacts on your health or psyche?

@Loba Your honesty, and self-reflection is appreciated. These individuals seem like magnets attracting you into the state they are at. Some utilize the art of provoking, others raise the gaslight torch with antagonistic comments(deconstructive criticism), many by sarcasm.

@Leo Gura

??? The entire episode I was laughing.

I reccomend giving it a shot temporarily, getting a comprehensive blood-lab simply to see if any adjustments may be necessary. I think the idea is not a pleasant nor beneficial one unless it is a fasting technique of some sort(fruit has sugar so we can exclude that logical chain of thought).

What you study during your free time is your business. Resist the temptation of making generalized assumptions based on a sample size. Most are not quite sure as to what all feminists think about whatever. See it just as group-think and do what you can to treat women respectfully. Be an honorable human. It is easy to attack others.

Leo Gura, you are welcome. Hopefully, they make serious behavioral adjustments moving fowards.

If someone is too unstable for living Inside a house with their own parents then that is an obstacle. Your own flesh and blood would not wish to ship you off unless you are being interpreted as a threat to their safety inside their own home. I think it is responsible on their end to discuss the matters with the OP, as opposed to kicking her out of the house. I am glad go see these Guardians of hers have compassion and want her to get help. Get help if you need it. Creating a mess for others to clean will only slide for so long.

My dog(German shepherd) can write books and type on the printer. Hahahahah get it? If you were not getting the basic need known as sex, as a male, you'd be in quite the similar situation.

No diagnosis has a sigular cause, nor only one factor contributing to its presence. There is no one thing that will cure a psychological state as all states of consciousness are impermanent. Depression is a transient state not a physical object to alter with material-agents. We have no cures for the majority of clinical diagnosis known today. We have temporary band-aids, chronic forms of treatment for chronic impairmemts. ♡Ask the right questions: 1. If I have an auto-immune disorder(for instance) and consume a material-agent said to cure me, but continued exposing my body to that which is causing the attack on the body, then mean the "cure-all" material I took is a lie? 2. Is ketamine now useless or does it become a material able to temporarily alleviate certain symptoms for certain people(based on genetics and dna)? 3. How does one prove if there is improvement of depressive symptoms? With a questionnaire(self-report)? How much integrity are you placing on suck folk? 4. I have done ketamine many times. It doesn't cure anything. It is a drug. This is mainstream chatter which is using and marketing the legality of medicinal materials for profits. Is there a meta-study for this study? What is Depression? What is a state of consciousness? Even if they were given the limitless pill they would still be depressed because there are other parts to the puzzle which is the reason why you are PUZZLED.

Weed is the mainstream substitute for alcohol. If it truly got the job done many wouldn't dare touch it.

Any techniques for enlightenment which are presented by non-enlightened beings, are best kept where one places their paper plate, following a delicious meal.

Self-actualization, not others-actulization. I completely executed a proper 30-day n,n-dmt topped off with synthetic 5-MeO solo retreat, inside my house, porn during lunch(aye, my retreat, my rules).

**Definition: "A partial expansion and absorption of one's own "I"dentification with that of 'Absolute Infinite Mind(Consciousness)'. Absolute unification or Realization results in the death of the physical body. Precisely, as how the dream ends upon awakening from REM-Sleep. Many lucid-dreamers realize they are in a dream. Awareness is not a possessions of the ego-mind, rather a constantly Infinitely impermanent stillness, that's Absolutely self-knowing, Absolutely Meta, Hallucinating itself(identification) in relative forms within itself."

Lsd is grade-school. The Dmt's proceed graduate school. Lsd(for me) = twitching of the body, heavy prana-like body load, electric zaps - even following 15 properly executed chelation rounds.

Game elsewhere. Stay away from gaming at clubs if the only logical-conclusion is the logicing your way out of speaking with women.