Schizophonia

“I” is just a spectrum of phenomenons among the fastest, and therefore tenacious, layers of the coriolis force who determines the illusion of solidity, non-contingency of these said phenomena. The experience is virtually linear but regardless of the solidity of the illusion there are always infinite possibilities here and now. Maybe Valentin will still be there until "death" (which is always imaginary), but I think I still decide reality from a certain point and be able to push the border of illusion with enough awareness. There is never a quantum leap, because you would have to be god which makes no sense because there is no experience in non-duality. But I can slide gradually, through the less stubborn layers, where I have the most power, of reality. As I create reality, then everyone is the projection of "me", that is, they blend into the theater scene that I want to create to perform

An absolutely infinity (((infinity*infinity*infinity...)*infinity*).......) of gods. It can't be one "god", one conciousness, because a pure infinity of possibilities can logically only be divided into an infinity of parallel vectors, not linear. Leo can't happen before Schizophonia and vice versa, there cannot be reincarnations.

I think there is an absolutely infinite objective truth, non dual, pure potential.

I'll just say maybe, I'm not in that rabbit hole at all.

"The quirky polish mace windu" is still a persona with karma. Being an ascetic who seeks to escape, for me it is always a game in duality, paradoxically.

Lol, it's the "I am the good boy who identifies with his hypervigilance" persona, i see. Personally i prefer playing a kind of "Slightly psychopath funny opportunist and curious" persona, i i would say i just see resonances who are logical or not 😉. Who determines what is moral or not ? + everything venture is fundamentally egoist.

What you would do You are a manner for life to express itself.

Lmfao. Let the fruit eaters first of all find a solution to stop mysteriously all loosing teeth and looking like orcs from Skyrim.

Ahah. Enjoyment, libido, is expressed through the return to a non-organic state, the most stable, peaceful, stress-free possible. This is the death drive (libido). Unless we are an ultra-conscious yogi, we cannot "melt into death", we do not control the rules of the game and not being vigilant sets us up for potential serious suffering, such as being starved, tortured or whatever. Enjoyment (death drive, libido) is permitted, authorized, by the recognition of a feeling of power and security. This feeling of security basically manifests itself mainly through submission to an energetically guaranteeing collective order. We are not lion, we are too week and nomade to content to simply eat and sleep, the life drive is greatly influenced by membership in a social group In modern, industrial, socially atomized society, it is too easy to lose ourselves in idleness and solitude, for a whole host of reasons. Also, modern endocrine problems diminish the perception of the phallus (power). Chronically affected people are excessively thirsty for this life drive and turn to increasingly authoritarian and idealistic delusions. They could be veganism, or anything else. Morality is strictly a form of superstition brought on by the stress response. Benzodiazepines, dissociatives turn very easily create sociopathic behavior, euphoria, sadistic sexual fantasies etc for this very reason. A response to high stress will, on the contrary, induce idealism or even fanatism, hypersensitivity , hysteria but apathetic in the same time, masochistic sexual fantasies, etc. Truth is very simple actually

I don’t say you’re wrong. I just have fun to show the relativity of your truth, which is conditioned by your persona.

No, you can only see life as the homo sapiens Salvijus, with what your avatar allows for perception. You’re trapped in your nervous system, to take a simple materialistic pov. Truth is relative yes, but it’s still the truth.

Lol, it’s like you have a video for any twist.

The fear of losing someone or miss something. Powerlessness.

Projection is always true with enough informations. Btw EVERYTHING is projection, asserting that the socks are « objectively » black is projection, i am projecting my experience. Objectivity is the sum of subjectivities.

Divine

Accept he is autodestructive

It's a game.

I've already tried testosterone some months for the experience (1 to 2g per week), it has made my insomnia way way worst so i've stopped but it turned me pretty jacked without doing exercice.

Having a normal BMI

I've precisely just recorded a video about that I should have already posted it on my diary but like everything is against me these days it will be for this week end. Every theorizing is fundamentally illusorily objective, because you can only live life through your personal structure. Like my "mentor" Lopvet Franck would say we are like two soap bubbles who form a border by joining together in some points, and given that the solipsistic nature of consciousness, this boarder automatically is nothing else that a mirror. To come back to the subject of alcohol it's very simple : Schizophonia -> Salvijus -> Mirroirs of Salvijus's . 1)Why do i see (or rather imagine ? fantasize ? btw) dudes forcing other peoples to do something to protect their ego ? Because it's my mechanic, that now i recognize on you insofar as you explicit it by projecting it at your turn on your own mirrors. We are seduced to the idea of pushing peoples to drink (even if i don't drink, personally) to to feel reassured about our consumption by blocking the evolution of the group, of the collective ego, in a direction that would endanger our vices. 2)Now i can push in differents directions. Why seeing myself as a drinker is more stylish for me to the point of refusing to integrate me into an obvious collective ego (my friends) against alcohol? Am I trying to be like someone? My father ? mother? Does being “the drinker” refer me to a chronically blocked satisfying affect that can only be expressed through such symbolism? Why am I so upset by other people's views? Why at the same time I am so attached to resembling an image like that even if it is unhealthy. Why do I see people who try to take away my pleasure? Why can the affect linked to enjoyment and letting go only be expressed through symbolism that is at best considered possibly unhealthy, and at worst, downright dangerous? Etcetcetc. Everything is logical, it flows, there is no randomness, it's an illusion. With enough honesty we can understand everyone's problems as long as we are able to understand them, even if it's not always obvious haha, clairvoyance has to be worked on.

It’s a lot of concerns for not so much virtual results.

Ouga ouga bonga 🦍 Nature is not Mordor, surviving is above all being integrated into a group, we survive in a group by being cooperative. Strong men are not aggressive, we become agressive when we are stressed.

I’ve never tasted. It doesn’t looks good.

Weed enlightenment

@Princess Arabia You look good in this photo !