Schizophonia

I lack the vocabulary to completely understand you, I should read Deleuze or the popularization of Deleuze; If you have books to recommend btw. When I speak of a hole it is just the way of discriminating the real in Lacan. The American flag is a hole because it symbolizes what is not there (the surface of the real that accompanies the hole, that is to say everything else and in particular what is close to the hole ie the American people, American "values", American food, etc; A bit like a Schwarzschild Black Hole, of language; If you see what I mean. Then the phallus is what will remove/fill the hole, it is the “ultimate signifier”. Being creative is just generating holes, of different kinds.

It's not pretty india.

I just came across some videos of him about bodybuilding; He has some weird ideas like brown rice being an extraordinary food for building muscle, wtf.

Thank for restoring the test/e2 ratio of my topic comrade. Japanese soybean oil didn't get you.

No, my newspaper is a fascist dictatorship ; You could send me a picture of your breasts, a check for 10,000 euros and a big piece of cake, I would still report you to the moderators. 🫨 Hop

I'm sorry for you, hope your relation got better. Well you can spend your life hanging on to some stupid karma, and it will always form your personality to some extent; But at some point you still want to be fulfilled; Enriching activities, a good mood, friends, a companion who pampers you etc. 🙂 Yea i see what you mean. Actually I play a "know-it-all" character, it's one of my ways of showing off and harvesting energy between knowing how to cook well, or making lame jokes; Since I have to know everything, I have to have a varied vocabulary in all circumstances, so I end up using words/expressions that I don't master.😂 I wanted to say that I also mix musical styles Eheh. You learn french maybe ? or it's just a wink. Ahah, then I'm not an ascetic either, I'm capable of giving nutritional advice while smoking cigarettes😂 The last 3 songs I listened to, in my history : Thanks ahah, you're sweet; But it's also a lot of random post, to waste time. I am a distance student and I was handicapped for a long time by very very severe insomnia (which I no longer have! Thank God), so I had a lot of time. I do this to push myself to put my thoughts into shape, even if they are fleeting. I saw you have a journal too. Why if you don't mind ? Lol i see really well. Did you get upset about politics? Stuff like that? At one time I hung out a bit on a big French forum, but the level is quite low and there are a lot of unpleasant people, so I stopped. I have Twitter, Instagram, Facebook, Whatsapp etc; I can use them to communicate with people if necessary, but otherwise I'm never active on these things.

You can interact with me as much as you want as long as you are polite, don't spam me etc.

I think that pornography reveals above all how twisted the psyche is. It reminds me of Something else who told me that pornography had induced homosexual tendencies in him; But I never wanted to watch homosexual pornography, it's just disgusting. It's like saying I was too greedy so I started eating stones. 👺

I see, indeed it is not very nutritious. I saw someone develop white hair after a diet low in vitamin A; I am not saying it is vitamin A here, but it could be a deficiency.

Day 44 I'm back from the restaurant(not planned), no post for today.

It's a kind of speedball. The side effects are supposed to "partially cancel out" from what I've seen.

Rather 30. There too we will see

It looks old/weird. @sda What's your diet ?

Starting around 25/30 years old. And you? If my child starts working at 20, that means that this question will not be asked until at least in 24 years old.

Yes I'll see, it's in several decades eheh.

You are right, it is a form of disguised sadism. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sadistic_personality_disorder See "Enforcing sadism" in Millon's subtypes.

I didn't really understand the "other than as a means of bullying and control?" It is not immoral to be a pedophile, it is a disease, but it is immoral to push or worse force children to have sexual relations; since they can be abused more easily.

It had to be you lol.

What were these family issues? If it's not too personal. Yet another spiritual paradigm/egregor 😅 Thanks. Dw i whippin a lot too eheh. I looked up the first two out of curiosity on youtube and it's kind of rap/pop; It's cool, I like it. I didn't know any of the singers except "Drake" by name. Me too if we forget the almost 6000 posts on actualize. 😂 Which ones, Instagram? Twitter?

Lol. No it's not a question of genes, but of taking care of one's family.😉 Why ? Well I would never put my children or people I love outside, obviously, but I consider it normal for my children to participate if they earn money and live with me. Children also enjoy giving to their parents.

Day 43 I want to have several children, preferably quite early. What interests me in my relationships with my children is that they respect my law (have at least decent grades, tidy their room, do household chores, contribute to the bills once they are old enough to work, be polite...) willingly or not in exchange for having a roof over their heads, food, and present parenting; I think it's very cool and important to do activities with your children, and help them in their progress. Then what they can do outside, especially if it's a man, is not my problem. I believe it is important that children are framed; For everyone's comfort and because if they are not framed it is tacitly giving them an importance (and a weight of importance) that they do not have and it is quite consensual that it is an ideal configuration for mental illnesses.

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You ruminate ? I spent my life doing this to maintain my character, because somewhere I had the belief that being more peaceful made me less effective in obtaining energy (and therefore surviving) than scaring others, impressing them with my self-denial in the face of pain or this kind of delusions lol. But the growing evidence is that I wanted a pleasant life, not a neurotic one, and so this persona naturally ended up dissolving. Ahah, what do you dance/sing to? Yes it enriches my brain fog which I prefer to avoid.

Good French bread gives me the strength and vigor to foil the tricks of the perfidious Anglo-Saxons. I like Europe because it's a good middle ground.

You are creative to create a hole (a representation in reality) that will then allow you to enjoy filling it (by the phallus). When JK Rowling creates Harry Potter, she artificially creates a hole (a plot) to then be able to fill it (death of the villain, party with Dumbledore in the great hall of Hogwarts, stuff like that). It's the same for any creative work, all of life is like that; It is the life drive/death drive axis, or as Richard Abibon would say, Narcissism/Libido. https://www.encyclopedia.com/psychology/dictionaries-thesauruses-pictures-and-press-releases/fort-da I don't know how you come to the conclusion that "creation" is outside of the real, as if there were something other than real(and therefore emptiness, holes (symbolic representations) in the real) or something other than creation. A work can be more or less abstract and therefore it may not be so obvious, but it is always the same libido, organized around survival, that generates it The only way to escape all this is to dissolve the holes, and then we fall into Buddhism, ascetic traditions... I believe that 5 MeO DMT is much promoted for awakening because it blocks the ability to symbolize reality. Tell me if I misunderstood something. Lol. I'll let it know if I buy it, but I already have a lot to read.