Schizophonia

Men seek proof that they have power (receive proof of domination), the phallus as Freud and Lacan would say, and women seek to have a substitute (receive proof of submission). But everyone is looking to receive, or i misunderstood something. It is a mistake to believe that something cannot be given to two people at the same time, because a phenomenon is always polarized. It's about working out how to receive the polarity that triggers a positive affect for us according to gender. When I give a teddy bear to a girl, i lose power (money) but i receive a feeling of suzerainty, vice versa for the girl. Men fall in love with women, but they fall in love with them like a precious stone, a nice car or something like that.

That he and his ex are able to tacitly demonstrate to their family and others in general that they can have a partner, and of course demonstrate it at themselves for some reason; Love (pleasure) was not the basis of the relationship, they did not energetically calibrate themselves for that. For survival reasons, most of the time men are more distant from their emotions and can stay longer in stupid arrangements based on limiting beliefs, which is why it is mainly women who leave and that is what happened here.

What does that means ? Why don't you date a fat, ugly and stupid guy ? Because you want to enjoy his beauty, among other things. What he really means is that he spent a lot of time with her because he needed her as a social demonstration, but as a result he didn't receive that much proof of female love (not enough of everything i listed) since it's not the tacit contract of their couple. However, since it's not natural, it sounds like work, something exhausting, hence the feeling of "not getting enough in return". No, he got what he wanted: A demonstration of his social power. Otherwise he would have said to himself "Oh, damn, I'm not enjoying myself" and would have left her himself.

No, that's not love, that's being colleagues. It's good to be good colleagues lol, but in fine the goal of a relation is to have fun. Lots of cuddles, sex, food, going out etc etc. If she didn't meet these criteria you should have left her yourself and gone elsewhere if you really wanted a girlfriend.

No, it doesn't work like that, pleasure comes from enjoying your partner like an object of satisfaction ; The energy is not fundamentally different from that which hides behind the love of cars or video games; Love is love, libido is libido. In his case they were together because they liked to see themselves as a couple; There is no imbalance it is an illusion. If a woman doesn't actually love you, and isn't going to be particularly nice or sexual, she's just going to respond to her function, to what they're mirroring and the reason for their relationship, again seeing herself as a factor for whatever reason, probably their social conditioning.

No, not at all, you say that because you are insecure and try to use relationships as social proof, so you satisfy the social demonstration that you can have a girlfriend, form a couple etc but it is not love especially since by using a woman as social proof, you are actually trying to masculinize her. Women want to surrender to masculine energy, they want to be vulnerable; not "improve" themselves lol, on the contrary let themselves go: let themselves "dictate life" even to the political ideologies of their man, have cuddles, be fucked, be devout by going to the gym/cooking yourself/doing fitness/sucking yourself, be flirtatious etc. Then everyone is different, but overall it goes in that direction. Women are very powerful mirrors, which easily turn into synchronicity, of your unconscious: Men are surprised to be left because men identify more with their conscious, unless they have worked strongly on their intuition. Obviously you weren't compatible.

I don't understand the topic. You love a girl because she is kind, willing, intelligent, that you share things, that it is nice to make love to her, that she sucks well, that she cooks well etcetc; In all cases you receive, you like what you receive.

I see.

Don't worry about a bit of sugar in kimchi.

This is a state.

The Judeo-Christian influence (I am in relative truth here of course) has pushed into the collective unconscious and in particular into men the archetype of the "marty". There is therefore in fine a pleasure, a feeling of power in embodying "the one who gives but does not receive" or a persona of the kind, but this one is not enough imagination and requires mobilizing a lot of aggressiveness and sexual energy in general to be maintained. The stress of going to talk to a girl in the street is not a fear of being ridiculed or attacked, a girl cannot hurt you like that, it is in fact the fear of betraying this archetype. In nature men do not hesitate to be racist, misogynistic, kill animals to eat them, to be mercilessly pragmatic in general, and even have more sociopathic behaviour like rape (if one is psychopath); An undomesticated man would not hesitate for a single second to intensely flirt with women here and there to satisfy his sexual desires. Shyness, routine, superstition, respect for authority above oneself; All these are modern anomalies.

I can sense that you are afraid of being "second choice".

I want to answer you out of politeness, but the truth is that the only thing i have to answer to the majority of your objections is that it is simply a matter of time before this happens and that the problem you are exposing is obsolete. Even when it comes to the human psyche when you speak of the need for "flesh", i believe that it is, once again, only a matter of time before this dissonance is corrected by the human mind. I'm agree eheh.

Because psilocybin is purely serotoninergic while LSD has a strong affinity for dopaminergic receptors too, even other catecholamines and histamine in a lesser extent ; That mades LSD more stimulant and give it a more "manic" vibe that most of psychedelics. But in its defense it's also probably the more deep long effects psychedelic, the only one who can play in the same category than DMT.

The first time i took 300ug of LSD i imagined i was going to have a typical very egotistical spiritual experience lol. But actually i found myself drooling in my bed GDHGDJD£££3333%%%%%%ing and in my head i was in the bottom of the asshole of the universe, with random visuals of big black hairdresser women holding out her giant foot, harmonica noises, and other insane and basically random experiences. I didn't have that even with 4 HO MET, metocin is also pervet but it's already more orderly and pure. 5 MeO MIpt was the coldest, purest, "yang" experience I've had despite the bodyload to the point of looking like a tomato with cushing's syndrome. I never tried a big dose of psilocybin so i can't say.

What i mean is that LSD is more stimulating; Not only are there more unpleasant side effects (tight jaw, vasoconstriction, walking and acting like a Fallout robot at x3 speed...) but the trips are particularly manic and strange. Lots of aggressive sexual energy with magenta, chrome visuals, and succession of white and black lines. Crazy ideas, completely alien experiences (best point of LSD for me).

That's why i only dropped LSD like at 6am so i could sleep on the evening. Yes but it is limited to vasoconstriction, i never had serotonin syndrome with LSD and btw no one has died with LSD, even with huge overdoses. When I tried a medium/high dose of tramadole once, i had serotonin syndrome and the next day i threw up 6 times in one day.

https://www.euronews.com/culture/2025/01/15/viral-scam-french-woman-duped-by-ai-brad-pitt-love-scheme-faces-cyberbullying "Fraudsters have scammed a French woman out of €830,000 by making her believe she was dating Brad Pitt. The victim has faced an onslaught of online harassment – revealing quite to what extent empathy and human decency is in short supply when it comes to people falling for AI scams. An AI-generated con featuring Brad Pitt is causing quite the stir in France. A French interior designer, known as Anne, was scammed out of €830,000 after she was duped into thinking that she was in a relationship with the Hollywood actor and that he needed money for cancer treatment. The 53-year-old's story was broadcast on the French TV show Sept à Huit on TF1, where she disclosed being scammed by individuals pretending to be Brad Pitt. They used fake social media and artificial intelligence image-creating technology to craft an elaborate and heartbreaking swindle. In the episode, Anne shared how she received a message from someone purporting to be Jane Etta Pitt, the actor’s mother, telling her she was exactly the woman her son needed. " "Soon afterwards, she started to receive messages from what she didn’t know was an AI imitation of Brad Pitt. Anne was going through a divorce with a millionaire entrepreneur at the time, and over the course of a year, her ‘lover’ would send declarations of love and even asked her to marry him. " "Once the link of trust was established, then came requests for money, as the scammer began to send luxury goods to Anne as gifts. However, she was told she had to take care of the customs bill – which for one handbag was reportedly €9,000. When Anne’s daughter warned her mother that she was being conned, she said: “You’ll see when he’s here in person then you’ll say sorry.” Eventually, AI photos were sent showing Brad Pitt in hospital with kidney cancer. He needed money for treatment, with the excuse being that Pitt’s real-life ex-wife Angelina Jolie had frozen his bank accounts. Despite Anne’s doubts, she was reassured by the fake star’s “doctor”, who emailed her explaining Pitt was fighting to survive. It was then that Anne transferred around €800,000 to an account in Turkey. " The photos :

😂 You hope to get rid of me ? At the moment i'm chilling in my hometown, i'm in no rush, next school year i'll see about moving back to my university town, i'll normally be more social.

Lol

No, it's mainly to please you, and because it's fun for me. If I want to satisfy myself sexually, i manage to go back to my university and i can find myself a girlfriend in 2 weeks maximum.

No i wouldn't, i think. Being clean is a matter of comfort, it is different from being afraid of being infected. I wash often, I'm almost a hypochondriac, but that doesn't stop me from not caring about eating raw products. I'm not basing this on anecdotes, I got the thing about allergies from a bacteriologist.

Yes. I'm not saying it's better or worse, everything is polarized, but indeed the configuration provides more favorable ground for body dysmorphic disorder. Can't help

Eheh, i see what you mean. But what i mean is that when I tune into people's energy, the vast majority of the time the background is relatively conciliatory, even if they are unpleasant or even disturbed, it's relatively "gray". It's very rare that I tune into a person and realize that they are a pure antisocial demon who lives for money and power.