Schizophonia

London redpilled you.

Damn kebabs

But they can't fake bad reviews, so when you see a seller with thousands of good orders and very few bad ones, he is very probably a good seller. There's no way to tell with an RC site, unless you search on reddit or somewhere else, but it's the same with sellers on .onion markets.

Did you try Seroquel ?

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Yes, exactly.

Turkey also did that.

Because the issue is deepest i guess. Or synergy between the two medications.

If it were up to me we would all be millionaires and safe.

To read while lisping* : Typical antidepressants like prozac or lexapro will rather decrease appetite, tricyclic or atypical antidepressants (such as seroquel) will increase appetite. That's why serotonin blockers, especially the 5HT2A receptor, are used for low appetite, and low libido. straighten his glasses*

@PurpleTree @Nemra This is not to say that migrants are all bad, but that they are collectively undesirable for certain reasons. As for the use of weapons: Just imagine being a bunch of border police and having to deal with thousands of Far Eastern migrants who do not speak your language, are under-educated and imbued with a warlike and generally unconscious twisted collective unconscious, who want to advance to enter the national soil without knowing what they are going to do there ; You can't just operate with batons or LBD guns. Most non-whites behave normally but also in France alone most thefts, rapes and assaults come from non-white people. Also as i already said you don't want to be replaced ethnically either, in France Paris has basically become an ethnically African city. It's just the truth.

It's already good eheh.

It's cruel but there aren't 36,000 ways to stop these people from getting through. Migrants need to be pushed back, because otherwise firstly it's a pandora's box if you start accepting them, and secondly because you don't want them to increase crime rates, lower employment costs or even ethnically displace certain cities; You want whites to remain the majority in Poland for many reasons, in fact you don't even want white Poles to be replaced by other types of whites like French or Russians. There's a big difference between doing classic "racism of low conscience", and simply being very pragmatic. The left is failing in the West right now because it seeks to feed on irrational infantile energy, a bit like MAGA but leftist version. The devil is in the details.

Day 9 I only had one experience with Ketamine (S-ketamine supposedly, maybe the seller screwed me and sold me racemic or an rc like 2-FDCK, i don't know and nevermind), i was sharing an apartment at the time and my roommate was temporarily gone for some reason, probably school holidays. I had a small table in my room, i clean it well and put down the equivalent, from memory, of 100 to 200mg of powder to give a fairly wide range, before crushing it and snorting it. It's a fairly significant volume but it's very easy to snort, much more than 5 MeO DMT for example which quickly resembles snorting pepper even at much lower amounts, and it also goes up very quickly; I don't even have time to finish my lines that i feel my head spinning and confusion setting in. Once finished, i sit on my bed in the strangest feeling i have ever experienced, on the same level as LSD or 5 MeO Mipt but in a completely different way. The loss of motor mobility sets in, my head is like a moving camera with a significant latency time between the nervous order to move it and the result, it was quite funny, somehow like being in a video game.I look at the cloud through the window, it was a bit like it was "magical", "special". So I decide to lie down, the taste of ketamine is unpleasant but i still enjoy what seemed to be the best of all the relaxations i have experienced in my life; It was like being in a cocoon, imagine napping next to a fireplace with a rum when it is winter but even deeper and more pleasant. I have some hallucinations, including objects that "crawl" lol: I had a light on the ceiling that looked a bit like the lamp you can see in the intro of Pixar movies, it had come to life and "crawled" indefinitely on my ceiling, without paradoxically moving, a painting also started to do the same thing. In terms of my behavior i, incidentally, became the most goofy and social man in the world: It was exactly like being drunk, i held back but i wanted to get back in touch with random people to mess around. Finally, the ketamine went down and I was able to get out of bed, and I went back on the contrary, by rebound effect, in a rather manic but also antisocial effect. For about a week, even though i had only taken a single dose of an average dosage, i suffered from a moderate craving: To give an equivalent, it was like being on a diet for a while and knowing that there is a Kinder in the drawer, or having spent the day in the sun without drinking and knowing that there is a full fresh bottle of Evian in the fridge. I completely understand how people become totally addicted, especially if they are particularly receptive, it is quite recreational and not so "spiritual", even if you dose more and get a k Hole (i have friends who had). It can be nice to try as an antidepressant medication or even recreationally, it is still much less worse than an opiate or even MDMA, but it remains dangerous and without "pragmatic" interest. In fact even psychedelics do not have much therapeutic interest : I have never seen anyone who has benefited from psychedelics, i have in fact seen plenty of people that have did the experience of dozens or even hundreds of trips and continued to be dysfunctional, continued to be the effect of the reasons that drove them to consume these psychedelics in the first place. At most psychedelics seem to have a spiritual, intellectual interest; A tool that helps to have sufficiently extraordinary experiences and therefore to break certain beliefs about the universe, and possibly create concepts. They can also be good antidepressants in the short/medium term, but there you go...

No i've havent tried yet. I'm a bit lazy to take anything on right now, i'm focused on getting mentally and physically healthy again and building something.

These are the trash cans of the Middle East Third World.

@LambdaDelta I hit you have aready responded to me in the topic mea culpa. It made me think of it, apparently O PCE is a similar compound. 🤔

What do you propose?

@LambdaDelta Sometime i dreamed about taking a substance and having psychedelic experiences. One time I dreamt that i was lying cross-legged on my bed and snorting a substance. After the trip I asked "God" what it was and I got the answer "3 HO PCE":

Day 8 This is my city eheh. It is indeed a fairly pleasant city to live in and also touristy. There is a city center with a typical medieval setting, but a modern and even quite gentrified "suburb"; There is fiber optics everywhere, a fairly large middle school and high school, lots of restaurants, shops... The biggest drawbacks would be the lack of employment, the price, and the somewhat stupid organization of the city. I have lived in several cities: The best city i have lived in was Strasbourg; Rents are expensive but it is particularly pretty, the architecture is typical of northern France and western Germany. It is also an eco-friendly city that is organized to facilitate transport by bike, there is a cycle path everywhere and the city is relatively flat so it is all the easier to get around like that. Perpignan was the worst, it's a super ugly shithole, quite dangerous and full of gypsies. Fortunately i was not there directly but in a small tourist town nearby which i have already spoken about in another post. To return to seminal retention (which i only recently started again so lol 😅 nevermind), i contemplated how the condamental cause of addiction was the fear of castration, the defense mechanism that the Lacanian who introduced me to psychoanalysis (Richard Abibon) will associate somewhere with the so-called death drive. It would seem (and i agree with him when i think back to certain specific behaviors that i had as a child) that the goal of the death drive is to inhibit the castration anxiety (=amputation, degradation, humiliation...) by reliving the trauma, or a degrading scene in general, in an active way rather than being passive; that's all that rumination or worse PTSD is about. I will talk about this in my next topic which should come out between tomorrow and tuesday evening.

A little bit. Leo made a video about that, basically it dissociates you from motor functions and in a certain way the ego. There are often hallucinations even at small/medium doses, i saw objects in my room "crawling" it was weird. It was an extremely weird feeling in general, in a different way from psychedelics.

@Carl-Richard Did you have hallucinations ?

I will have activated the immortality genes and become super powerful thanks to AI Sadhguru looks like a pear and almost died of a brain hemorrhage. Most yogis who follow a typical zealous diet ethic don't look good in general.

Ketamine was the closest thing to alcohol I used. I must have snorted 100-200mg and 5 minutes after i finished it was like suddenly being a 5 year old again.

In short you get smashed.