Schizophonia

Have you tried this tek ? 🤔

Day 38 I will receive my kratom soon. Yumm () More seriously, to return to Neville, I can more and more directly contemplate how materialism and duality are illusions and how everything ultimately in reality began with "me". I can blame others, in particular for example, typically, my parents, for being corrupt and for having corrupted me in turn; Because I imitated them "because that's normally what children do", or for people other than my parents, because they hurt me, etc. But once again it's an illusion, it's me who since the beginning manifests this foundation by projecting my identity, my frequency, my karma; And my parents are indeed part of this projection. The day I fully accept being this karma, being this jerk; Well it will automatically no longer be a subject, and therefore this projection will be replaced by another; Karma will burn.

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Hi, of course you do what you want it's your life, that said as the other would say if you tighten the rope too much it breaks, but otherwise there is no music; Siddartha the Buddha found nothing in asceticism. Personally I don't want to play at losing my life before losing it virtually; I like comfort, food, sex, having friendly and romantic relationships, practicing any activities etc and if I am led to lose what I am attached to (because the evolution of karma, the wheel of samsara all that ...) well I will pay the bill. In fact from where I look asceticism essentially resembles often if not most of the time an aesthetic posture under which hides a roundabout and repressed way of obtaining power, Nietzsche is the one who speaks about it best in his own words; There are several points of view to approach the same phenomenon. I am not interested in avoiding suffering.

A more holistic intelligence is a more relatively detached intelligence.

That's my alien.

Ask @Sugarcoat, she almost blew up her apartment and contaminated the family dishes with naphtha by making DMT lol 😅. More seriously, there are teks on the internet, with washing with Naphtha, hexane or even I saw with limonene.

I never used this list ; I don't see the point to.

Be careful, an uncorrected inferiority complex degenerates into a paranoid personality. He is right, you acted like a child, but it annoys you because you unconsciously interpret it as a prohibition to see that you were abused when you were younger because (these are your interpretations) you were not very handsome; Anger comes from the repressed anger, feeling of injustice. It's like, "Ah, I'm so persecuted and now that I'm defending myself, I'm being blamed for it."

Legumes cause me brain fog in large quantities for some reason; milk seems to do the same.

Very very little.

I don't see stupidity, I just see ignorance.

Ok dac.

It's also 200 euros per hour, btw 😅

@Sugarcoat Are you now on risperdal ? 🤔

Yes. I know several people (including in my own family without saying more lol) who told me the same thing.

Yes, if they had spoken to him about the conflict as a fight between "the Ukrainian resistance fighters of European culture against the Russian neo-Bolsheviks who do not hesitate to send Chechens against the Ukrainians", they would have sided with Ukraine. They do not have a solid ideological backbone.

believe me it's wrong

No lol; Precisely because as you said they are only there for money. + “Good in bed” doesn’t mean much.

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It was precisely because TRT had not worked.

I saw a post from an endocrinologist who explained that he had successfully reversed ED in a patient by giving him small doses of trestolone. Of course this should be a last resort.

None, you have to do some introspection to determine what your true interests are; Political books are meant to enrich the ego. If you're going to read a book, you might as well read the most holistic philosophy books like those by Ken Wilber.

? I said that nowhere.

Lol.