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I too would be unhappy if I lived in the UK.

Yea it corresponds well to tobacco. Oh so you mean Ayahuasca recipes would have been canalized during a hapé "trip".

Sounds annoying yea.

Thanks.

Ditto lol. Then it may be my fault, I may have been too cowardly not to want to push; I also had no lubricant, just olive oil. Then you can just stop on your own i think. There shouldn't be any withdrawal problems with your dosages. Photos of Valentin naked and tripping incoming 👺 Jk In the idea that it is so strong that the ego and therefore the stress of losing the ego is quickly broken. That's why I told Shree that maybe I'd prefer vaping, because extreme fear lasts a few seconds, while longer ROAs last several minutes. It might also be that our psyche is particularly sensitive to the loss of ego.

And how are things going for you? Have you hooked up with any baltian girls? More seriously you help others, but you also have the right to be noticed.

MDMA, Weed, dissociatives (Ketamines, PCP...), delirants, even opiates, all of theses drugs are closer to psychedelics than tobacco.

I would recommand 4 HO MET for the first time, i love it. But it seems that you will have to stop your treatment several weeks before. It's scary yea. I should try again one of these days.

@shree It's even funny how dumb I was. I snorted like 40mg telling myself "I'm going to see God or something," as if it was no big deal only to find myself after 5 minutes wanting to call an ambulance. 😂 What ROA do you use ? I think I might prefer vaping it because the impact is quicker; it seems easier like that.

If nicotine is psychedelic then any drug is.

What's the purpose of hapé ? 🤔

There's no better first choice. But it's the hardest choice. You shouldn't think, "Oh, this will dissolve my ego and I'll see God, it's cool." It's more like being ready to shoot yourself in the head or go on the scariest ride in the world.

5 MeO is very different from any other psychedelics. It's a million times scarier than an LSD trip.

It's very easy to find

I'm agree.

What bothers me most about my spiritual mirrors is their tendency to operate in a perverse and triangular, generally feminine, manner. When I say this, I'm not talking about 1) denying that they are a part of me (mirror effect), even though I tend more toward a more masculine persona, or 2) denying that there is suffering and trauma behind this kind of functioning. If I look at my most androgenous mirrors, which is what I want to tend toward, typically certain rugby players I know more or less (it's a very popular sport where I play), they are actually kind people most of the time. Even when they are less friendly, they generally remain very "simple." They are not insulting or perverted; they don't operate like that, they are just direct. The only people who have tried to put me down, in a perverse way, are people on this forum; Psychedelic-eating people pleasers, never normal men. Remembering that nobody here who tries to put me down would have the balls to do it face to face. 1) I move as planned towards a male persona; I "simp" whoever I want, whenever I want, and I'm interested in any subject I want as long as it's within the forum's charter (a superego based on the reality principle like a normal man, rather than an archaic and tyrannical feminizing superego) because no one will do anything against me; I'm the fucking boss. 2) At the same time, I'm healing the whole egregor. I become a mirror of sovereignty for people who have precisely this kind of paranoid functioning. And therefore, a possibility. Ps : I'm not angry eheh, I'm doing my Sunday aspie psychoanalysis here as usual. Nevermind.

🐋 Don't worry I understood.

The best self-help books I've read weren't actually books about self-help at all, but about philosophy, politics, or spirituality (Ken Wilber, Nietzsche, Deleuze, Baudrillard, Lacan, and Freud...). Even if it's indirect; the language, epistemiology, even the "vibe," one might say, they provide is enough and make it the main engine for moving consciousness; consciousness is language.

I flipped through it expecting some esoteric content that would particularly influence me for the better lol, but in fact it's completely banal.

Then he was still sociable and pleasant. Nevermind, it was for the anecdote. Lol, I saw this video several years ago. I can't get the idea out of my head that the editors of this video are perverts under the guise of religion.

Precisely, I am in the best country in the world🤔 , which actually makes what I said less obvious to detect. It is to explain the infinitely small character of our human condition, I have a good kinesthetic vocabulary Mr. The thought came to me during a major LSD trip where I embodied a planet completely devastated by/subjected to the cosmic rays of an energetic Tsar Bomb that I likened to God or something like that, even though I was very far out in its orbit. It was so obvious from that perspective that human concerns were irrelevant; it was like being interested in the drama of some bacterias somewhere in my body.

lol

Of course, It's what i regularly say; a simple reasoning can be relevant, and a complexe one pointless. Dugin is just not a relevant thinker, it's essentially a nationalist fable teller. Trotsky is a way more interesting russian thinker to read.

Hi. To me nicotine feels like a kick in the butt; if you're paralyzed by ruminations, a lack of concentration, or a general lack of motivation, tobacco gets you back on track. Unlike coffee, it's stronger/more effective, more "recreational," and it's physically a downer. It also helps you socialize a lot, but in a "smart" way, not in a depraved way like alcohol. I'm also sensitive to nicotine, if I smoke too fast, I feel empty, dizzy, and can't walk properly lol. I don't know if it's related to 5 MeO; they're somewhat similar in their ability to suppress mental speech and physical sedation. It must be turbo strong.

It's a hobby and more or less unconsciously a way to become more powerful.