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You are quite right. Isn't that why a lot of girls including you stay single? Are you up to it? I see few women with a sufficient pedigree, but it may be your case! 1)Authentic means nothing. 2)Ambitious too, and, etymologically speaking, ambitious is not the opposite of lazy. You can be ambitious and lazy and vice versa. I don't have a problem with any of that, I don't care, I'm pretty sure I'm one of the most nihilistic, down-to-earth people, call it what you want, on this forum. It's not you who are going to unleash me ah ah. The problem is to water down your need for a man with a good pedigree to subconsciously ensure that you or those who read you do not allow room for the possibility of a more essentialist diagnosis of the reality of the environment and human relations in general. It's not just you, many here are doing the same to safeguard their progressive and liberal paradigm downstream. Nor is a man's beauty fundamentally controllable. For breasts and vagina I was trolling you.

To do what ? It depends on your problem.

lol You forgot the daily ice baths while listening to "sigma grindset music compilation" Incidentally the guy you posted is not very masculine.

Am I allowed to say that I want (require) a witty, smart, funny, pretty woman with big breasts, who goes to the gym on average at least an hour a day, who knows cook, who makes love well, with a tight vagina etc etc? Or am I, strangely, going to be taken for someone delusional?

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You talked about how some people can suffer being unhappy etc without having sex. And several times to show how dramatic it is. Looks suspicious. It doesn't matter.

Lmao For a few tens of seconds I wondered if you really got up to drink hydrochloric acid or something like that.

You speak as if you are essentially trying to divert a subject as a means of projecting and making explicit your self-destructive fantasies. It's not like prostitutes are going to reassure your ego, what's underlying it doesn't have much to do with it. Are you incel? I wish you a lot of fun soon

I see I was asking how big the loss of control was but you answered the question ah ah. Thank you for your feedback, I'm thinking of trying 20x to start. Have you tried 5 meo DMT? How do you compare the two in terms of feelings?

The owners can't take care of all that for several reasons.

Is he able to describe how he was aware of this or is it beyond our current ability to comprehend ?

Lmao If it makes you feel any better, you're a waste of nothing at all. A shitty residue of nothing at all who is completely delirious believing himself to be superior to others when like everyone else he likes to fuck asses and eat burgers and Coke fries. You can continue in your delirium and torment yourself with your very very very important divine goals (not to say that you don't need a goal, of course), you will still die like shit in a few years in a bed in the hospital after you got kicked in the ass by your nurse because your brain was too destroyed to even wipe your ass on your own.

So, cool Psychedelics are also very weird at times, but ultimately it's always structured and makes sense in some way. That night god spoke to me about a substance and showed me a state of being that was particularly strange, like a total collapse of reality. Literally SKJBKDGKAHAL%%%%%DDJAZOIDA%%, lol. It was intriguing and even frightening, but at the same time with a strangely certain "strident" (sexual) enjoyment to go into it But what you say scares me, because 5 meo DMT literally raped me, I spent 20 minutes fidgeting all over the place trying to "hang on". Even small doses feel purely unpleasant and put me in a weirdly nauseous and oppressive state. What is the level of control under salvia? Compared to 5 meo?

I'm currently looking for the most delusional/deconstructive/allien substance possible, I wonder if it's a good candidate.

It looks funny. The more meaningless it is, the better.

It's true if you pay for an ugly and stupid Romanian whore. There are "high end" prostitutes who specialize in providing real companionship. I went to see escorts but I regret because it sucked and I certainly fed the mafia, lol. If I had to do it over again, I would do it differently.

Lmao This guy is stupid, spending millions on useless supplements. The real elite must be laughing out loud watching this guy torture himself while they sip their cd34-enriched fetus soup.

I'm not American, can you explain how come Trump can win the Republican primaries? Isn't he less likely to win the elections than De Santis for example?

Not only free will but also the concept of "freedom" in general is an illusion and leads to nothing. Your life could never have been otherwise, you never really make a mistake or make the right choice in absolute terms, it makes no sense if you think about it.

@Javfly33 What do you think of BIG coincidences?

It's okay if you REALLY have symptoms of hypogonadism. (no libido, erectile dysfunction, crying regulary...) Otherwise even with monstrous amounts of testosterone in the blood you will not turn into a hulk, even very powerful steroids in high doses (like derivatives of 19-nor-testosterone, halotestin) are more likely to make you stupid and excessively aggressive for no reason other than to make you more confident and less anxious. You should also inject HCG to avoid testicular atrophy and accompanying azospermia, and because stopping the HPTA axis without HCG will reduce your DHEA/Prognenolone to 0 and decrease your adrenal function. Avoid making such decisions on the sole account of certainly entirely mental insecurities if you do not want to end up with REAL problems in the end. I always had very good testosterone and yet I was quite anxious and inhibited. If your testosterone is average (like 400-600 ng/dl) you can easily increase it to the upper end of the range with b vitamins, very good diet, weight training, good sleep etc.

Lmao You forgot to put this music at the end of the post.

You explained that a woman's body does not excite you that much and that you are above all interested in proof that you manage to give her pleasure and that you are important. It is literally narcissism and yes it is within this energy that authoritarianism takes root. Whether it's conservative or progressive authoritarianism, it doesn't matter, taking pleasure in being seen as one who "does well" is the direct projection of this sexuality.

It's at the biological level, you can be as green as you want if your endocrine profile is ok you will fantasize about a woman's body like a child likes to play with some toy. You do and think what you want but it seems quite obviously a problem for your well being if your ability to be exiting depends on some form of servitude to the point where it totally eclipses your ability to take advantage of women as an object of satisfaction in itself. I asked for your diet because a diet high in certain immunogenic fibers, starches, or proteins or with opioid moieties, can cronically send your serotonin (and prolactin) through the roof and sharply lower dopamine if you're sensitive enough. . I remember when I was vegan, I had a lot of gas, bad concentration, and especially aggressive behavior and typical ADHD, I liked to be sexually submissive if I abused porn and even when abstinence I I often fantasized about things that included a "diminishment to..." dimension, I instinctively fantasized about ugly or Asian women because I imagined that it was easier for them to have fun with them. Me. On the contrary, when I did a carnivorous diet, then rather "ray peat style", I became much more stable and focused on work, but above all, I had one erection per day (very strong) and for the first time I instinctively took quality porn videos with very pretty girls. Just my two cents.