Schizophonia

I was on Mirtazapine to treat my chronic severe insomnia. It works quite well but there was one day when it wasn't the case (too nervous during the day I guess...) and I took the opportunity to go for a blood test prescribed by my doctor. Against all expectations, my testosterone increased slightly despite the sleepless night and the previous sleepless nights, to 964ng/dl. I guess with good sleep it could be over 1000ng/dl with a series of good nights. Is this a coincidence? I'm a little "afraid" that it comes from a reduction in DHT or even estradiol, I don't feel very impulsive/libidinous and the LH hasn't moved, so there's little chance that it comes from an intensification of the hormonal cascade.

Yes, but I wonder if ketamine blocks part of the experience.

why ? ? Unless you are already in a precarious situation, why not take advantage and play? You will have plenty of time to suffer in the future, even more in a future life where you will be a Ukrainian under the holodomor lol.

A loss of cognition is not brain damage at all (unless autoimmune diseases or serious accidents), it is a reduction in the activity of the CNS due to a surplus of inhibitory neurosteroids/neurotransmitters (cortisol, serotonin, in certain cases and in certain contexts GABA), and a reduction in neurosteroids useful for cognition (DHEA, allopregnenolone, etc.) and ultimately (or directly) a chronic depletion of dopamine, noradrenaline, acetylcholine, an alteration of the glutamate/GABA axis , and an alteration in the functioning of the nervous system in general. Again, the main cause is stress.

You greatly underestimate the capabilities of your body. I've had extremely severe insomnia for a year now, my last blood test was perfect (high testosterone + almost hyperthyroidism) and my qi + ability to retain information returned to exactly what it was in just a week of good nights. In fact the body is so enduring that it often takes decades and decades of a horrible lifestyle to develop a real problem. On the other hand, what you are obviously not aware of is that worrying regularly very significantly increases the activity of your HPA axis and most likely causes a large part of your problems. Go for a week without any stress (easier said than done), eating and doing what you want like when you were kids, and see how your cognition is doing with all that cortisol removed.

Lmao, if you have significant brain damage you would already be in a wheelchair and/or unable to do simple calculations. This only happens in the event of a serious accident. You have nothing, you are panicking for nothing.

I realized that insomnia basically made me crazy lol, like mega impulsive, delusional, unpleasant, petty...

why ? I suspect it's a joke that I didn't get, lol.

Simple ! Dutasteride + Minox + light doses of cyproheptadine. If sexual sides effects -> Enclomiphene citrate or HCG monotherapy

I only measured testosterone and LH. The last time I measured E2 and DHT, both were in the middle of the range, a little above. 5HT2A decreases testosterone, but Mirtazapine blocks it and increases 5HT1A signaling, which actually decreases cortisol, overall serotonin release, and increases dopamine release. Probably Mirtazapine actually decreases Prolactin (in men), unlike SSRIs. Maybe Precisely, Mirtazapine decrease cortisol ? Mood is generally good, although I generally feel lazier.

Why ketamine?

lol

How will you reincarnate?

I already have my own problems, the "defects of my qualities".

If it can reassure you, almost everything is reversible. Even during heavy brain damage, for example after a serious incident or prolonged hypoxia, while adult neurogenesis is normally very weak and limited to the limbic system, we observe in these cases an exceptional production of stem cells directed towards the neo- cortex, until the "neural structure" returns to normal, genetic. Even if this is long and must be accelerated by hyperbaric therapies, for example.

At the moment I eat a bit like him lol: May seem far-fetched, but that's basically what Ray Peat advises, or to a lesser extent guys like Danny Roddy, Matt Stone, Christ Masterjohn... Typical day : breakfast -> 2 big butter croissants, with strong coffee or dark hot chocolate. Lunch -> Potatoes fried in duck fat, beef heart or chicken fillet, with bell pepper or cucumber, Red Bull, Coca Cola or Fruit Juice on dessert. Snack -> A pineapple, a few bananas... Dinner -> Blend : Half a liter of raw goat's milk, 6 raw egg yolks, two tablespoons of raw honey, iodized salt. Digestion, cognition and mood are much, much better than when I was almost vegan, although Mirtazapine gives me some chronic discomfort (nausea, headaches) unfortunately.

No, i'm french.

This is also the case in Europe, with additional food security. Yes, but you have to pay for the plane, sometimes several thousand euros for the round trip. Like everywhere. Exactly, does even “going to India” make sense? I'm relatively sure that you meet more conscious people in the West than on the Indian subcontinent. Just compare the crime rate, environmental awareness...

Only the present moment is important.

I'm not getting angry, I'm just saying what she already knows and that she's trying to hide to protect her ego. I like to move people in the right direction (starting with myself), but reassuring the ego is paralyzing.

You're fuc**** lazy and you post here again and again hoping that someone will give you a magic recipe to make the things you want fall from the sky. There are two solutions, either you keep doing this and you'll get nothing, or you move quickly, get a job or study, and that will make your life a little more interesting already. If you are too "phlegmatic", throw your phone in the trash and/or get coached/monitored. That's all.

Why India, are you from this country?

Heavy metal chelation is basically useless, and the products used (apart from OSR (emeramide) therapy, which is quite expensive) bind heavy metals reversibly, so that if you don't do it correctly (which includes getting up several times in the middle of the night lol) you can end up with spikes of heavy metals in the blood and digestive system. OP just suffers from high levels of chronic anxiety and masturbates into a delirium about heavy metals, tomorrow it will probably be something else.

One day I will make a YouTube channel of primal recipes and I will share on actualzed

You confirmed what I said. I said that no one wants to eat a legume unless they cheat massively, and you responded by telling me how I could make a good legume dish with oil, tahini, and seasonings. Maybe you didn't understand where I was going with this, idk.