Schizophonia

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  1. Thanks Just aspie brain after being exposed to 36337 problems including physical torture (periods of extreme insomnia), psychedelics, and high doses of exogenous testosterone. Yes. The reason in general. Even if you're a big psychopath, you'll limit yourself because you don't want to go to jail, or because overly antisocial life options tend to be too unsatisfying, psychopath or not.
  2. Why would God need to "distract" Himself? "Distracting" Himself is egotistical.
  3. Morality is an abstract concept without value. If you feel sorry for the guy that much, then it's indeed in your best interest not to do it, but I would have. Assuming that op isn't actually delusional, claiming that a pretty girl who just interacted nicely with him actually wanted to sleep with him; to boost his ego/out of delusional compensation syndrome eheh.
  4. You remind me of one of the best-placed French people in GIN (the association created by Kevin Trudeau) who basically claims to be able to manifestate women in the middle of nowhere.
  5. I dropped what was supposed to be 20mg; i would say it was close to 300 to 450ug of LSD to give a large scale; in term of "intensity". It's hard to say because i don't remember well my trip, i remember it was like going to the strangest place of the universe. What i meant is that tolerance depends of the half life, not the chemical class even though the two are more or less related.
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  7. Getting friends. It's logical; when you feel hungry you eat, when you feel sleepy you go to sleep, and if you feel to alone you make relationships.
  8. The translation may not be correct; I didn't mean shy in the "fragile" sense, but rather in the "paranoid" sense, as in the context of compulsion neurosis. It's more like a form of "polite distance" that corresponds to hidden self-flagellation. Psychosexual regression can, depending on the context, give rise to a performative/ambitious character, but it's always in the context of an oppositional connection to the object. Many PUA players actually have a persona like this.
  9. Babaji approves.
  10. I suggested the work of Joe Dispenza, whom OP likes too btw and who is one of the best in the alternative health market, and you dismissed it out of hand. On the other hand, you agreed to take an interest in obvious scam bullshit; you even went to a witch doctor lol; you did a blog post about that. Your ego likes to suffer, but you can't enter a frequency that contradicts your health problems because that would destroy your ego of "I'm the annoying guy in a white shirt like the serious anti-Trump Republicans who reminds you that life is shit and that you have to be serious and that in life you are nothing without nothing and that I'm going to make 3 and a half hour videos you explain this to yourself while intermittently giving you looks like a disillusioned/severe professor that I worked at toastmaster because it's important to go to toastmaster to glow up because life is a competition and a development tool because I..." It's your own corruption. The proof is that if you really didn't like your health problems you would shift your attention everywhere but here, but you don't do this for the secondary benefit of being able to call out your persona/ego that I described above to troll you a little by saying "You're going to be disillusioned." ("You'll see when the time comes"). Consider why you really took the time and energy to give these answers.
  11. This makes sense because wanting is the opposite of having; when you stop wanting, the energy can flow again, and manifestation becomes more possible. But "having" implies being the phallus, the object of the other's desire, which can be perceived as a mindfuck if you have non-phallic software; to protect you from castration anxiety.
  12. An absent or conflicting relationship with the father also contributes (perhaps just bad opposition) to making the phallic position frightening, independently of the relationship with the mother.
  13. If you grew up with a mother who was very demanding of the phallus, sometimes hysterical/narcissistic, this can make the phallic position intimidating because of the expectation. If you ask yourself why you are shy, why you rarely appear in public, why you deleted your pp eheh etc, you will see that if you are honest the ultimate fear is that your mother sees this as an opportunity to use you as a phallus ("ohh my child has this account updated with this photo 🤗, that's funny !") This is repressed in the unconscious because of the pain/ castration axiety ofc, and the repression is maintained by an "overlay" self-imaginary, maintained by rumination based on the "inverse" belief of not being capable, particularly in the female gender, of course, but in life in general. Anxiety, paralysis, inferiority complex, etc, unconsciously serve to avoid the phallic phase and the opposite situation of the weight of the maternal figure's desire for the phallus. Phallic failure induces chronic boredom and a resort to anal and oral sadistic regression; to make a shortcut to sadomasochistic tendencies (not only purely sexual), an inclination to see the world in a performative way, too personal, feminine ways, over-preoccupation with scrupulous subjects (personal development, religion, nutrition...), addictive tendencies especially oral (cigarettes, cigars, vaping, biting one's nails, always eating...) And obviously, this is reflected in the material, maya. There are sons of single women who have no problem with women or self-flagellation in general, but this is because their mother is less intimidating, or at least they have managed to move past it and allow themselves to go into the phallic stage.
  14. No 5 MeO Mipt has a tolerance of one to two weeks
  15. Having no character doesn't make you right, it's a neurotic illusion.
  16. @Davino Did you ever go to their shop
  17. @Sugarcoat 19:50 You see, they're not all skinty I will be able to make you some confit de canard avec pommes de terre sarladaises so.
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  19. -A crazed leftist kills a Republican who is giving university debates in front of his children. Leftist Actualizer: Trying to nuance by any means possible, pulling seemingly nasty quotes from Kirk from hundreds of thousands of sentences he has uttered publicly, quotes that are in fact mostly truncated or even outright lies. -A youngs maga account with probably tens of thousands of posts includes a handful of cringe/aggressive/impulsive posts. Leftist Actualizers: "Ohhh NAZIS 😮"
  20. You don't need to read anything to improve your life. I don't defend Tik Tok, Tik Tok is bad. So much the better for you I'm not criticizing reading in itself, just say there is few good books in the in the fields I have mentioned.
  21. Most people don't really like reading because it's not natural for humans to read; books don't exist in nature. I don't use TikTok, but I'm not even sure that reading books is better than using it (btw contrary to what one might think, Gen Zers have a larger brain volume than Gen Xers https://www.sciencealert.com/younger-generations-have-larger-brains-is-that-healthier), because at least TikTok is fairly ego-neutral, whereas a book pushes you to side with the author's ego; their positions, their language elements, and their persona in general; it's anti-holistic; when it's not just common sense for 15 euros; at least if we talk about personal development, spirituality, religions, politic; yopics like that.
  22. Most books are pointless rubbish.
  23. All trips are different so it's basically impossible to associate a substance with a specific trip. Aside from 5 MeO DMT, which has a truly unique pharmacology, and lysergamides, which are a bit longer and more stimulating.