Schizophonia

Not enough ☹ Otherwise i probably wouldn't project on you. Your life is probably full and/or somehow satisfying ; I was just projecting a bit and seeing if it worked. What you're projecting is more specific than that, namely the inclination to use spirituality and generally orient your life in an excessively "neurotic" manner (anti-human). Which effectively is correlated with a poorer lifestyle etc, but it is a correlation it is not the subject in itself. Yes, because I'm touching the structure, the ego. So it's inevitably atavistically perceived as hostility. I'm not saying the opposite, I'm saying that there is a correspondence between "spiritual karma" and a scrupulous character. The same goes for personal development, politic... Congratulation. A business of what You're posting a thread hoping people will add their own piece to the story. My piece is to provide insight into why you see/generate this problem while others don't and see the opposite. And the answer is the mirror; why spirituality is anti-human: because I am spirituality and I am anti-humanity. This is in line with non-duality.

@Princess Arabia Objectivity is an illusion.

White gang are much rarer which is normal because white people have on average a better social status.

My mentor says that the only way to give something to ourself is to give it to someone else, to the world.

When I pointed out that you might not have a fulfilling social life and that this was a sign that maybe you yourself were using spirituality for inhumane ends, you exploded and tried to humiliate me by saying something like "oh, you're not on my level" and something like "surree" to my second response; you just operate like that yourself hence the mirror. This kind of below-the-belt attacks, this nagging, is an obsessive neurotic thing because the aggression is too repressed to be expressed in a normal, masculine way. Now you say that your life revolves around a scrupulous subject like spirituality; maybe it's not neurotic and it's for pleasure; but you're mirroring "anti-human" and "aggressive" people.

@Username Why not use minodixil topically ?

@deathendmartin No, Daddy Valentin (me) said you don't have the right. whip noise

Why

Me* when i will become president of France and finally be able to indulge in my megalomaniacal fantasies

Totally

Yes but dating can be frustrating even hopeless whereas by paying, even if it's expensive, you're guaranteed to get results quickly. It saves a huge amount of time and energy, even if indeed you don't have love.

@PurpleTree You're like a paranoid person with an inflated ego who's beginning to understand that he, and by extension, by projection, others, are just humans with points of view. And then sometimes there are humans who seem to be more right than others because of their experience and cognitive abilities, and they become the benchmarks in a field. But indeed fundamentally there is never any certainty, we decide to trust. And it's the same for everything, when you call on someone you have faith that he is good in his field. Even in sectors that require a diploma, well there are plenty of diplomas of different qualities, maybe the guy forgot his courses, maybe he developed a pathology that encroaches on his profession and so on.

Mirror effect 😸

Remember the South Park episode where the Danes build a machine to track trolls to purify the world and make everyone kind, pure, and eco-friendly like them? AI will make that possible, but to a much more measured extent. Thanks to quantum computing, we will be able, from a certain point in the technological singularity, to simulate our universe using its signature. Everything that happens in the simulation before the date the simulation was generated in our timeline will be identical (beyond that, it's no longer systematically identical, because we could purposely make ourselves behave differently than in the simulation). The implication of this is that we will be able to observe your entire life from A to Z; both objectively (by creating an objective reality and "zooming in" on you) or subjectively (by simulating your life experience in general). People will therefore potentially be able to see all the weird or dark things in you. Humans will also mutate in form, we will first be able to add parts to our CNS and in the longer term transfer our consciousness (all these are stories of the ego of course) into quantum supercomputers to become multidimensional Gods.

This topic is a cope to roughly recycle your situation of failure rather than accepting the feeling of humiliation. Then personally I have no desire to pick up and even less have sex without being in a relationship; it seems like going to a restaurant and only having dessert. I believe that if you have self-love, your life path will lead you to people you value so much that the only logical path will be a long-term relationship.

Only things happen, and they unfold as they are necessary. The ego can pretend to believe in contingency, but that's another illusion, a sleight of hand, contemplable with a little detachment and honesty. Only fear blocks the truth and access to a higher level of consciousness, because it scares the ego. And by saying that, ahah, I'm still implying the illusion that there is "something that produces choices"; I should rather say there is an "ego" that "believes" in "free will" because it "is afraid" because addegoticreasonstoavoidthetruth. Valentin is at his computer and the bandwidth is flowing: he's writing this thread, he's going to eat something, he's maybe going back to do something in town, he's going to go back and check the replies to the thread if there are any, feeling intelligent because the ego perceives this illusion where that of other humans most of the time cannot, to a different extent; everything will unfold as it should logically unfold. In this sense, the more we become aware of this illusion, the more we also become aware of the illusion of pleasure and pain. I can have an orgasm right now or, on the contrary, cut my leg; it only matters to the ego; it's just comedy, two different types of comedy, but comedy nonetheless. From a certain level of consciousness there is nothing left to do except become a potato; because there is nowhere to go except stay in the masquerade (is it possible to return to it) or go into another even more tangible form to realize the imposture again after a while, and continue the loop to infinity.

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So Natasha's ex is presbyopic 🤔

Have you had any experiences of non-duality awareness through smoking? Just now I was with a friend and I smoked a good amount of cigarettes and a little beer. He was telling me how he would like to have a new girlfriend or things like that, and at the time I didn't want to join him. I could see how it could be "fun", but it didn't matter anymore because I could see how "fun" was just as much an ego play as anything "unpleasant" was. Maybe it's just a coincidence, but at the same time, smoking puts you in a less egotistical frequency than average, so it makes sense.

Because I find it ridiculous and so I tacitely suggest you get closer to my superego which I value better.

What makes humans happy is having a barbecue with several people. Material goods probably won't make you happy because they don't exist in nature. You can have fun with a car and enjoy a nice apartment, but to take a materialistic view, you don't have dopamine neurons associated with the recognition of a big car or an apartment, so it's far from being systematical. Happiness comes when you do what the human structure is made for, which is to live in community, live close to nature, kill animals and eat their flesh, make music and do creative things. Basically there is no need to do personal development/learn anything to be happy, understand women or whatever; it is about surrendering to our true nature.

Breasts are a private joke. E2 does indeed increase emotions; It's basically the ego hormone. When i tried clomid, it had some estrogenic effects and i was angry and emotive, with agressive libido (in the sense of more charged with agression) and low appetite.

@Sugarcoat I saw your response There wasn't anything weird from what i remember.

It looks very good