Schizophonia

The translation may not be correct; I didn't mean shy in the "fragile" sense, but rather in the "paranoid" sense, as in the context of compulsion neurosis. It's more like a form of "polite distance" that corresponds to hidden self-flagellation. Psychosexual regression can, depending on the context, give rise to a performative/ambitious character, but it's always in the context of an oppositional connection to the object. Many PUA players actually have a persona like this.

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I suggested the work of Joe Dispenza, whom OP likes too btw and who is one of the best in the alternative health market, and you dismissed it out of hand. On the other hand, you agreed to take an interest in obvious scam bullshit; you even went to a witch doctor lol; you did a blog post about that. Your ego likes to suffer, but you can't enter a frequency that contradicts your health problems because that would destroy your ego of "I'm the annoying guy in a white shirt like the serious anti-Trump Republicans who reminds you that life is shit and that you have to be serious and that in life you are nothing without nothing and that I'm going to make 3 and a half hour videos you explain this to yourself while intermittently giving you looks like a disillusioned/severe professor that I worked at toastmaster because it's important to go to toastmaster to glow up because life is a competition and a development tool because I..." It's your own corruption. The proof is that if you really didn't like your health problems you would shift your attention everywhere but here, but you don't do this for the secondary benefit of being able to call out your persona/ego that I described above to troll you a little by saying "You're going to be disillusioned." ("You'll see when the time comes"). Consider why you really took the time and energy to give these answers.

This makes sense because wanting is the opposite of having; when you stop wanting, the energy can flow again, and manifestation becomes more possible. But "having" implies being the phallus, the object of the other's desire, which can be perceived as a mindfuck if you have non-phallic software; to protect you from castration anxiety.

An absent or conflicting relationship with the father also contributes (perhaps just bad opposition) to making the phallic position frightening, independently of the relationship with the mother.

If you grew up with a mother who was very demanding of the phallus, sometimes hysterical/narcissistic, this can make the phallic position intimidating because of the expectation. If you ask yourself why you are shy, why you rarely appear in public, why you deleted your pp eheh etc, you will see that if you are honest the ultimate fear is that your mother sees this as an opportunity to use you as a phallus ("ohh my child has this account updated with this photo 🤗, that's funny !") This is repressed in the unconscious because of the pain/ castration axiety ofc, and the repression is maintained by an "overlay" self-imaginary, maintained by rumination based on the "inverse" belief of not being capable, particularly in the female gender, of course, but in life in general. Anxiety, paralysis, inferiority complex, etc, unconsciously serve to avoid the phallic phase and the opposite situation of the weight of the maternal figure's desire for the phallus. Phallic failure induces chronic boredom and a resort to anal and oral sadistic regression; to make a shortcut to sadomasochistic tendencies (not only purely sexual), an inclination to see the world in a performative way, too personal, feminine ways, over-preoccupation with scrupulous subjects (personal development, religion, nutrition...), addictive tendencies especially oral (cigarettes, cigars, vaping, biting one's nails, always eating...) And obviously, this is reflected in the material, maya. There are sons of single women who have no problem with women or self-flagellation in general, but this is because their mother is less intimidating, or at least they have managed to move past it and allow themselves to go into the phallic stage.

No 5 MeO Mipt has a tolerance of one to two weeks

Having no character doesn't make you right, it's a neurotic illusion.

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@Sugarcoat 19:50 You see, they're not all skinty I will be able to make you some confit de canard avec pommes de terre sarladaises so.

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You don't need to read anything to improve your life. I don't defend Tik Tok, Tik Tok is bad. So much the better for you I'm not criticizing reading in itself, just say there is few good books in the in the fields I have mentioned.

Most people don't really like reading because it's not natural for humans to read; books don't exist in nature. I don't use TikTok, but I'm not even sure that reading books is better than using it (btw contrary to what one might think, Gen Zers have a larger brain volume than Gen Xers https://www.sciencealert.com/younger-generations-have-larger-brains-is-that-healthier), because at least TikTok is fairly ego-neutral, whereas a book pushes you to side with the author's ego; their positions, their language elements, and their persona in general; it's anti-holistic; when it's not just common sense for 15 euros; at least if we talk about personal development, spirituality, religions, politic; yopics like that.

Most books are pointless rubbish.

All trips are different so it's basically impossible to associate a substance with a specific trip. Aside from 5 MeO DMT, which has a truly unique pharmacology, and lysergamides, which are a bit longer and more stimulating.

No only 5 MeO DMT create a short tolerance because its tolerance is also short; 5 MeO Mipt creates a tolerance similar to all psychedelics with a similar half-life.

University, sports clubs etc, work, or even internet (forum, discord...) I've already created a Tinder account and I've had matches, but 1) The girls were of lower quality than what I can get through other channels, and 2) The interactions were annoying; it's a laborious way to socialize. Maybe it would have been better with great photos, but I don't have any. I'd rather stay a virgin than get bored with girls who aren't right for me; i don't fight for short ribs.

Plus is not better, and dissociative suck a bit, not very different from being drunk.

It's very easily available and offers powerful psychedelic experiences, close to psilocybin. It doesn't go as far as LSD or 5 MeO DMT, but at the same time, it's safer and easier to think on it; for me it's the "perfect" psychedelic. I need to try a small dose soon.

Take 4 HO MET. 40mg on empty stomach

I can't think of a worse way to meet people of the opposite sex than Tinder.

Look at the pain he's going through making himself eat to finally suffer from premature aging and had to have his gallbladder removed; like many vegans he's also developing this weird estrogen-manic behavior.

Human biology and microbiota evolved around hunting and more recently starches. If you indulge your true nature, you'll crave bread, animal fat/butter, and possibly bread, rice, etc. Most dishes are a combination of well-cooked meat and starches; if there are vegetables or fruits, they are well-cooked and/or bred/hybridized to be more palatable and digestible for humans. Veganism is horrible if you need a lot of calories. You'd have to be very disconnected from your body to eat 2,500 kcal a day as a vegan, unless you're loaded and can live off "lentil shells with cashew cheese." You have to see what some slightly orthorexic bodybuilders eat; it's a delirium.

Men don't sacrifice themselves in the sense of going against their own best interests, that would be neurotic. Men sacrifice themselves out of love for the object, out of "libidinal excess." Shutting into an American boat is a particular kind of madness yes but it's in the same vein that men tend to take more drugs, engage in extreme sports, etc.