Schizophonia

Eheh that’s exactly what i heard my mentor say recently

I study remotely from my village; I just have to go to my university at the end of each semester for exams. I work here and there for my family or on small temporary assignments, but there is very little student work where I am, I had managed to get a job as a cashier very recently but it was cancelled at the last minute by management because they no longer wanted to replace the guy who was supposed to be replaced. I want to find a job in a bigger city and move out of my city. I just past my first year, it’s a bit late but insomnia forced me put my studies asides. And you ?

Philosophy

Because what makes me attractive is physical proximity and common interests. When you are on a social network you are a random for the other and vice versa so you will have to "force"; Force in fact with good photos to attract trust, force the discussion... If I wanted to, I could find a girlfriend in 1 to 2 weeks at university or a sports club, much easier and more fun than with Tinder. Then one would say it's because i'm quite attractive, but i've seen several time nonattractive men who even get hit on, they just get hit on by looksmatches. The more unnatural the dating method (PUAs and dating sites), the more difficult and painful it is.

Maximum 1x day for me is optimal

Having something to prove is not being overlord.

Genetics is still a fantasy in the end Maya is the materialization of a belief system. The weakest people often are "hard-to-make-cum.

3 packs of cigarettes is huge lol. Admitting he sleeps 8h it does one cigarettes every quarter of an hour, systematically. Maybe he benefits from all this extra acetylcholine for golfing

He seems relatively good.

Once I created a tinder account I had matchs but finally quickly deleted it because I founded it boring. It doesn’t worth at all real meetings, by social circles. It actually takes time to meet someone you estimate imagine having to talking to random people on tinder on regular basis.

Socialisation is essentially about allowing the other to be oneself. Probably more about allowing oneself to be oneself for women.

Be interested in other people or third-party subjects; the more karma you have in common, the easier it will be. It's funny how drugs influence socialization; cigarettes make me want to be interested in others and serious subjects, the “subjects”; while cannabis or ketamine shifts my interest to objects. If what I say makes sense, I should do a more detailed topic.

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It's good to finally see an honest Englishman 👺🇫🇷

@Sugarcoat So now even your actualize pp is empty

It makes me think about sadghuru when he said we can remove half of your brain and be happy yea but that’s not really what you want lol

Mea culpa i meant my fridge lol

There is no love in porn it's poor. Or you have to do a serious effort of imagine the preliminaries; her smell, the touch of her skin, the rapprochement etc

Yes

To escape from Valentin’s lame jokes and derealization a bit lol Yea I talked to youtuber I know that taken plenty of psychedelics about 5 MeO DMT, he explained me that when he take a big dose (it was under form of bufo alvarius)by smoking it the idea of time completely collapsed and felt tike there literally were hundreds of years between each breath and the totality of experience last thousands of years. Then the afterglow is very good according to him, like you feel happier and more like a child the next weeks.

Yea it increase noradrenaline/adrenaline that increases also brain metabolism and makes you more sharp.

I saw somewhere 5 MeO DMT can give the feeling to last hundreds even thousands or years

@Hojo @Sugarcoat Nothingness doesn’t exists or at least it’s the same thing than everything at the same time, that would be like being completely alive. Like you imagine nothingness as a black void, but “black” and “void” are already limits; it’s not nothingness it’s even the opposite it’s very limited. When you fall asleep there is never non existence as we can imagine it it’s an illusion, you either go in a dream of to the next day; you’re alive and then you’re alive and experimenting again just not the same thing.

I’ve read even 5/10mn of meditation is very good.

Me too i’m too scared for the moment, it will be for a next time. I will stay on weed eheh