Schizophonia

I unravel the mysteries of the universe and human psychology by masturbating at 3 a.m. More seriously things are generally going well except social relationships.

I don’t know

I'm used to it

Build a life in general eheh It was very empty and has each time regretted for my wallet Toulouse I saw you speak French on your instagram btw eheh Not in mine 😹 Maybe it’s different in US; here it’s still globally something seen as strange. I've already suggested it to friends, among other activities, to "motivate each other," but they're even less motivated than I am. We learn from experience anyway It’s true 👍 It’s super cool; it’s true I saw you play to Lol on your instagram. I don't understand why a girl would want to have sex with someone, especially with me; it doesn't make sense, I'm not a god, I'm just a random guy, I don't see why someone would want to suck me etc outside of coercion, I don't see the point. It's a bit neurotic, I wouldn't say I rationally believe it if it makes sense, but it's the idea I come across when I search my subconscious.

I did some time but it didn’t work Yes I lack that, and yes it's my fault. I’m decently fit Yes lol Good 👍

I see. It's not feminine energy I was targeting, but the fact that she makes her money through OF and what appears to be cynicism. I've only ever had paid relationships, largely due to severe insomnia and relationship problems. I don't have much trouble being attractive in general, but I also lack willpower. I generally have a pretty empty, rigid vibe. I understand. But in this case, it's the "red stage" that bothers me. I know it's the projective mechanism, because it's not integration. I'm the first to talk about the mirror effect.

Because she is in a frequency that tends towards sociopathy and to be shallow in general; that is what she energetically promotes.

Schizoid solution

Some Central/Northern European men are cute when they are young That said fantasy often ends up being overtaken by reality.

I read that with Palpatine’s voice in my head

What job it is btw

https://orderyoni.com/ I take care of my gut microbiota.

I didn't think of that lol, but indeed I'm thinking of moving back to Toulouse to share accommodation in September or October; so if you're interested you can PM me eventually.

You can share an appartement

Move again in a bigger city, or a city close to a big one so you can take the train regularly; it seems to me SNCF has some mensuel offers for this situation.

It's very ineffective.

A priori she seems interested

It's a demonstration of energy efficiency/excess. We can trust less those who do the minimum.

It's mega expensive

I wasn’t talking about porn I only talked about Sophie saying she is probably antisocial. It’s you who bring porn; I don’t care what is the worst because once again I just talked about Sophie.

Whataboutism + Precisely in my opinion a girl supposedly exploited by the pornographic industry is selling her soul to the devil less than someone who deliberately earns her living by showing her ass and making bizarre and cynical moves like pretending to be a virgin to attract simps.

You can be not dumb and still be demonic

like a cry from the heart eheh

I don't have any particular questions it’s just venting ; you can answer as you feel. For the past year my insomnia has gradually improved, and my physical and mental state along with it. Since I have exams at university, I thought I could flirt with girls here and there, even if it's just for fun. The problem is that the majority of girls - people in general - are on their phones with their headphones on, and I'm still shy and quite civil in general so it discourages me from going any further. Even when I talk to a girl I can interest her punctually because I'm quite funny and attractive, but she often ends up falling back into her earphone/iPad loop. We are like in a vibrational frequency dominated by schizoids where it is more difficult, it needs more energy to manifest a relationship.

I understand; I said that about Sophie Rain’s case in particular because she has an only fan, and pretends being virgin and Christian.