Schizophonia

Rumination comes to an end when one contemplates the fact that it involves the transfer of responsibility for symbolic castration. You attract what you are; there is no separation. There are fantasies but it’s like dreaming at night it’s not serious, nor is it something truly desired.

It is because you’re nearly 40 and you ruminate relularly on the fact that you don’t have young women. FOMO is not rational It’s a delirium that steers us away from what is truly good for us.

Liberticidal logics end up turning against those who promote them.

What do you mean Because it's your persona Since the strengthening of your own position comes mechanically at the expense of mine (because we are mirrors of one another) I defend myself. In this instance I’m being sharp-tongued pointing to the symbolic castration that lies behind the persona; the idea that its assertion stems from an initial deficiency that needs to be compensated for. Naturally bringing that up is humiliating. You aren’t being particularly condescending lol these are just human-gorilla games it's everywhere. Nevermind I’m starting to slop and I don’t feel like putting any extra effort into philosophizing about this right now, so I’ll stop here.

Everything is for me

In French it can be translated as "It's an unattractive dynamic to have periods, imo." 💀

It's normal since you’re approaching your forties yourself if I remember well.

I don't know why you're saying that; I just wanted to point out that men tend to cry less due to their endocrine profile. And I am a man. 23 years of life as a male and several years of experience with exogenous hormones (testosterone, DHEA, Clomid, aromatase inhibitors such as Aromasin, etc.) Men are much less emotional in average yes, or to be more precise the e-motion-al is experienced more as an external object which implies a different set of behaviors.

I totally get it it’s happened to me too; It probably helped develop my paradigm. It’s just that especially right now I’m in wojak zoomer entrepreneur/conservative mode so I view these games rather with a bad eye.

I don't hide from sadness; my life including my introspection is simply structured in such a way that there is no sadness most of the time. Yes of course you know I'm half crazy lol.

No because even if it was unconscious or hidde, there was a subtle desire for power behind your remark specifically to use me as a foil to position yourself as the mature, virtuous one; to put yourself above me. And I’m a gorilla too so I defend my turf by throwing it in your face that you’re saying this because you aren't capable of being as intelligent as I am, and so you're using this roleplay as a coping mechanism. Further proof is that you’re targeting me even though I only make jokes occasionally and you targeted Meta Male, even though he rarely posts and makes jokes even less often. I have nothing against Sincerity, I just said that because I like dissecting people; I do my Inspector Gadget with his magnifying glass saying "Ah you're like that because of this or that which causes this." Like stubbing your little toe on the table lol. More seriously you can suffer from chronic issues like period pain for example but that’s not what we’re talking about here. Also you are a woman and your hormones makes you more emotional; I know it as i am mentally ill I repeatedly used products that caused estrogenic effects and I was emotional and moody in general.

But first you have to have something to repress or express. Someone who is perhaps my greatest "intellectual mentor" once said he didn't believe in a division between "sensitive" people and "tough" people; rather the species itself is sensitive and the spectrum exists simply because of whether or not one chooses to shield oneself. I largely agree; I know that if I look at or think about sad things I can let myself get drawn in and end up crying. However I find no value in that so I don't do it and consequently I almost never cry, because there is nothing to trigger it; there is nothing that needs to be released. Anything that reduces castration anxiety fosters the phallic position. 🤓

Because it means you can't leave yourself alone; you can't help but directly blame yourself for things, or voluntarily expose yourself to things that stimulate your sensitivities like sad music, videos of kittens abandoned in garbage cans lol, or anything.

LSD is consistently more euphoric/"positive" for me.

@Sincerity Hurting yourself, manifesting in this instance as daily crying, while simultaneously speaking like a sadistic teacher about putting warning points or labeling people "problematic" here and there when you hold a position of hierarchical superiority such as on this forum is paranoid. There is a difference between setting boundaries which is a necessary step in certain contexts and is not personal, and splitting others into "good" and "bad" objects. The latter is damaging because you end up being dismissive of others or harsh toward yourself, as matters become personal and so emotionally charged; if what I’m saying makes sense.

Fair enough one could argue I was too impulsive to make a joke like that here after all; I viewed the thread as essentially random and not particularly serious given how obvious the answers to such a question are, so i did; maybe it was an error. But your reaction reveals that you’re actually triggered by my persona, likely because contrary to what you claim you aren't intellectualy good or even effective in everyday life, so you cling to a rigid persona to monkey professionalism. A bit like a compulsive eater who calls other people gluttons, or that African man my father knew who was always in a suit with a briefcase lol even though he wasn't making any money. I have several personal projects that I’ll be posting on this forum; I’d say sometime in January or February at the very latest, along with a video debate featuring Lordfall. It will involve genuine personal and intellectual development work like you love, supposedly.

@Leo Gura You do your Professor Dave lol. You see you can be hateful and have ego hypertrophy in general.

It is an epistemology, an orthodoxy, and an individual and collective venture in general.

I'm making her a cup of tea of course, it's a difficult situation. I hope it's not your mom

It's just a potent GABAergic; it must be like zolpidem or something like that.

How do you react if you saw a girl stuck in the washing machine

If someone wants more results they need to work harder/be more motivated, and if they can't achieve that maybe it's not for them, or they need to get rid of things that are damaging their reward system or even their self-esteem. I don't like language elements like "redpill", "game”, or “competition” in this context because it's toxic. Put like that it sounds giga-woke lolz but I'm not saying this out of cowardice or a refusal to question things, but on the opposite to gain efficiency. Because these terms firstly foster a sense of powerlessness by suggesting a burden to the subconscious, just as when you were little you were more likely to procrastinate/rush through your homework as you convinced yourself that it was a chore. Secondly they promote paranoia and generally a perspective on life that ultimately proves to be alienating. You start thinking less about starting a family and more about picking up girls, you think less about starting a useful small business and more about starting a useless dropshipping or online business because you've seen people get rich with it, you read less literature or even real, demanding psychology like Lacan and more useless dog shit like the books of Robert Greene, David Deida, etc, you watch fewer gardening videos and more videos of two guys with a microphone spouting verbal diarrhea. And so on. And finally there is fundamentally a great deal of ingratitude in this perspective. When you know the lives of our ancestors frankly we should be ashamed to even use these words.

Yes. The living being/not living duality is an illusion.

It's not supposed to be a burden, on the opposite being proactive brings satisfaction.