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Do you still have those experiences now, and do you react to them the same way? I’ve reacted in the same way that you’ve described. When I first started to have those experiences, I had to call or text for help to stop it. Now it’s gotten to a point where I’m more curious about what’s going on and I’m able to explore deeper. It’s definitely been worth it. I’ve noticed that when I seek out help (because I believe something is wrong), it’s an avoidance from exploring deeper. A missed opportunity to learn more about myself, if you will.

Thank you for the update. Did you take more of the PCE, or are the effects you’re referring to in your warning coming from the same dose you took yesterday?

I’ve never drank alcohol, except for a few sips. I dunno why I’ve always been responsible with drugs when I’m irresponsible with many other parts of my life

Jesus delivered me food one time. He actually had long hair, ha.

Can you elaborate on this?

Do you have a meditation schedule or do you just meditate when you feel like it?

Have you seen a therapist and/or a psychiatrist before? I can relate to what you’re going through. I can also tell that you do want to do things with your life and not stay in bed all day, but you don’t trust yourself (yet).

Do you have any experience with medications and/or psychedelics?

Clerks. The authenticity is surreal. Low budget, unknown actors, relatable dialogue, and filmed at the actual job where the director, Kevin Smith, worked at

Nice. I take medical cannabis at nighttime and sometimes get these mini-awakenings, almost like a nudge from deep within

You mean this?

You’ve got my survey entry! Also, love how your email is hotmail, haha

It would seem that from lower states of consciousness, yes. From higher states of consciousness, loneliness takes a whole different meaning, beyond a concept of loneliness.

I faced fear last night with an open mind. Amazing what we are capable of beyond our current beliefs.

Even though ketamine is traditionally known as a dissociative anesthetic, some consider it a psychedelic in its own right with the proper dosage and intention. With that said, ketamine used for spiritual purposes does reveal profound insights into the nature of reality. I’ve done it many times under the guidance of medical professionals and a mental health professional.

Agreed. I would say that my old psychiatrist was much more conservative in his approach. He didn’t like that I was experimenting with weed, and any talk about mystical experiences were out of the question. My current psychiatrist is open with me using weed, and is even curious about when I want to do ketamine again.

Amazing. Have you also tried cannabis by any chance?

Haha, yes. It can definitely be like that as well.

@gettoefl You can be fearless today by paradoxically facing your fears. Fear is actually intelligent from a higher state of consciousness.

@LSD-Rumi I feel your pain, my friend. We are all here to support you if you need it!

Thanks for sharing your experience. Nice to know there’s another member on here who has OCD (I do too). Also, very brave of you to try many different substances given your conditions (I have not explored as much as you have… yet). How did you first learn about PCE?

As someone who’s dealt with severe OCD my whole life, I know what being consumed by fear is like. I’ve made a commitment to face at least one fear every single day until I die. Thank you for the reminder.

I feel you on that, I’ve experienced death and it is indeed terrifying (at least, in the beginning stages it appears that way).

I’m nice to hear that even moderators on this forum are also struggling with this. Mad respect.