Yimpa

Nice. I recall facing my fear of death twice while doing ketamine trips with a therapist. The first time I became so conscious of my heart beating at such a hyper-detailed level that I convinced myself that I was dying. I was able to communicate this with my therapist, then I let go of that fear in about a minute. The second time this happened I found myself trapped on the top floor of a skyscraper set ablaze. My therapist no longer existed. At that moment the only thing I could do was to trust the universe. I jumped, but instead of falling to my death I flew high towards the infinite sky which, of course, is also Myself.

I was gonna say that they should make a strain called “Mindfuck”. Apparently it already exists! https://askgrowers.com/strains/mindfuck-strain-review

Enlightenment is a person trying to reach it for years or decades. Then they finally reach it… only to lose it. The wise sage doesn’t get pessimistic about it. They realize it was a fantasy all along. Then they buy some sage to celebrate!

People are imaginary. Notice how I did not say unreal. It’s a paradox.

At ever deeper levels, awakening reveals that stories are beautiful creations Reality dreams up. You are no longer bound by a rigid story. Your story expands to encompass a wider version of Yourself.

I used to hate my family, until I realized that I don’t need their approval in order to love myself and move forward with my life. I don’t even talk to my extended family members anymore, because their values and worldview are no longer compatible with mine. And I come from an Asian background where family is everything. Just because my way of living is out of the “norm” does not mean that I am inferior or superior than anyone else. Instead, I am learning to respect and honor my sovereignty and values so that I can live the life that I want; not what I was indoctrinated into believing what life is about.

Comparing this forum to Jonestown is satire.

Deleterious results aren’t necessarily bad. My OCD went through the roof after I did ketamine infusions, yet it was necessary so that I could actually get proper treatment for it instead of bullshitting myself that it wasn’t a serious issue (as I was doing for over a decade prior).

What is a “normie”? Someone who isn’t spiritual? Someone who is atheist? Agnostic? And better in what way(s)?

You cannot understand __________ clearly unless you love it. And vice versa.

Ultimately we are doing it to ourselves. There is nothing but Self. The question is: can you love even that?

I see many stories on here. It’s beautiful.

EVERYTHING is Love.

Nothing contradicts Love. Absolutely nothing. Contradictions themselves are Love.

That’s all Love.

@HighFlyingOwl

What about normal Eggo or spirit Eggo? ”L’Eggo my Eggo!”

I’ve experienced being in the middle of the ocean and drowning. It was a beautiful and healing experience. Nobody saved me but Myself.

See, that’s the thing. Other things don’t have to understand Reality for Reality to understand Itself.

Just wait until AI becomes more mainstream. And AI supposedly has nothing to do with spirituality.

That’s a hell of a paradox right there.

Just stop Karen.

Absolutely. Now let’s logic how Jesus was able to walk on water.