Sandhu

You've developed coping mechanisms, but the core feelings remain. You've developed a confident facade, but beneath lies self-doubt and anxiety. You've made significant progress. Acknowledge your achievements and continue working on internal growth.

It's very good to have this sort of curiosity. I have the same. It's nearly impossible to get a good grip of every aspect of humanly knowledge but we can build general understanding of things. I have decided to develop expert knowledge of 2-3 areas. I suggest the same for you. You can get started by using AI chatting for general and specific information.

It's relatively easy to find someone for marriage but dating scene and casual relationship opportunity is limited and sometimes quite dangerous. I'm talking in the context of my Islamic country. I guess you are right, I look forward to move to a big city where the situation is less rigid and people are more liberal though I can't afford it yet but sooner or later I'll be able to. At this point, community service looks a silly idea to me. I'm pretty much very selfish right now cos I need to build a good life for me and my family.

@Jannes Nah, I shared these to give a hint of. Hair is 50% for me atleast

I love love

Androgynous people are not attractive for me. Only tomboy girls with short hair. It's very interesting to see how we all have diverse sexualities.

I don't have madona-whore complex. It doesn't make me horny right away. But man I badly feel attracted to aggressive and confidant girls and tomboy with short hairs. I've a full folder of these sort of pictures. I watch porn featuring this type of girls. I'm heterosexual and am attracted to other type of girls too but this type is my weakness.

I'm a stalker? I like stalking. But why?

I smell Baby

I would say it's a fantasy to escape reality. You can check that: If you just desire for it and not love your life as it is = fantasy If you logically see it as a genuine solution for your worldly problem and for your fulfilment = It's a legitimate purpose to work for

So, don't be triggered. Don't reinforce your Islamic identity. I practice Islam for spiritual purposes yet I feel nothing bad about whatever anybody has to say about Islam because I do not identify myself as muslim anymore.

@gambler @thedoorsareopen Surprising that you guys are Ego fighting over religious matters on this forum.

Self Actualization journals are where privacy goes out of window. I read a lot of even sensitive info about members. It's heaven for stalkers tbh.

دل نا امید تو نہیں ناکام ہی تو ہے لمبی ہے غم کی شام مگر شام ہی تو ہے

It's not meaningful for me. Politics is a dirty survival business. I wish for the psychological development of my people and I'll surely work in that direction. Thanks, you highlighted a good point.

Nah, I don't take anything personally but yo do. See

@Princess Arabia Yes I'm that guy. What I think is wrong with you here is that you lack what I would say social intelligence. You need to put filters and restrictions to what you say here. You say your communication style is direct but the thing is it doesn't serve any good to you atleast here. It just shows you are uncaring and violating of unsaid good social norms. You should understand people do not come here just to socialize and fool around but there are serious people who expect much much better environment and self-awareness here.

@Princess Arabia I don't like how you often project and try to impose your twisted psyche and debate petty issues and biases. Something is off with you, I can't really pin point but I feel.

@Lyubov I often wander how much most westerns misunderstand the East and especially Muslims and Islam. Usually people of west don't have a good understanding of politics, values, cultures and life in east. But, for eastern people, usually very easy. I Don't understand why is it this way.

What I meant there was that sedentary lifestyle is hell for me. I know it too well that I can't fit in the society.

@Leo Gura 😁😁

@Nivsch your Israeli identity and supposed responsibility to defend your country overshadows your truth seeking. Though often times you provide good alternative perspectives.

Strange behaviour, maybe he is unstable mentally or some other reason. Instead of judging and guessing ask him straightaway. How bad could it be, he'll probably give you the right answer or some clue.