Starlight321

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  1. I hope you've had a nice and insightful trip. For contemplation or insights I wouldn't combine it. Most people advice to either take one or the other because there seems to be a tuck of war between both substances and some get a hard time due to having a hard lsd trip combined with the twistiness and problem pointing of shrooms. If you want the good effects of both substances combined in one I'd recommend triptamine analogues like 4ho-met or 4ho-mipt.
  2. I see it more as a spectrum. There are many men who are attracted to both, maybe one more than the other. Many people project negativity on this to surpress their homosexual urges. One can look at it through the lense of polarity with every person having feminen and masculine personal traits and one is looking for the complimentary parts. Another aspect is conditioning and what one has learned to connect to sex and arousal. I've listened once to a tv show where people could call and talk about different subjects and there was a construction worker who had sex with the wholes he drilled when his collegues were at lunch break. This is explicable with conditioning theory as well as all the other kinks. Therefore I wouldn't see it as deviation. However it may appear that way from a stage blue perspective.
  3. I plugged 3 microskoops 5meo-malt and had some insights in the nature of ego. I am resistance and the very trying to change things. I am the state I'm trying to change and it has to fail because I'm imaginary I have to imagine something different because I'm not the real thing I'm looking at and in that sense thoughts can never completely realized or reached, however one can use them to do real things eg sport, skills (like social, sport etc), buisiness.. One cannot change what is and that is the fundamental flaw with psychotherapy, but I don't deny that there are certain aspects which do help and have their place. I am controlling and scheeming and it's baked in me and there is nothing wrong with it per se. However there are degrees to it and it causes suffering and pain The only problem is trying to change any of it from the outside because one doesn't realise that it's one or the egos nature. I also noticed how old karma works. It's like a muddy stream which carries you away from the present and makes you feel like living in the past and doesn't really see and hear things anymore because the mind interpretes it really fast so that one confuses it with the real world I realize, that there is far more to realise and to go deeper, especially because I had very deep awakings during lsd and mushroom trips. However that's where I'm at right now and I'm in a diffucult situation right now so I'll go slowly. I see how easy it is after thise insights to think that there is nothing more to realise like many of those stupid neo advitas do and that this is a trap even though it is liberating. I also noticed that I'm very asleep and one of the reasons is that I haven't done a lot of consciousness work over the last 1.5 years due to sickness and how important it is still to do the work because there are so many positive things I can change and create and it's not for me to coast through life like almost all the people around me. It would be a denial of my potential and wish for understanding.
  4. It was 3 microscoops, around 24mg. Is the tolerance the same as with 5 meo-dmt or 1-2 weeks?
  5. Even though he has a lot of experience through his whole life and wisdom, I think that his mind is frozen in the 60s and did so many horrible things with his conspiracies and toughness. However, rest in peace.. @DocWattsthx, I'm right now watching part three. omg he seems to have sociopathic traits and a notorious lyer.. far worse than what I expacted. The moderators are very well informed. Do you watch them regularly?
  6. @SchizophoniaWhat does TRT mean? I tried to look it up and it's def. not testosterone replacement therapy ๐Ÿ˜… For the general thread: I find that the majority of peoole in general has a bad understanding of intelligence and success. many think this translates to all areas of life even if the person has no experience in those areas. It is bot common knowledge that minds are often shaped that way that they fit only a certain area and have a hard time in other fields.
  7. I'm sorry to hear that. However, I can relate to that. I mostly get paranoid, at the beginning, during comeup with axieties in a extreme way. But it's not always been the case. If you want to enjoy it, you'd have to conquer it by one way or another. The good thing is, there are many ways to tackle this situation and the more things you improve the better it will be in general. Fear or the intensity of a feeling often derives proportional from a general high stress level, even the things you call exciting, so I'd start learning some tecniques to feel relax and good for longterm and be more chill. Another aspect is to be mindful and understand that your normal mind is constructed to protect you and keep control .. that has to be surrendered during a trip to be able to fully enjoy your true nature. Another thing that might influence this is resistence to your feelings and running away from it so it might help to realise this and express clearly what you're afraid of and thereby face it. It might be of help to have an experienced trip sitter around you to talk with so he can calm you. If not, there is a page called tripsit.me which is there for such cases and you can enter their discord via browser without registrating. Just don't give out your adress and personal data and inform/check it out yourself first sober. But you have to deside that for yourself because if you act stupid or immature and post there incriminating things if done or personal info you might get trouble some day. It would be worthwhile, to try another chemical like 4ho-met, 4ho-mipt. Shrooms tend to twist the mind and show you your problems in your face which is not good if you tend to have anxiety. This is just an addition to the great things the others have already posted and should be taken into account. Good luck in your journey
  8. I don't know if it's already been posted. Here is a good video which might help to get some clarity about some strategic goals of hamas in this attack and how it lead to it. @Leo Gura
  9. @Leo GuraHehe, now we know the real reason why you've come to earth. ๐Ÿ˜‹
  10. @Carl-Richard I used to take pregabaline, around 150mg a day. One day I just wanted to try to see what it's recreationally and took maybe 500mg if I correctly remember. It was the dose one takes usually recreationally. It was quite fucked up like when you use kratom. A little like alkohol but a delirious state where you are here and there. If you are aware it isn't nice at all. If not, then you can enjoy it I assume.
  11. @Razard86 yeah, I have now and then a few night were I'm about to sleep and get paralysed and then the sleep state mixes with the waking state. So I'll see things flying through my room for a few seconds which can be terrifying, especially if it's demons. But luckily after a few seconds I get aware what happens and it's gone again.
  12. Go to a asian shop and get original thai full grain rice or sticky rice(this one has to be steamed). Both of them are cheaper in those stores than in your ordinary supermarket. You can also buy there different masala powders with which you can make masala. You can look if you find there cheap dried beans, peas, lentils,or look in a normal store. When you cook, add to onions, tomatoes and the veggies of your choice (might as well frozen broccoli and carrots) and some tomatoe paste. You can also cook thai food. It's very cheap if you have the three soy sauces they use. Just cut down some cabbage or soy sprouts, add thin soy sauce and mushrooms soja sauce and a little sugar. You might add other veggies (might as well frozen ones or what you'll find if you look on the internet). I recently started baking my own bread because it's cheaper and far healthier and keeps you longer saturated. I'll use cheese to eat with it. You can also connect to people who do foodsharing or collecting mushrooms. I sometimes go in the forest with a friend who is an expert and he teaches me always. Cheap veggies are always carrots, cabbage, coliflower, besically all members of brassica, pumpkin. Lentils and beans are a good source of protein and you can use various kinds for variation. @BlueOakhow much money do want to spend every day realistically?
  13. The more I trip and do spiritual work thhe less of a psychedelic I need to get a break through. When I started I needed 300mcg to get a break through, nowadays when I'm not in a low state I can trip with 100-150mcg as strong as with 300 mcg lsd. Once at the beginning I tried to trip on 300mcg 1plsd and almost nothing was happening and my ego was strong and I only had slight visuals. So after 5 hours I dropped 300 and then things became very interesting. Suddenly I was heavily hallucinating so that objects appeared in the rooms and infinity blended in it. All of a sudden I'd found myself in a pop video with hearts flying around me and rainbows and trafic signs. It was really cool. 1plsd is the most benevolent chemical for me. I had no ego death though and it's a very different story to trip on 600mcg at once. But as I've said nowadays I leave sometines this world with 150mcg. So there are many factors that play into it. @Shrooms_AlvarezA user here has a channel where he tells trip reports of other people. There you will find heroic dose experienced. You should give it a try ;-)
  14. @Hojo There are different kinds of psychosis. Some really hallucinate things and people which are not there and interact with them and can't tell what is real and what not. Another kind is believing very outlandish thoughts so much that they overlay your reality. you cannot tell the difference to what is true and what not and are fully absorbt. It's a very frightening state of mind and the mind starts rationalising it. People often have the feeling that thoughts are outside and rationalise it with the are send like radios and someone is controlling them. Often these thoughts are very paranoid and you believe people threaten you or following you. Often both things go together so you'll pose a danger to yourself and your surroundings. Imagine for example thinking that there are men in black following you and you see a man in a suit and because you believe they want to get you, you'll try to stab this person. Or imagine you hold an apple and a branch in your hand and suddenly it looks to you like a scepter and insignia and you believe that you are the king of a country and walk through the city expecting people to bow and worship you and you think you are over the law or even the law itself and do crimal acts and hurt people. Both examples are from a psychotic person which really happened to him. Often these states come and go if he doesn't constantly takes his pills which have heavy side effects for him.
  15. Thx, I'll put it on my list. =)
  16. Hello my fellow psychonauts. Has anyone tried these sunstances? I haven't found info if the are useful for our kind of work and psychedelic depth?
  17. Dmt is one of the most powerful psychedelics and which you don't need to do again. Another possibility is to try a low dose of softer psychedelics like 4ho-mipt and work your way up to trust them again. I had a few times sex with an magic eye entity and it was great. But I soon started taking that for granted and the entity got so angry with me because of that attitude and made me so afraid that I had to swear to leave dmt until I changed my attitude which I finally did. Imagine everything in hyperspace starts swirling in rage and the eye was vibrating and really looking like mad and the vibrations were that of anger... That was a good lesson for life and relationships in general and I'm greatful for that because in hindsight it was so obviously selfish and dickish.
  18. I agree on there are things in late state orange which make live more stressful and expensive. But I think this exactly has to be because the limitations of stage orange become slowly so obvious that they have to be adressed to improve and move on. However even 70 years ago there was race segragation in the us and where I live until the late 80ies politicians who went to the hitler jugend run the country. If you watch television shows from the 80s or 90s there are often situations depicted or jokes which now seem highly inappropriate. Just watch al bundy... Nowadays we can get stuff almost without effort from online shops and listen to all sorts of music we can choose from youtube and find great documentaries for free. We can even communicate with each other for free and have smart phone to navigate us through foreign countries. I remember when I was 17 and there were still no smart phones and I had to deliver the newspapers to adresses scattered in 3 destricts on my list and I had to figure out for myself which order and had to memorize hundred streets on the map. Another example is computers and the internet which can be such a powerful tool if used wisely. You can get all kinds of info, connect here with people and learb about spirituality and learn to heal which wasn't really an option in the 90s. Also minorities and disabled people get far more included and not as much institunalized as used to be and police can get away with arbitrainess far less than it used to be. Even psychology has evolved tremendously and it can help people far nore than 20 or 30 years ago. I'm asking myself right now if we don't want to make a mega thread with things that have improved and are better these days to appreciate our world. What do you think?
  19. @Schizophonia sounds nice Is there another chemical you can compare it to?
  20. I second this as factors which make it more likely. Summerized, one needs a clear mind. From my experience it depends how clear your mind is and that weed amplfies your state. That would explain why most people never experience these states on weed. Also you previous knowledge and experiences play a big role. I would add that the intention also plays a role in the sense that if you want to escape and numbness or confusion you will get it. For me it also plays a role with whom I'm in company with. If I smoke with some hippy friends my consciousness gets so shallow. On the other hand I know a guy who is very far on his path and when we hang out and smoke and he beginns to point me to reality I experience awakenings where reality even stops.
  21. First off, I really wouldn't recommend doing it because it is dangerous. Most people doing it have bad to very bad experiences with it because it gives you real hallucinations where suddenly a friend or things are around you and you interact with them and they suddenly disappear because they werent real and you can never tell. You will also most likely forget that you have taken anything or don't even recognise that you are high so it's possible you might redose and don't even know it. I have a friend who has done it a few times and was lucky he din't fuck up and had relatively nice experiences with low doses but still the things I've described have occured and he said the visuals and the vibe were quite sinister. If you want to get psychedelics you should find raves and befriend the people there or if that is not possible at least try amanita (but take care and inform yourself properly because you can easily overdose and poison yourself). You can also try psychedelic breathing technics which requere a few months of daily work.
  22. Try 4ho-mipt.. its my favourite. It is very gentle with the earthy feeling of shrooms and a more analytical aka lsd like state of mind. The vizuals are tryptamine like. However, some people get far less out but this is the risk with every chemical.
  23. @Breakingthewall moldova has a huge russian speaking minority which has self declared independence from moldova and there are some russian troops stationed. So if ukraine collapses they will probably try to annex all the ukrainian territory (which he considers russian) to moldova. That would also solve some russian security issues. Just to explain the general situation: I read every few weeks articles from the kiyv independent and they interview the front soldiers and they try to keep it positive but the picture the soldiers convey is very bleak. They have big shortages in artillary rounds for example. The amount of artillary shells provided costs 3M dollar a day and to match the russian fire power, they would have to get at least 4 times the amount of shells and additonally pieces of artillary abd the europeans haven't yet signifucantly increased the production. Western ammunition often costs more because of quality and precision. Another problem is that ukraine is running out of seasoned and professional fighters. Some batellions are at the front since beginning of the war and the best fighters and nationalists are used for the hottest battles and have losses up to 95 percent over the years and they often fill up ranks with drafted men with only 3 weeks training and they can't even spare men as instructors for training. Meanwhile russia probably can avoid another draft because they have a bigger population. if they can believed, they have 400k soldiers recruted this year by different means, what sounds probable due to the framing as new patriotic war (in fashion like against nazi germany) and the incorporation of mercenaries into the army. I don't know how well the new russian recruits are trained but it seems that there have been made improvements. Another problen is the lack of air power and drones. There are several other reasons which play into the situation but these are the most important ones.
  24. Hey everyone, if you are in trouble during a trip you should go to https://tripsit.me/ They have people volunteering during a bad trip and you can acccess their trip sit discord channel via zheir homepage as a guest and they help you out. I've been there several times over the last 5 years and I find it quite helpful. They help you to keep it positive and it helps you to stay grounded only by knowing that there is this option and one is not completely qlone in case. @Leo Gura have you ever heard of it? Is it ok that I promote this channel?