Fluran

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  1. Is it the case that there is not so much ego death with 5meomalt?
  2. I had 22mg 5meomalt, it was quite quite heavy, but still i did not experience ego death I am proud of my strong ego Caution, i will not do stronger dose
  3. This guy does not like Leo Leo does not like him, i guess And anyways its cool to watch this heroic dose
  4. @Jannes I slept and up now, i feel quite clean and my thoughts are not so twisted. Well, i was not technically sleep deprivated, i have been sleeping late so.
  5. In my experience I did some low dose magic mushrooms and jumped to 5meomalt, starting from low dose, no problem.
  6. With 5meomalt 22mg with some sleep deprivation i feel bit hallucinating It feels terrifyingly dangerous Fuck...fuck
  7. @Ry4n fuck fuck 5meomalt 22mg rear
  8. Tiredness may increase discomfort and end up physically bad trip Especially i am going on 22mg so I will do it in my best condition I may try when I do 10mg and sleep deprivated
  9. Haha thanks i just went to sleep
  10. 6~7th of 5Meomalt, I was playing around 12mg dose, i will work up to 17mg and finally 22mg.
  11. Last night i dissolved 5meomalt into water and stored in syringe as prepping trip, but i rather went to sleep. Is it still safe to take that in? Something has formed inside water
  12. right, I started again meditation practice today, i will keep meditating and do deeper meditation when tripping.
  13. btw even after taking 5meomalt i keep playing video games haha latest badtrip, i rather felt material reality becoming clear, more ego there was
  14. i dont know why but same dose 12mg, first time i felt Overwhelming love(6mg snorting), second trip shadow ego nightmare unfolding my ego (9mg rear) and then i felt Zen blissfulness (10mg) 15mg~17mg ego unfolding (it feels heavy, a little bad trip) I lowered my Dose,, 12mg, then I experienced Construct aware, first ever in my life material reality started breaking down. 3 days later, i wanted to experience breakthrough again so I tried 12mg again, I had a badtrip (worst trip, but managable)
  15. What should i do after trip?
  16. Tripping report I had 5 times magic mushrooms around 0.3~0.8g before i just finished my 3th 5meomalt trip now, I wanna share more but I gotta keep it short. A Week ago I Snorted unknown dosage around 4mg ~8mg of 5meomalt (sorry but I had to do it, sorry for breaking rules.) some intense love realisation but not so much insight and learning. fun thing that I started playing league of legend 30hours straight after this trip Before awakening, play league of legend, after awakening, play League of Legend! and then I got syringe and microscoop 2Days ago I tried 10mg first time for REAR Plugging, but I had very bad stomach from food poisoning and my colons were not empty, so It did not absorb well, nothing much happened, and yeah I had 3mg of water used (normally it should be 0.3~0.4mg, so 10times more water used) Yesterday I tried 10mg again, in proper setting, not so much love Realisation but started dissolving ego, limiting beliefs, something was washing my depression, deep down my root problem, but it just washed surface of my psyche, like 20percent. I wanted to clean my depression with Seawaves of love so I wanted to try stronger next day. but it was a perfect ZEN Peaceful beautiful state Today I had 15~17mg, it was to be honest too intense I may need to lower my dose, 13~15 conservatively, it was too nauseous, 70percent depressive thick slime mind gets washed way, something root problem is not solved, but I wanna pause here and explore 2 weeks or a month. there are more insights and dissolving depression, but It was also very hard to ground myself. Not so much Zen Peaceful space. still beautiful though. I gotta play around 12~15 mg. Snorting: much Love and Pleasure, not so much insight and learning Plugging: not so much love, but Learning, contemplating, dissolving my ego slowly and slowly.
  17. Tripping report I had 5 times magic mushrooms around 0.3~0.8g before i just finished my 3th 5meomalt trip now, I wanna share more but I gotta keep it short. A Week ago I Snorted unknown dosage around 4mg ~8mg of 5meomalt (sorry but I had to do it, sorry for breaking rules.) some intense love realisation but not so much insight and learning. fun thing that I started playing league of legend 30hours straight after this trip Before awakening, play league of legend, after awakening, play League of Legend! and then I got syringe and microscoop 2Days ago I tried 10mg first time for REAR Plugging, but I had very bad stomach from food poisoning and my colons were not empty, so It did not absorb well, nothing much happened, and yeah I had 3mg of water used (normally it should be 0.3~0.4mg, so 10times more water used) Yesterday I tried 10mg again, in proper setting, not so much love Realisation but started dissolving ego, limiting beliefs, something was washing my depression, deep down my root problem, but it just washed surface of my psyche, like 20percent. I wanted to clean my depression with Seawaves of love so I wanted to try stronger next day. but it was a perfect ZEN Peaceful beautiful state Today I had 15~17mg, it was to be honest too intense I may need to lower my dose, 13~15 conservatively, it was too nauseous, 70percent depressive thick slime mind gets washed way, something root problem is not solved, but I wanna pause here and explore 2 weeks or a month. there are more insights and dissolving depression, but It was also very hard to ground myself. Not so much Zen Peaceful space. still beautiful though. I gotta play around 12~15 mg. Snorting: much Love and Pleasure, not so much insight and learning Plugging: not so much love, but Learning, contemplating, dissolving my ego slowly and slowly.