Sincerity

Well, You ain't respecting it dude... Blind bias is not what we call commitment to truth.

And You are unreachable. This is a self-improvement forum. I don't know what You're doing here.

@mr_engineer

Your concern with the others' feelings and blaming the other all the time is a self-deception keeping You from taking responsibility and LOOKING AT YOURSELF. But it's not really the others' feelings. It's your ideas of it. Do we? It's not about fucking male sexuality. It's about YOU. YOU. YOU. YOU. YOU!!! YOUR FEELINGS. YOUR SHAME. YOU. It's not going to get more obvious than this.

You shouldn't be so concerned with others' feelings in the first place. You just ain't taking responsibility.

Responsibility is not a burden. It's a virtue. No one is telling You to take responsibility for others' feelings. Take responsibility for your own and LOOK AT YOURSELF.

They, they they....

Yes, so start taking some. And stop endlessly blaming the "other".

"It's the women!" volume 1000...

Edgy.

"Suffering is a gift. In it is hidden mercy." -- Rumi

Very interesting videos guys. I loved the Y'all Are Nerds one, and You @Null Simplex posted some amazing content.

Guys, please quit the pettiness. @Juan I think it's just best to accept what is. Notice You're reacting. If I were You, I would focus on this energy and introspect "how am I seeing myself in this guy?". When You're reacting, it's pretty much always about something in yourself. I did the exact thing above with many users from the forum and they stopped triggering me for the most part. @Danioover9000 Notice how much drama content You are posting. Take a look at the part of You that is attracted to it, why do You consume it so much? Would You honestly say it's healthy?

This is amazing.

God.

Also, fox meets friendly british person:

You're welcome. Thanks for inspiring others and elevating mankind. Meeting You was a very important step in my journey. It had to be like this but You know, still thank You. Hope You get to wherever You wish.

I'm eradicating myself more and more. But along the way I am also becoming more me. It has to be like this. I always knew this forum was a big attachment for me. I built a persona here. I guess everyone did. And I think becoming a mod one year ago has doubled it all for me. As part of the purification process I was thinking what to do with my forum conundrum here. The thing is, I don't have a problem with the place. I like it. The only thing I want is to purify myself as much as possible. I was considering deleting my account while still having no problem with visiting here. But then I thought I still want to have a voice and I need an account for that. I can't post things as a guest. So I'm kind of doing the middle thing. Still here, but with much of myself stripped away. And still moderating, because I like it. It is what it is. Someday I will probably leave but not yet. But this journal will probably be deleted soon. In case it is, thanks for reading everyone! Be brave, love each other, yada yada, whatever the fuck. And in case it isn't then ignore what I said before, You can be cowards and hate each other. No thanks for reading to You. Hehe. Have a good one.

Posting this a 3rd time. Who cares?! Such a chill vibe. I wish I could sit lonely at the top of the world with the power of Creation. Just chilling and being okay with being God. Having the power to create/imagine ANYTHING. Morph myself into whatever I deem best. I wouldn't be okay yet. I'm too attached... What about my mom? My dad? My sister? I couldn't let them go, yet. You know, this is really personal but sometimes I fantasize about them dying. Like I would want it to happen so that I have to process it and let go, because there is no other option anymore. Secretly I wish everything was taken away from me so that I'm forced to come to terms with how life works. To be honest I haven't experienced serious loss in my life yet. I just feel like I haven't gone through this particular experience yet, which prevents me from deeper understanding. Everyone that was ever close to me is still with me (except my one grandma). I feel like I don't know grief and suffering due to loss. What if this limits me from knowing love too? I'm probably overthinking it. I should count my blessings and be happy with what is. Besides, loss will obviously come sooner or later. Don't need to hurry so much and I trust I am being guided well. Sigh, fantasizing about tragedy... what a weird thing. There must be some hidden deeper feeling behind it. I'll have to focus on that. Wait, holy shit, it's NOT me, it's really an obstacle in my mind! Mind stuff preventing me from being happy with the here and now! Okay, I will definitely be looking into it. It's like a red siren was just activated in my mind - INTRUDER, INTRUDER. PURIFY THE UNRESOLVED FEELING. As soon as I become aware of an unresolved feeling/energy I try to "jump" at it with consciousness. Kind of stare at it intensely until it burns. Always worked for me so far! Also it feels great to be this purifying force & then bask in the peace... Oh the joy of being able to solve your problems. Anyways, chilling to the balcony music. Gonna face the Purity sooner or later.

Good luck to You still. I'm rooting for You.

Stick through. Life beats You down sometimes and it sucks, but it gets better. It feels hopeless and like there's no escape from your condition, but that just isn't true. Change always prevails and You are always pulled from the darkness, sooner or later. A serious commitment to awareness helps & speeds the process.

Sorry to hear that. Hope You feel better soon.

Yes yes that was certainly them

Wonder what inspired You to look this up