Sincerity

OVERSTIMULATED AGAIN AAAAAAAAAAAA! I’m communicating with and meeting people a lot lately. For the first time in a long while, I feel like I need time alone. Which is usually my default. Oh, and drinking alcohol is fucking retarded. Discovery of the century, I know. I didn’t feel good after yesterday’s wine - to hell with it. I guess I drink so rarely that I forgot how fucking stupid it is. I MUST SMOKE WEED INSTEAD! 👹

Intrusive thoughts won. I decided to lead by example in being retarded.

You’re wrong. There’ll be 300 lines

@Salvijus Empathy, man! Put yourself in his shoes. If you can’t, perhaps some nice little drugs will help you with that. 😛

@Salvijus It’s not ridiculous. Open your mind. To coke. 😛

For the sake of argument: why assume that sobriety is the optimal state for him to fulfill his very stressful duties as a wartime leader? If coke helped him fulfill his duties better, wouldn’t it be entirely appropriate for him to do it when needed? After all, like you’re saying, he’s responsible for millions of people’s lives. (Still, we don’t know if it was coke to begin with.)

Aight aight. I wasn’t judging your posting choices FYI. I just think it’s insignificant. 😛

Even if that’s true, who gives a fuck? I could be on coke too.

Express your anger to them for trying to change you, lol. They want expression, they get it. "Fuck off!" Just kidding. For real though: explain your setting at work & also, are you exceptionally hot? 😄 It's quite weird that "lots" of girls approach you in such a manner there. Perhaps they're into you?

Oh shit! RIP. Legend.

The situationship continues after all. I don't care anymore. Just murder me, cut into a thousand pieces. I kinda see her as a sister. She disgusts me in many ways. But she's sexy and there's some kind of brotherhood between us. I joke that she's my past life - but delusional, sexy and immature.

A cute solitary evening. The wine is good. I had a tinder date today. NEGATIVE chemistry lol. But that's fine. The music is EXQUISITE this fine evening.

Me and my best friend who’s also on this forum would def be down for an interview! We’d sit in the same room together. Double trouble. 😛 Feels like a lotta fun to me.

I’m fucking repulsed by Mr Beast. Disgusting! Nasty! Yuck! Blehhhhh! 🤮 If you ever want to torture me, strap me to a chair and keep my eyelids open like that motherfucker from Clockwork Orange and make me watch a Mr Beast video. Ughh. Come to think of it, I should probably torture myself that way. For experimental purposes.

I heard You Can See Everything (2026) is amazing. Probably worth seeing, I haven’t watched it yet though.

Unless you meet some cool folks from it IRL. I met my best bro through this forum.

I pray to Jesus that this is bait.

Let’s fucking gooooooo!!! My 2 cents: I genuinely feel very content with life lately. I feel it is epic already. And I’m so damn cool (at least in my eyes). 😎

@Emerald Sorry to see you go. Your post is unbinding, btw. There’s no shame in changing your decision. Perhaps it was a little in the heat of the moment? Even if so, that’s fine.

If y’all have any feedback regarding the state of the forum that you’d like to raise, you can DM someone from the Mod team (such as me, @Natasha Tori Maru, @cetus, etc.) with your unfiltered thoughts. We won’t judge or bite. 😛 Only discuss it between each other. Perhaps you’ll give us food for thought that will help us moderate better. We read all post reports as well.

So write more! And see what happens.

Good!

Ended my situationship this week. Oopsie! It was for the better. For a second though, I actually felt happy with her. Literally melting in love - laying on my back thinking, when I was trying to fall asleep with her. Or, when we had a moment of reading books together in bed before sleep… It might have been my most romantic experience ever? Even though I had a gf for 2 years. I dunno. So yeah, it was fun. I’m liquid happiness/love by myself though. Don’t need no one for that. 😎

Cool cool. ✌️

@Schizophonia Btw, I think we probably fundamentally misunderstand each other on this topic. 🤣 Probably because I haven’t clarified shit hahaha. The things I cry about are not like daily happenings where my ice cream falls on the ground, for example. Essentially I’m doing shadow work consistently. Things that come up are usually „deeper” and when they’re resolved/cried out enough, they’re gone, likely forever. I forget about them. If something is a more serious knot though, it requires more time/crying/processing of course. I’m into shadow work now. That’s the gist of it. And again, don’t fool yourself that you don’t have a shadow. Dissociation is a powerful mechanism which the mind consistently engages in (unless you break the habit), so you’re likely not aware of your triggers, not giving them the space.