Sincerity

Hey y'all This is going to be my new journal on my new account. I left the old acc because I didn't like my username. Let me introduce myself first. My name is Sincerity and I'm from Poland. [image removed] ^ This is me! I'm currently ??? years old. I'm admittedly young but I hope you can see me beyond my age, for what I am I've been on this forum for more than 3 years and until now I've (kinda) held my identity a secret. But lately I've had some realizations in regard to expressing myself more honestly and yeah. Here I am, being more open with you. Now you have a slightly better idea of who's behind the account. (Edit: Ironic haha. But it has to be this way. Everything ends.) I've been on the spiritual path for roughly 4-5 years now and I feel like I've had much progress. I definitely have many insights to share. But I'm still pretty much a beginner and I'm on the journey along with you. Try to keep up, because I feel like I'm growing pretty fast (this year has been insane for me so far, seriously!) I've been mulling over my important values for years and this is where I stand right now: I am primarily about goodness. I am about love. I am about bliss, wisdom, appreciation, responsibility, sincerity, curiosity, discipline and humility. I also really value humor and laughter. You might notice I'm often tongue-in-cheek in my posts I don't like posting very frequently and I'm still not sure what I will even be posting here but tell you what, it's going to come from a place of sincerity Love and have a great day ❤️

Mine @Consilience @Never_give_up I generally very much like usernames referring simply to virtues and character traits, or maxims. Would love to see more users pop up with names like @Responsibility, @Cleverness, @Gratitude, @Foresight, @Humility, @Face_your_fear, etc...

One of my favourite channels on YT.

Hey man, I read a bunch of your latest posts here. I don't know if you're aware of this guy, but I feel like he might resonate with you: He's inspired me with an uplifting, manly, not-giving-a-fuck energy. Maybe he'll inspire you as well. (If you don't prefer ppl posting in your journal - apologies, I can hide the post)

@Be-ing Damn, thanks so much for sharing! Best regards, and welcome to the forum.

This is awesome! Welcome to the forum and thanks for sharing.

Mint is considered a linux distro for beginners. You barely need to use the console to have the system operational. You can download/update apps through built-in software managers.

I agree with the 3 points you listed in the definition of the „crypto-materialist”. However, I believe your above rebuttal of this „crypto-materialist” stance is flawed. The „mental/energetic reality” and the „physical reality” are completely intertwined, perhaps two sides of the same coin. An action in physical reality corresponds with a change in the energetic level. In order to affect someone (eg. communicate with them), an action of communication must be performed, while at the same time the change in energetic reality is taking place. In short, the physical is NOT ruling the mental, which is the „irony” you were suggesting. They are one. In my view, making the effort to affect things mentally while doing nothing in physical reality is delusion. If you wanna change the world - take action, speak out. If you wanna communicate with someone, just fucking talk to them, or call them on the phone. That’s how it works. Consider this situation: You want to talk to someone. Now: what energy/motivation would push you to A) just pick up the phone and talk to them and then B) to try to make some kind of effort to communicate telepathically. These 2 don’t have the same energy behind them. One is natural and working in alignment with the dynamics of reality, mental and physical. The other is delusional, perhaps trying to force something that isn’t true, reject the physical, which is a block in the mental. At least that’s how I see it. I can elaborate on my position in some ways if you’re interested - regarding the above, but also the other points.

Random shit to share I guess 1) I bought a fidget spinner this month. Neat. 2) I bought a used Thinkpad T580 and installed Linux Mint on it. Because to hell with Windows 11, and because higher sovereignty over my technology. It's going fine. I'm still using an iPhone but I literally can't change it to something else because the 2 very important factors to me are: Size - I want my phone to be small, light and easily operable with one hand. What a dumb fucking trend to make phones so God damn large. I'm rocking my 12 mini and I'm happy with it Camera - iPhone has the objectively better video camera so yeah. Phone manufacture companies: please for the love of God create a phone with a mini version with a great camera so that I can switch to Android and quit Apple, please just grant me this wish I'm begging you. 3) The trip with my girl to the sea yesterday went great. We had a lotta fun. 4) Reading a great book right now - The Denial of Death, by Ernest Becker. Very insightful. 5) Some cool stuff I watched/listened to lately:

Sorry, couldn't resist. But a point is being made.

Not feeling at my best. Lacking energy. 1,5 year with my gf today. That’s nice. I’m taking her to the sea on Saturday for a one-day trip to celebrate and have fun. We always celebrate our month-versaries. As in, every month on the 24th we do something special for each other, spend quality time together, stuff like that. It’s fun. I love my girl. The last 2 months of the relationship have been difficult though. We’ve been arguing, hard. Eh. Don’t wanna talk about it. But we will prevail. On another note, I wanna try DMT soon. Been rocking LSD all the time, basically only that with exceptions. I feel like I want something else now. DMT resonates. I like this forum, but haven’t had the energy to do anything here lately. Neither engage nor read much. …

I found this analysis (and other videos and this channel as a whole) of high quality. Sharing as a good resource. We might be a little cooked.

https://www.stripes.com/theaters/europe/2025-07-17/nato-must-be-prepared-for-wars-18470191.html NATO commander speaks out. Not fearmongering, but thinking that a global conflict is out of the question is preposterous…

Neat. You have a great mind, your understanding/insights are clear, direct and genuine. Waiting to meet & talk to you someday. Cheers!

@UnbornTao Personal knowledge management.

I guess one downside might be that it can feel overwhelming to beginners, with the amount of core features, let alone community plugins, and overall just the freedom to do anything. It can be a bit hard to start, having so much possibility. But once you get a system established for yourself, it's pure satisfaction. I find that it's much better to focus on less, rather than more. Don't try to do everything in Obsidian. One doesn't need to use all of its features, eg. the graph view, canvases, daily notes or whatever. Just utilize what you know is useful for your specific purposes.

YES. I just came back to Obsidian this week after a long break from PKM. Right now setting up Dataview (community plugin) and my database of quotes that I will later be able to query by author, tag, type, etc. hehehehehe. Obsidian is *chef's kiss*. My beloved. Here are my main community plugins I'm using. Admonition - neat looking Convert url to preview (iframe) - you can literally watch YT videos that you link in Obsidian aaaaa Dataview - you can query your vault if you set it up properly, extremely good shit Homepage - useful if you want to have a main note like me Local Quotes - I use it to have a random quote from my long list of quotes show up in my main note daily Note Refactor - very useful Omnisearch - search, but better Outliner Paste URL Into Selection Sort & Permute lines QuickAdd - also extremely useful Tag Wrangler Thumbnails - discovered this today, you can insert a small preview of a YT video with its title and thumbnail, I love it (sometimes I prefer it over inserting an entire playable video)

With the new books being listed roughly from most to least important, kinda surprised the first book is what it is. Made me curious? Awesome!

That is awesome 👍 Stoked about the Spotify update.

What are you looking for, really, on an energetic/feeling level? Reality is an illusion. What you’re looking for is not your appearance type in physical reality, but a satisfaction/expression of some kind of energy/feeling. Of course there is a connection between the „physical” reality and the „energetic” reality. For example, by „looking for your physical type and having sex with them”, you might be wanting to experience more elevated, hotter energy (during sex). The pursuing of your physical type in reality (if you actually do it) is a consequence, a visualization of your energetic choice. But the choice itself, the energy is what matters. You want to feel a certain way. It might just be hotter sex/energy. Pursuing sex with „your type” can enable you to satisfy that energy. But perhaps the energy can also be satisfied in some other ways, not requiring you to go out there and leave the guy who meets your standards. Perhaps by introducing some more variety, roleplay, watching porn together during sex, whatever. Perhaps imagine having sex with someone else during sex with him, however hurtful that is - but perhaps you’ll realize something by doing that! Either „okay no, I love this guy, I don’t want sex with someone else” or „okay this really feels better, I want someone else, I can’t deny it”. Main point being: energy can be satisfied in different ways. Deciding to visualize hot sex with someone else pretty much utilizes the same energy as actually going out „in reality”.

Guys, please quit spinning this shit, Leo and the Mod team know for a fact Princess is not Preety. Leo looked into her (and many others) extensively in advanced administrative ways, not even available to Mods. We’re almost certain she isn’t present on this forum right now with any duplicate account. Look how you’ve massacred the thread with this drama. Please, no more of this. Respect OP’s thread.

@Wilhelm44 So, as it turns out Destiny is a sleazy scumbag and he put this quote entirely out of context. The professor seems to be saying there is no direct evidence of an INTENT for the holocaust before that speech Hitler made in 1939. He is NOT saying that the holocaust didn't happen. The misunderstanding seems to be due to the guy's slightly broken English. Here's the timestamp from Destiny's stream (1:34:31) And from the original video (1:01:25) (rewind for context) Utterly disgraceful on Destiny's part to put this as the thumbnail and the video start. What a low move. I have even less respect for him now.

Let us know when you find it. I'm curious in what context and why he would say such a thing.

If that's your assessment of the guy, nice judgement. 👍 Though I'm 90% certain you haven't watched the video. * * * * * Destiny, on the other hand, is a certified drama queen. Still talking about Hasan, just a day ago. Bruh. I skimmed through the video but obviously didn't watch the entire 3 hours. I watched him in the past and coming back to him today when listening to this video made me think: wow, this is some serious fucking echo chamber. Looking at his rhetoric, the chat, the comments. Disgusted me. Though if the Predictive History guy is denying the holocaust (I'm not certain he is, but if he is) then that's not good. And he might be wrong in some other things too, I don't agree with all his takes. In the end, he's just a perspective.

Why? What are your beliefs in regard to romance?