Davino

Reality cannot cease to exist because nonexistence is but a permutation reality can be in. That's the nature of Infinity. I should give this Awakening a particular name, because it's an important facet in my view.

I did that years ago, you still there brother? Come on there's so much more Awakening and Enlightenment, but for you to recognise that would hurt your non-existent ego...

No, because I'd exist as "non-existence" or lack of existence or cessation of existence. See?

Yes, I know what you mean. But for me there was a: Oh Shit moment, I'm the Absolute and there's nothing I can do about it. I'm doomed to be the greatest ever Metaphysical Infinite Awake Love Singularity

You sound like a broken record. We've already had this conversation. Please at least be creative.

Infinite Nothingness is also a permutation of reality, this universe another. It's Reality going through all its potentiality. I am Infinity, that's it. I cannot do anything about it.

It's more linguistics than anything else. Breakingthewall grasps what is being discussed, he just seems allergic to the "God Dreaming" wording, although we understand it to be quite precise.

My point is that there's no way out of the dream, ever. Because dreaming is my very own nature. Water will always be wet, in the same Consciousness always dreams. Reality must exist in one way or another, in one permutation or other. We are here for eternity

Nope, as a matter of fact you are saying reality is trapped to not be trapped. I'm pointing that fact. Reality is forced to be itself. That's what I'm saying. Of course. What I'm saying is that even the substance is doomed to be the substance. Infinity is condemned to be Infinite forever or you could say it's blessed to be in such a way. The Absolute is the Absolute and there's no way around that, therefore Reality cannot avoid it's own nature or change it. Reality is an Infinite Consciousness Field of Imagination and it will go on forever. I cannot die even if I wanted to. I cannot change the metaphysical essence of reality either. I am way over this phase and I see why this design of Reality is Perfect and most intelligent, yet I ask myself if other people have grasped this Awakening were your consciousness traverses every possible permutation and it just arrives back itself and there's no way out as all ways collapse in yourself in an Infite Consciousness strange loop.

Then reality will be something else, my existence is eternal.

Sure, although that's working on the fears around socializing not going at the heart of what socializing actually is. It's a nice tip though.

There's no way out of God. All the work to realize God and when that happens you see there's no way out of your Infinite Dream Mind. I am tautologically forced to play the game, hence I try to master and love the game.

Denying it is not gonna help you transcend the self. Although, my point was on the nature of Truth and so is your post yet you doged the question, but anyways.

Like there's any other option What I hated the most when I woke up is that I realized God's Infinite Game but still I'm forced to play. I was flaggerbasted

Thanks, this one insght is actually the work of months of contemplation. What I love about my mind is when it gets that one key principle or essence. I'ts amazing. Thanks for your kind words brother. Surely that will happen. Hope one day we make an Actualized.org Europe meeting.

@James123 So in your view a temporal/relative truth is falsehood?

Totally, I wasn't even aware of it and made the insight more profound. Sometimes the obvious goes unnoticed.

I see. There are people that find themselves in the opposite situation, they are super good in keeping relationships but cannot break the barrier of socializing and meeting new people. Yes, there are difference between socializing and mantaining long term relationships. I just wanted to point out a common feature among both of them: connection. I wonder in your case, why is it that you're not able to keep friendships over time?

Oh yes this is great, to make the connection in the present moment. Great tip.

@Carl-Richard Thanks for sharing the Martin Ball video. It was interesting to watch. I didn't know him, def a genetic freak. I feel so good just after watching his shaktipat. Good stuff.

I've done lots of MALT, let's see how they compare. It was so good it has been my main tool, lately I've been using 5meo and wanted to try other psychedelics. DPT will probably be the first one. I have DMT but in fumarate so still contemplating how to go about the ROA.

Yes, that's my take. I meditate for baseline consciousness and mindfullness. I even get quite epic Awakenings in meditation, spiritual practices or spontaneously but I ain't gonna get into Salvia Consciousness or DMT realms.

@r0ckyreed For what I've researched seems quite a legit system. My experience with breathing awareness is the shift that happens from human-breathing to universal-breathing. Suddenly, I see the whole room and universe breathing, in and out. That's the further I've reached with such techniques, it's good as one gets to Oneness states of consciousness and from there you can combine with other techniques. What I like about breathing is that if mastered as practice its benefits follow you, as one breathes all the time, it's easy to reconnect.

I would add something of movement. Like yoga, sport or breathing. It's gonna be hard to drop into surrender and relaxed awareness without deep connection with the body and working on the tension side. I feel your practice is good on the mental and more elevated side but you need to work into the embodied, energetic, mind-body connection. Practices that go from body to mind and consciousness is Yoga. The Vipassana uses mind to feel body and penetrate into the pure consciousness of phenomena (In away self inquiry is vipassana of the Self). That's also a way, but my point is to get the full spectrum. I see this issue again and again when I'm working with people in the path. They get good with that one technique or collection of techniques for one dimension of consciousness and they get stuck there. Why? Because when you work only in one dimension, at a certain point, each cm you progress is gonna get harder and harder, like a spring. The intelligent way is to go through a round of practice in the other dimensions of consciousness, once done, people are surprised, now the breakthrough in my cherished technique is so direct. I would have payed hundreds of euros for this advice years ago. It has been the key to accelerating my spiritual path. I know play the piano of my consciousness with all its notes to create the mystical melody I will.