Davino

Thanks Aurum. I appreciate you took the time to listen to it

ahahhaha this is so accurate

I've just finished my second song. You may listen to it if you wish, but before a few warnings: DREAMING.WAV

I remember once I become so God Conscious the only word I could say was God, the only thought I could think was God. I remember laughing at myself visualizing how my life would be from now on. Going to a bakery and asking for a God please. God thank you. God had all the meanings in it.

So I have a pending subject from past years that I'm redoing this semester. I've already passed higher subjects which have as a base this one. The point is that there's an academic paperwork trick you can do where if you graduate this year and just have one pending subject which you had a past mark of 3.5/10 or more, they will simply pass you that subject so you can finish this year; giving you therefore the degree. So I've been having an internal dilemma for quite some time. One the one hand, I feel like I should finish my studies absolutely clean, pass all my subjects in the proper way and just prove to myself that I can do whatever I want. On the other hand, what for? I don't even care about the subject nor my work will be related to it, moreover it robs me of a lot of time and peace. Even though I've checked a thousand times the regulation and talked with fellow students and professors to reassure I am suitable for this, I have the profound paranoia and fear that "something will go wrong" and then I'll have to be one year more just for a subject. I say to myself: I must take on this responsability and not leave such tricks because who knows what can happen, a wrong move could fuck me up a year in my life. Ironically, this trick was my initial plan for the year. To have a sweet end, do my two final theses properly and maybe allocate that time to once and for all get my driving licence. But now that I have to execute the decision of simply dropping a subject it feels quite risky. So here I am, like a pendulum between one option and the other. What is your advice?

Update: I've decided to take the shortcut. I really did my research and everything seemed fine. I have more free time and I'm enjoying it. I'm happy with my decision.

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Preliminary: Focus on the present experience Feel your breath and body Calm yourself down and sharpen your awareness Main: Feel the pull of gravity Try to feel experimentally the center of the earth deep down. The point where all gravity pulls the planet and the moon, very strong Earth's Core. Connect with Earth's Core with ever more preciseness and clarity. Breath into it, the magnetism and field of the earth. The Earth's heart so to speak. Feel how all the objects in your experience are being pulled down by the Earth's Core. Like an orb with invisible strings. Final: Make this awareness omnipresent. Every time you move around, sit in a chair or drive a car, become aware of this pull happening through intricate weight distribution.

For a greater Good.

Okay so that's a nice distinction. We can say toxic from a meta perspective as I was talking about but we can also say toxic from within a stage. From within as you mention, I find troublesome to properly convey it. I'd like to contemplate it before giving a proper answer. It's an interesting question.

Grasping Consciousness - Faces Exercise I like exercices.

@martins name Would you mind sharing some resources/meditations/books? I haven't found much of high quality

@martins name I'll research and practice and I'll come with conclusions to you.

@martins name Higher chakras and energies are not grounding, they are uplifting.

@martins name Toxic means existential shadow aspects of each stage. Like if you hold the Christian view then satan is the shadow. There's no way around this. If you are stage red then "the enemy" is the shadow. If you're stage blue then "chaos, pluralism and relativity" is the shadow. And so on. Are you saying if you can be in sixth grade with pending subjects from fifth. Well that can happen as well. But there are certain blindspots intrinsic to each grade, which are self-destructive and short sighted.

What a bombastic name. These new agers are creative indeed. Forget the label, go to the real beast.

It really is a tong twister. It's actually a birth limitation to your fame to have such an intricate surname. Daniel should get a catchy nickname.

Only stage Yellow is guilty of that as the whole psyche, worldview and mind is being restructured. It finds itself in epistemic humility and a perspectival integrative approach. Such a recognition must happen for equating the exterior perspective game field as well as ones assumptions and biases. It is only in yellow that one considers seriously the perspective of fascists, rapists, murderers, terrorist, political extremist. All perspective are incorporated like lenses in the yellow mind, yet no proper cleansing, synthesis and merging has happened. Clarity hasn't still been found yet its in the cocoon process. This is impractical on the collective level but as we know in this stage the pendulum has oscillated towards the individual and proper sense making in the jungle of human thoughts and systems. It is in turquoise when one becomes collectively responsible and keen bullshiter caller. Now the mind can shift into many lens and also into an spherical 360° holistical lense. Different human systems have been integrated and the psyche is built in ever higher holons of complexity and evolution. Now one is what understands, now one has a voice, one is whole towards uniting more wholes to make a more encompassing whole. In this, cancer is called out clearly and stages are seen with their lights and shadows, from a truth-based and loving standpoint.

Schamchetenberger and Wilber are clearly more advanced. I don't know about Hall.

Yes I did. First time I became self aware was the most intense till my second true Awakening a decade later and well all that came afterwards. I used to get very meditative watching through the window in class and lost myself in the moment. Spontaneous meditation happened. I also had episodes of profound thought-image abstraction which I cannot even tap now. I could get lost for hours in my own imagination and mind. I was surprised by how time could fly so quickly in those states. Nothing too radical but certainly some hints. My consciousness was not that great from default, but my value for Truth as the pillar of my life certainly was.

Thanks all for sharing, very interesting

I really loved this metaphor. I am going to rephrase my thinking to depthness instead of highness. The archetype of the bird now needs to be shifted to the whale, diving deep into the essence of what means to be me and what reality is. It was very poetic, grounded and applicable. Thanks for your message. Lately, I've been acutely aware of how far away I've become in spirit and mind to other humans and I feel the calling it's time for deep integration, diving into the Earth's core and re nurturing my life with consciousness.

Great Blog post on "But Why Christianity?" It's the first solid comparative religion analysis I have seen from you. I would like to give some other interesting angles to see this from. Religion in its purest sense is an Awakening technology designed to achieve a particular set of states of consciousness which are assumed to be "the highest, most complete or best" There's an ideological and epistemically ignorant way of going about religion. There's also a proper way of framing religion where it becomes indispensable for building the blocks towards Absolute God from where you'll have to burn the inferior human base. In this sense, I find that religion for the proper mystic and philosopher allows delving into prior experiences from saints and derive principles and access to certain states of consciousness. For example, it would have taken me a lot to decipher myself the "Tao" it's a particular insight and consciousness property, yet it is reflected in Taoism, you can use the technology and hopefully not get entangled too much, get the superb Tao and deconstruct from your mind Taoism. I know I wouldn't be where I am if I wasn't standing in the shoulder of giants, like Sri Anandamayi Ma, Shivapuri Baba, Adidam or you Leo. To arrive to you, there was an unbroken study of mystics and religious techniques that holistically built up to higher levels of synthesis and purity and in such levels to the deconstruction of masters, religions and the labyrinthine Mind of God to break free into Infinite Consciousness. Having said this, I'd like to shift towards a conversation about being human. I've become aware that I share many Awakening values with you and that they also have lead me towards a furthering of what makes me human, towards more evolved alien mature ways of cognition, behavior and consciousness. In hardcore introspection I feel there's something out of tune, and in some way I see it also in you. I'm talking about such subtle matters that it's hard to even make my point across. Okay, let's assume to go hardcore in the opposite way of transcendentalism and limitlessness towards insane grounding and integration into the human frame. I've awoken so much and matured so much that my primal and animal humanness has been shadowed. I'm aware of the human frameworks and jails, yet I don't want this awareness to make me lose the connection, love, integration and joy of being a basic chimpanzee cleaning its ass in the jungle.

I really like this talk because it happened exactly the same to me.