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You can enter into heaven just by changing this one belief in your mind. Wow really is that easy? Yes... Keep with me, this can change your life. Reality should be any other way than what is. Welcome to heaven my friend! It's that simple, this is the root, the pattern, just change one belief, one thought in your mind. Reality is the way it should be and I don't want it any other way. Then you come to realize this moment here and now is already heaven.

what was the tipping point for you that made you stable in the construct awareness stage? How did you really get the juice out of this stage?

Relive in your mind what you fear and infuse it with love, rewiring your own memories by association and love. Your mind is fluid and if you call back in you fear, while in a loving fearless state (that's how mdma feels for me) then your own brain will be rewired by the state you are feeling, taking out the strong negative emotional association and diluting it with the emotional chemistry state you find yourself in. Like putting milk into your coffee. In some point you will break the sound speed needed and from there on you will be able to keep infusing love into it while on the sober state. Self Love is the key. Feel and love, whatever it is, as it is, be with it, love it again and again, love it to death, stare it to death, push yourself, you really need to break the wall with your love and get beyond your limits, breaking free from your prison into and endless pool of self-love and acceptance for eternity. This approach has worked for me. It's not a one session solution but is a root solution that really gets the job done. Inside and outside substance work is required but inside work will be truly remarkable and efficient. Some vipassana understanding would also help to make it more holistic and relieve trauma from the body. Yet nothing is more powerful than love but it will give more insight tools to work with. Hope you the best and feel confident that you will make it work! Lots of love

Most high consciousness problems can only be solved by a shit tone more of consciousness. The only way out is through. There's no way around consciousness.

Question: The Wise say that the waking-state is but a dream. Mataji: Where real Knowledge is - there is only one Brahman and no second; there, everything that you see is nothing but a dream. There are two kinds of dreams: the dream of waking and the dream while sleeping. "Nothing has happened - to be able to understand this is very fortunate. If you can understand that nothing has happened, you have indeed been blessed with inner vision. Only you exist, you and you alone. Truly, you are contained in everything. Again, you are indeed That Itself. In all infinity is He and no other - I alone am." ~ Anandamayi Ma //Here you can see MA speaking about reality being a dream, you being infinity (God) and that only you exist or better said, as she guides us through the process, I alone am (Absolute Solipsism). It's all a matter of consciousness, How far have other mystics arrived? How far have you arrived?

I've awoken to contradictory states of consciousness simultaneously happening at once. It feels extremely holistic and mind opening, like you are a 360 camera with litle eyes like a fly each with a different state of consciousness. Obviously in the end you are in a state of consciousness that includes other states of consciousness. I've experienced this just once but I know it's possible. What I don't know is how far you can push it but open your mind to such a possibility because it happened for me.

@Yimpa I'm as illusory or as real as anybody else in the dream. It's my resistance to whatever is going on that creates my own suffering. @vibv Thank you. I really appreciated you took the time to write that message, it felt genuine. I really find both exercises aligned with myself and I'll have them in my toolbox from now on. @Breakingthewall Here are my reflections about your questions. I feel that to know myself more than being important is my conscious right so to speak. To know something is to become conscious about itself and have it fully merged inside your consciousness. Or said in another way, to know something is my consciousness exploring one side of itself and this can have no end. About conceptual frameworks you sometimes break from inside of them and others you break from the outside. Having said that, I still have not reached clarity about conceptual frameworks. From one side they are very limited but from the other side do we have another option really? being serious here. idk, I honestly don't know. Can we live life 24/7 without any conceptual framework? Yeah I got that. --------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------------------------- Here is my own direct experience and awakening: MY consciousness includes all consciousness. It's so funny because what generated the problem was too much consciousness and the way I solved it was by a shit tone more of consciousness. It's always me in the other side. It's always me How tricky I am with myself I'm the one in the other side and there's nobody on the other side, there is just one side, this is the game. There is another but is me. There is always another but when I flip it's also me, me in both sides. This is the game.

@Yimpa Thank you. Gonna do an intense reflection all day about what am I and what is other. I hope also to gain clarity for my human interactions. Le't see if AL-LAD gives me some extra clarity for this matter.

What does the character do then? that is the hard point. The game in a sense has lost all it's juice, how does the character still play the game so to speak, when it has seen it for what it is. It's not like it's gonna keep playing like nothing happened. The absolute solipsism is not the problem, the point is the integration of that solipsism into your every day life when you cannot unsee it anymore. That's the real deal that I'm going through. The patterns and behaviours of the character are seen from a radically different light. That seeing is painful in itself but not bad, I know that. I'm just rethinking all of myself at this point and my approach to others in this dream. It is a painful proccess like a self operation without anesthesia.

It used to be beautiful but I didn't take into account the ramifications. How deep it goes. It's just a phase I'm purging I know it. I have been here before. I'll be fine and I know that solipsism is truth and I love truth. But it's hard to stomach if that follows you along even when you are interacting with people. Not as a peak but as something that you just saw and now you can't see reality back again, never. This is all just a resistance to myself and to truth but that doesn't make it easier to go through anyways. It will go through me and reborn me.

I hope they were just that. I don't know what the highest Awakenings are like but I've definetely had a glimpse of solipsism that I cannot unsee. I really still don't know how to interact with others from now on. I've never had an awakening that impacted so much my everyday human life. How can I relate with others now? What others... This is the loop, I'm absolutely trapped in myself.

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@Razard86 I've been watching Leo's video about solipsism since yesterday. I've had one of the biggest existential crisis of my life. Like taking out that one stone that makes the whole castle stand together. I realized solipsism before but not at this deepth and groundedness. I'm happy to finally be coming out of it with a new sense of clarity. It has been a deep purge really. I wanted to even write a post here asking for help but it was just so absurd to think in those lines that I couldn't even push myself to ask for help. Luckily I could still have some anchor with my partner, although that level of paradox was almost breaking my mind it definetely helped me to make peace with myself. Whatever I imagine is reality and I paint myself into existence. Solipsism is just so radical and threatening to this human dream... I'm really curious to see how this awakening unfolds itself in the next days. It blows my mind how I can always awake deeper. Solipsism has been a brutal Awakening, I'm thankful I was able to surrender and love truth.

@Leo Gura Thank you for answering questions so directly it has been a while since that happened Does that mean that you will do your job and shoot a video on Sunday? I want my juicy and delicious insights

Not having another option. Making what you want your only possibility for your life. A quote that changed my life said something among the lines. In life you get the minimum you are going to accept. The worse life you would conform with, that's what you will most probably get.

So I am God despite how conscious I am but I need to be in a sufficiently high state of consciousness to recognize this? So I'm literally a monkey that can't recognize itself in the mirror. Well, that's funny at least.

At first I was triggered but then I found some beauty in your message. Consciousness is a self masturbating reality. What consciousness can do is higher levels of sex with itself, each more profound and intimate, for eternity, for infinity.

This self-comprehension is something that we do or is a "desire" or property of consciousness? Does God want to know itself? To awaken to itself? Is all of Reality in this self exploration game?

What consciousness can do that most people are not aware of? What is the most radical things consciousness can do?

@Razard86 So what? Your answer about challenging what is human, although insightful now that you have developed it, is far out in the context that you were writting it before. You need more communication awareness. The answer you gave me addresses 0 of what I said to you. This alone is the prove that you should take into consideration what I wrote to you, as it talks exactly about skillfull communication.

Everybody is gangsta till they really go through the process of dying. You'll remember my words I thought that in the moment of my death I would be able to surrender, be this spiritual nerd that I consider myself to be and just let go in the love and consciousness, I was never the body, bla, bla, bla... I cried like a baby and I'm surprised I didn't shit and peed all over myself. Do you understand that all your life is flying out of the window, forever? forever? forever... After death everything is fine for sure but don't fool yourself into thinking that you'll handle death like a master, like a casual transtion... Hell no. You really need to be humbled by such an experience. It humbles you to death

Try Salvia is the backdoor of death. Psychedelics gave me the insight of death being imaginary or that I was never born. What you see for the most part being explained here. Salvia on the other hand, made me go through the actual process of dying. It feels like you are taking out the heaviest and tighest sock you can imagine. Layer after layer, a energetic onion being peeled, till there is nothing left, and you find yourself being consciousness devoided of content. An extremely traumatic experience, crossing the threshold is the most difficult part, afterwards you'll be fine. It's extremely intense and you cry for your mum, for God to save you, whatever you can imagine to try to hold onto something, yet you are dying, there is nothing to do, nothing at all. You ask yourself what have I been doing all my life, now I am dying and for the first time I'm alive and I'm here, really here, but what is the point I'm dying this it. This feeling still hammers inside me, the unavoidable, unescapable feeling of this is death, I'm dying, this is it...

Leo's booklist will help

If someone is two years into this work and you don't expect them to behave like a human I don't know who is more confused about the workings of reality, that person or yourself. I respect your high level posts but you don't seem to be aware of where is everyone here and usually just talk from the absolutist awakening you've ever had. That's your style and I respect it but just read again your post and think if it would really help anyone in the begginings or the mid part of their path. The answer is clear, no. If you want to have skillfull communications with other individuals in this forum you must take into consideration very seriously what I'm telling you. Otherwise, you might get into territory of those which understand already understand and those which not, will never have a ladder in you communication to do so. This is very well explained in the core teachings of the buddha from Daniel Ingram, in the chapter of teachers. It is explained that spirituality is like a funnel, a part which is wide in the beggining appeling to many people and then gets tight as more advanced the work gets. Different masters teach at different levels. Once may be better at the wider and other at the narrow, some teachers cannot teach the narrow because they haven't even gone there. It's like a university professor vs a kindergarden math teacher. Different strategies work at different moments of the evolutionary process. I'm just saying you that advanced calculus will most likely disgust a child although being more accurate than kindergarden maths. You cannot be teaching advanced calculus to everyone and just expect people to understand it and rise to your level and go on with your speech of how human people are when approaching truth, I mean well yes what do you expect a child to be at? Be more efficient in your communications and talk to each person in a way you will connect and make the message cross his own metal maze. Each mind is like a decoding machine that distorts reality. Sometimes a more inaccurate message will be decoded by a mind into a more congruent message than a more accurate one which will just be distorted in inconprehensible ways for the listener. Just telling you this because I have been there, the approach you are taking will lead you to many frustration and misunderstanding with other people in the forum. I'm as human as I am God. The whole and the part makes perfection. Get this infinite iterative paradox and you will live peacefully.

I hope one day to make sense of Salvia. It's the wildest substance I have ever encountered.