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I always hated alcohol. The only drug I couldn't bare. However, after so many 5meo trips every drug has become spiritual. Even alcohol has some expansive merging quality to it, but it's also numbing. Definetely not my cup of tea, but much better than before.

It's strange because, weed makes more intelligent, creative and aware but it makes me more immature and childish in other ways. If I were able to use weed and stay mature and collected I would enjoy much more the experience.

@Razard86 I enjoy weed, but it often leaves me feeling agitated and creates cravings for more, which robs me of my peace.

This video was touching, what a life story. thanks for sharing @Yimpa

I have a strange love/hate relationship with weed. How do you use weed to commune with God?

@Leo Gura I've always thought it would be nice to have a Ken Wilber's review on your book

Martial arts. Haven't discovered anything more grounding and stabilizer for heavy spiritual work.

Here you have the answers. It's a very good question everyone faces in the path

That joke was very good. Didn't you like my Koan joke?

Oh, I didn't know that. Siamese cats definetely have many health issues. My youngest cat is siamese, she's a fucking wild beast Yet so sweet and loving. She just has two modes, war and love.

Yeah, for the moment five. I love cats. Do you like cats too? I sometimes think you may have a cat at home When I was investigating, they said that animals had teeth problem when they changed diets or ate things they were not used to. Otherwise, they learnt self cleaning methods that were good enough to survive for their lifespan I'm certainly gonna check this

@Princess Arabia Thanks for the advice

Maybe for you it is. I have a healthy diet and take care of myself very much. That's the whole frustration about it, imagine it happened to you. Having to get your teeth drilled again and again despite your best efforts.

I did try it for a brief period. I'll give it another try. I've been using a high quality neem toothpaste, which has been great for my gums but did nothing for my teeth. I'll buy you a sugary cake for your birthday then That's what the dentist told me but I just don't wanna accept that. He told me some people hardly brush their teeth and never get cavities. Which blows my mind. I've tried, tones at this point, I have a fucking electric sonic toothbrush and a professional dentist water jet. Yeah.. I'm a bit frustrated at this point ahahhaha I have become aware of a new device on the toothbrush industry: https://sonicbrush.net/ Maybe I give it a try, at this point I have nothing to lose apart form money Oh, thanks didn't know about that. I'll check it out

I also can't understand how animals don't have teeth problems, they never brush their teeth, nor use any products. Yet humans and me personally encounter disease in this domain. It surprises me

yeah, this forum is an asylum of God schizophrenics

@Dodo You are too contracted and agitated to see clearly and act properly. Is that condescending? There is nothing in this world worth it to steal your peace, remember that.

Nope, you don't know my body type nor my particular vegetarian diet. My nutrionist has helped me a lot, I recommend it to everyone. I'm almost 2m tall and I've always been very skinny by body constitution. I really need to eat and cannot fast as I used. So everyone is different and fasting although incredible for spiritual work and mental contemplation has its downsides.

You manifest through them actually. It's great to have this awakening while interacting with "other" people. I think this is what it's missing to most solipsistic awakenings, have such breakthrough in a room full of people, you will understand the dynamics of how solipsism actually works, you will see your existential consciousness flowing in and out of each and everyone in the same way it does with the room and your very own body and mind.

Depends on where you are at. I feel like you are ready to become your own master, wise up and acknowledge your own Sovereignity

Love the fact that you cannot love yourself more. That's what God does to soothe me Could be. Maybe your approach could also be improved. You talked with inner turmoil, it's better to challenge bullshit from a collected and aware space, being direct and compassionate. Why do you challenge others? Because you actually love them and Truth, so make a more efficient move towards that end. You will get better results, that's what I've discovered

@Dodo You recognised God in Christ? How do you know? Do you recognise God in me? In the computer? in the room? in your breathing? in your blinking? in your own body feelings? in your own thoughts, intellect and mind? in your stupidity and fears? in your brilliance and genious? in your whole self? in your "I"? under all forms? in direct experience? in formlessness? in awareness? in consciousness? in existence? in reality? in imagination? in Infinity? In God there is only God Whatever you are calling God is but a figment of God, to ever admire God in it's infinitude is God's play, Reality is it's playground, God playing all roles, equally infinite in all corners... words lose their point and you cannot find a single spot, where God is not.

Don't be so anal, there is no wolf behind the curtains that will kill you! There is no snake, it's just a rope

@Paul5480 I had the same reaction. The first time I realized God is me, God started crying because for the first time ever I was able to love myself. It's hard to explain the goodness of realizing that it is not what you do which makes you lovable but it's what you are, which is love itself, Ultimate Goodness. All my life criticising and hating myself, pushing my limits, feeling that I'm not enough and then I find out I am absolute Perfection, pure Infinity, God itself. It's like wow, I basked in that self-love and appreciation for myself as much as I could. It was like discovering the best thing in existence in the last place you would search for. It flipped me inside out with self acceptance and Love of my own nature. I was at peace