Davino

@Ampresus Yeah, I get what you are saying, I'm also struggling throught it myself. I'm happily in a fulfilled relationship but when I see a hit chick walking in the street I get horny. I feel bad in a way because I see that is corruption in myself but I can't help it. So I tried to repress it and change it and that creates inner conflict in myself. There is a drive in the body feeling body for very primal reasons in man. It's a dilemma learning to navigate and get the right balance to have a last fulling relationship with a woman, your long life travel partner. It's mudy terrain my friend! That's a lack of maturity but it's hard to make it mature. I have a very open and communicative relathionship with her. However, talking about this topic makes her extremely emotional, insecure and defensive, it is also the case with most women. This just adds another layer of complexity to the issue. So after reading Leo's commentary I maybe consider porn to also handle that as I hardly watch it or do my own. Still some portion of just mere femenine to masculine interaction in wordly interaction. There is just something beautiful and fascinating about watching a beautiful woman. In the deep sense but also in the wide sense. It seems you are on moments in life that require you to take a decision. There is a calling, a challenge that requires commitment with her, you have doubts about that? Investigate them and resolve them by yourself and decide where your life is gonna go. There are two majero activities in most humans lifes, job and wife. Get it right! In my case, I know she is the love of my life. If anything makes it work is love, because I know you do love her brother. You have a mega side bonus here, your both familities are friends and love each other. I haven't had that luck in my relationship and makes a lot of a difference, feel lucky about that, you can choose your partner not your family, but you can make your own family in your own terms, have children, pets and home. When you start living with her it will be a challenge but you know what, it is worth to make such an investment if you feel the hunch and decide to i. A virtual hug brother! Davino

I know, I was when it was decided by the community. I wanted to set the record straigth about legality, that's all

@Leo Gura Which country's laws should we consider? I noticed in the Terms of Service that in case of issues, everything will follow Nevada's laws. Would this also apply to sourcing? To have some point in reference, for example Salvia is fully legal in Nevada but not in Alabama

Some months ago I was depressed when I discovered that. I wanted to become more conscious than what psychedelics or my body allowed me to without dying... It sometimes scares me how much love I have for becoming ever more conscious and awake. That faded away and I'm working my way up to handle higher God-Realization without literally becoming so conscious that I die. I'm enjoying more than ever my everyday life but what would I give to not have any limits whatsoever regarding Awakening, oh I would give it all!

@Leo Gura They are both very powerful but Salvia for me is way more intense. I've had crazy 5meo trips but man I remember what were the most intense peak moments of my whole existence, it was beyond radical to breakthrough in Saliva. So intense. Salvia is hard to handle for me and for most psychonauts. Have you been able to smoke Salvia again? Have you tried the sublingual liquid Salvia Extract called Sage Goddess Emerald Essence from Sage Wisdom Botanicals? I really feel you should give it a try, when conditions are favourable, but have it in your magic toolbox, I know you'll like it

@Bazooka Jesus @Breakingthewall God God God Infinityyyyy I wanted to join the party! 👉👈

It's more gentle, feminine, energetic, soothing and the work you do in malt applies to 5meo and viceversa. Malt will allow you to work through the resistance to opening while 5meo wants to directly blast you into that, which can cause discomfort.

It must have been so. In all videos I saw everyone extremely shocked and surprised, even shouting.

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You are confusing states with stages. The whole point of SD is that we are talking about developmental stages not peak states. So looking at it through those lens is very narrow, although it may have some utility. Some weeks ago, post 5meo trip I had for the first time an exploration into coral SD. In this sense we can say that there are tools that allow some kind of glimpses and there are states that overlap with how a development stage would feel like. However, this kind of approach towards Spiral Dynamics is very nuanced and usually leads to confusion for the untrained eye.

Why does so much consciousness feel dangerous to the system? You feel really alive but it has some taste of danger to the body, it asks you in a way to return to homeostasis.

I always wanted to build myself in way that, independently of the historical political system ruling society I would be able to live happily and successfully. Being an active member of society involves cocreating government and I would like to build a nurturing ecosystem rather than a hostile one. That means, the collective doing its part nurturing the individual and the individual person, thriving self-sufficiently from the collective, as best as one is able to.

Nice Now have that experience and incorporate thought 💭 and every other hindrance 🐍 Till you can't find anything that isn't the divine itself 🎇

I have the feeling that people don't consider the importance of middle class. A healthy society usually is a Gaussian distribution centered in the middle class, with few people very poor or very rich. Although this is a game of contrasts, I see a tendency towards polarization in many spheres. A healthy society is one that facilitates the enrichment of the individual with collective structures as well as having safety nets so that people don't fall into extreme poverty and they can trampoline outside of bad life circumstances.

Control is certainly more overdone than underdone Taoism is following the natural flow of Reality.

What is better a hammer or a knife? Depends, what do you wanna do?

At this point I'm here to have fun

@Ishanga Oh, okay now I understand better. I'm sure you will improve your analogies with time!

@Ishanga I don't fully get your point. What is clear is that nobody wants to have his ass under fire. Empathy is a joke compared to when deep pain and suffering is actually happening to you. I have found my views on pain/suffering a bit naive with time. Suffering can get so bad you would kill yourself to make it stop, everyone would...

Suffering or pain ultimately does not matter. Ultimately does not matter, but relatively it matters a fucking lot! I have been humbled too many times by suffering and pain to hold those positions anymore

Full drug decriminalisation was quite successful in Portugal. I'm extremely in favour of legalizing all drugs. Nevertheless, I'm more hesitant towards the how to implement it. What are your thoughts?

@MellowEd wise up, you are spiritually cringe

Enjoy your walk. Lots of love Davino

Many times if you question any fear to death you will see that: It's just the fear of ceasing to exist, whether some fragment of existence, what you say you are, or the whole of existence

What is a belief? Religions are a web of beliefs. For you to arrive to Australia, you need to believe Australia actually exists. In the same way, each Religion guides you towards a room in the hotel of infinity. Why is this worth it? Well, I was very surprised when I had a Taoist mystical awakening. It's extremely unique. These kind of things would have been rare to discover on my own.