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Once you get transcendent enough, the transcendence ends up kissing itself in the ass and totally merging back again with the now experience, in the most strange loop way you can't imagine I see beauty and divinity everywhere that's precisely why I want to exalt it and make it my life's meaning. Surviving is often an obstacle for this maximization of consciousness and meaning that I feel spontaneously motivated to flow in. It is precisely because I love my mundane life that I can't stand the way I'm living to make ends meet, not because it's bad, but because how good I know it can be. I can't express in words how much I enjoyed listening to this masterpiece. You gifted me a precious moment, I'll check more songs of this kind. Thanks

@Clarence I see the beauty in human life, the problem is that I'm stuck in a very demanding scenario which asks me to do daily things which I'm not interested in at all. I have at least 1 year more to go about this and have been 4 years in this situation. I'm simulatenously studying two engineering degrees which I thought I would like but I don't, and I thought it would get better with time but it just got worse and I now must finish. I really do think that when I'm able to complete my university studies next year I'll have some hope to make peace in myself. However till that happens, I think I'll just have to suffer through it, i've tried everything for these years and still haven't been able to reconcile it. My only hope is to find a job that is aligned with my values and that I enjoy doing, have the classical job experience for some good years, make a financial cushion for my girlfriend and me to then start my own bussiness. So yeah if this a lesson, make sure you pick properly your major and don't hesitate to change if you are not feeling good, it won't go any better with the years.

@TrevorEmdon Hi my friend, welcome to the forum. I don't say they are mutually exclusive for everybody but I still haven't figured out how to balance them in my life. I guess this will be a pretty common problem for other people too. why? because its' very difficult to experience transhuman levels of consciousness and then take seriously the human game, no, the spell has been broken but you still have to play the game. No, not at all. The way I pursue spirituality cannot fit into that paradigm. You cannot live in the states of consciousness I'm talking about, you can't move or talk, you can barely sit straight and even taking the next breath is an adventure, a conscious decision that rests on your will.

@LambdaDelta I can relate brother. Thanks for sharing, it makes me feel better knowing that is a common struggle.

@Fountainbleu how was that transition? What made you take such decision?

@Javfly33 I'll make a shift to a more horizontal spirituality because I cannot keep my approach and handle a regular life. For me spirituality is all about blowing the limits of my consciousness into higher consciousness. Doesn't matter the practice, I do it with a lot of intensity till the breakthrough. A more stable horizontal path would allow me to be more grounded and mindful. While being fairly satisfied. Thanks for the advice, those are good ways for integration.

Don't ground your present experience on science or matter or brains or humans or in anything, as much as you can: be groundless. Be in direct experience, you are in the right direction towards Truth but you still haven't grasped that this is a dream for real and not a material universe. That's still in the back of your mind and worldview and is limiting your sense making. You can use science as useful lens but you cannot have it all the time on while being unaware of it, particularly on existential truthful inquiry. Human self is a contraction of energy and feelings, like a tight fist. A beautiful structure, like soap bubbles. Location arises from consciousness not the other way around. Consciousness is everpresent and absolute, all encompassing and Infinite. Being and consciousness are identical. in the initial phases it is perceived as being or what is. When realization matures and deepens, being is seen as pure consciousness. Tricky questions I'm still contemplating myself. I have a little pet theory of consciousness vs awareness. While everything is consciousness you may not be aware of it. So All is consciousness but you may not be conscious of all what consciousness is, that property of consciousness I call awareness. Right now you may be unaware of your nose in your visual field, nevertheless it is being held in consciousness. Well in truth it is consciousness itself. Consciousness and Awareness (conscious of consciousness) may provide an useful lens for your inquiry.

It's good to get the masculine femenine psychology.

@Yimpa You are a necessary balancing tool for the forum

@BlurryBoi Only when it is manifested as all loss is there hope for It to manifest as all gain

chop wood, carry water

@Leo Gura choose your venom as they say

I am enlightened and parecetamol stopped making effect on me... I think it's a reasonable skepticism, don't you think? Maybe psychedelics don't affect them in the same, well ok. And so? what is the point after all this conversation @bambi?

Yes, I did notice. To me is not a problem, it's the perfect design of life. Why is it for you a problem?

True, then why enlightenment? why meditation?

Of course Those reports, if you seriously investigate them, are more anecdotical than factual. Not different from hitting yourself in the head and now psychedelics don't work, well okay. Some mystics may be inmune to psychedelics, is that supposed to be good? I don't think so. Or is that a good story to say oh I've transcended psychedelics and my way is better than yours and so on. I'm interested in none of that. Just test for yourself and you will see the effectiveness of each tool as I have done in myself

I'm definitely feeling it It really opens my chest up, it melts me. It's the love of pure consciousness, it bursts opens all doors, and it made me feel for the first time in my life. I'm still exploring Love in my trips but I'm making real progress. It's funny because nobody actually said anything that caused the Love but I feel like the intentions through everyone of you made me more prone to such realization. It's weird to put it into words but it is the case

I'm gonna be honest here. I'm really clueless about Love, it's something I really wanna experience but it slips again and again from my fingers. I would like to know if you have any tips to experience deepers levels of love because I scratched the surface but cannot penetrate deeper. I'm not interested on intellectual understanding, but on direct experience, the actual thing! then I'll take my understanding from the real source. How can I experience profound levels of metaphysical Love?

Funny enough you have a hard ego to crack The Psychonaut is habitually humbled Taken enough 5meo, consistently enough, long enough... you will see all those card tricks fly out the window Just a peak, yeah.. But what a peak! You will never EVER be the same

Nah, consciousness is all there is How come Psychedelics stop affecting anybody after Enlightenment? They stop tasting spicy food or something I'm just giving straigth away methodology Do a 10 day long 5meo retreat Compare it with whatever 10 day retreat meditation technique you do See the results Repeat again and again You will see that what I say is not fantasy but actuality

Sometimes Sometimes I look inside you and say: OH MY BELOVED GOD What is preventing you from doing a 10 day long 5meo retreat? You will see God Please do it and prove me wrong

I respect your Harakiri that's why I don't go talking about it as if I knew what it is. Talking about being humble or egoic on the conversation about what God is... sigh I started crying contemplating about God a few moments ago. The point is you will not cry on the floor saying: Oh Infinite Being! Oh no Self! Oh Consciousness! You will say: OH MY FUCKING GOD Because that's what it is, and you may have an extraordinary baseline consciousness or may have unveiled the egoic structure; congratulation! But if you get seriously conscious, God will appear in front of your eyes and there's no way around it. God is Infinite Being But Infinite Being is not all God is In the same way a siberian husky is a type of Dog and Dog is not only siberian huskies. You just need a shit tone of consciousness, maybe your methodology doesn't allow such peaks. If it did you would be talking about God. You prefer Harakiri? Enjoy it, I'll explore it too but I'm not gonna talk as if I knew what Harakiri is like as you do with God, because it's clear you don't know what God is nor what it entails. I'm still crude in God-Realization, but I have a better idea than you, that for sure.

@Water by the River Have you ever God-Awoke? For real, don't bullshit me. Have you Realized you are God and that God is all there is and all that God entails? If so, What is God? If not, what are you even talking about? You see, Godliness is a very specific no return point.

@Leo Gura I think there are much better examples of high consciousness from birth. In fact, I've always thought that the avatar traditions all around the world could easily be explained by such phenomenon. Individuals being born with exceptionally high consciousness by default.

@Inliytened1 I'm getting more accuracy in hitting the love note I usually get in agregate with other facets Now I want Love for it's own sake I'm getting Love very intertwined with consciousness. It makes sense, as many say Love is Absolute Love is ever-present, must be so if it's absolute, I'm getting in tune with the taste Mmm That's a new angle. I get you Thanks! Super good advice