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I got a lot of time for meme thinking outside the forum It was actually very productive, I finally discovered my life purpouse: Philosophy. I've been having major breakthroughs in the functioning of my Mind. Cleaning my constant background worldview from science and cultural conditioning has been quite profound. I was also concerned Leo would disappear just like that.

You have NO clue how hard it is to survive as full time hermit A joke, you will spend 12h surviving in the woods and the rest meditating; in case you are not sick, or injured or find no food. You haven't studied seriously how these people lived, you have a fantasy. Living fully on your own is very damn hard.

It's intuitive, you inhale and that's it. You position yourself so that it doesn't fall out nor it falls to the throat. You will know this because powder will fall your nose or because your throat starts tasting very chemical. Divide half in one nostril and the other half in the other nostril. Yes, it's below threshold. If you don't feel anything you can snort another 5mg.

Thanks for sharing Never heard about Deschloroketamine honestly

@aklacor727 I've been thinking and I remembered a few other things: taking half a tea spoon of triphala every night helped me to dissolve this energetic contractions from a new angle. To speed up this process I also decided to shift to a vegetarian diet, although now that this process is almost finished I'm slowly transitioning back to an omnivore diet. Pranayama and wim hoffman also became handy, martial arts as well, and psychedelics: particularly LSD and the 5meos. Wearing rudrakshas also helped me a lot. So that would be all I have discovered about this topic for now. In case any other thing resonated with you

It is so Look it like this. You may practice kickboxing, then judo and afterwards jiu-jitsu on the ground. After these individuals martial arts you may put them all together and practice MMA, Mixed Martial Arts. Leo's videos on "State of Consciousness Is Everything" and "The Many Facets Of Awakening" will come handy to get the bigger picture and leave no stone unturned

It seems you grasped it properly, both in the way you explained it and the honesty I felt. Is there anything you want to particularly point out?

@aklacor727 So happy to heart that When it comes to the heart, the release is usually emotional and feely. When it comes to the guts, the release is visceral, primal and animal. These areas of the body store a lot of trauma and energy over our lifetime. Meditation was bringing that up to consciousness for release but for the moment it can be too much undigested material in your biomemory to handle it via meditation. Know that after some full rounds (2years) you will be able to handle obstructions mostly via mediation and kundalini will be for the circulation of energy arround the body. You will be guided step by step now that you have the tools. Trust the process and recognise this as a great sign that your meditation and spiritual path is working, so much so, that literally your physical vessel is being evolved and prepared to host higher consciousness as your baseline stage

Yeah, very common when you are doing things properly. Congratulations! Open up and relax, go with the intention of releasing the contracted energy. Both by effort as well as simply relaxing and expanding. Feel free to move your body as it wants to move, for energy work is good to let the body do its thing and we just trust the process Kundalini yoga can help you, particularly search for heart chakra opening. Meditation still does it with time, but it's a bit slower in releasing the energetic dimension in comparison with yoga. When you are supposed to meditate do this kriya. After finishing you can meditate for a little while if you feel like it or continue with your day. This will synergize with your meditation. Yogigems has many other videos for working with that energy, both for the heart as for other body areas. You will see that as you continue to practice probably the stomach will be the next for release, her videos will become handy again for that. Once there is a full round of body release, you may start working with kundalini through the whole body, it will come in rounds. Usually the head, then the heart and finally the stomach, you have opened the head via meditation now comes the heart and finally the guts, then again you will open the head and so on in rounds. This is very common and feels like dropping backpacks of stones when you get used to the process. Remember that your body will mature and evolve with you in this path. Wish you the best, lots of love

Definetely is not an algorythmic calculation Man is a microwave, Woman is an oven So make sure that you are both hot and confy in your relationship before opening up to much emotionally. Usually girsl should open up first emotionally, then you know it's time for you to express yourself. Don't repress it either, maybe just hold that poker card. Other than this little social calibration, I've personally been just spontaneous. It's love, it flows out of your eyes even if the magic spell of "I love you" is not casted

Get a taste and you will see how other people feel. Then try to incorporate that in your life and even use it in life event scenarios, not to talk on a forum most definetely. Precisely SO What do you think is meant by getting outside your comfort zone? This is the emotional work you want to avoid. So either you stop desiring what you are desiring or do what you have to do to get what you want. Any other middle point is insanity. So get clear about that

Don't give a fuck, be yourself. You are a slave to others, this is a sure path to misery. Being yourself at least gives some chance for honest living and fulfilling life Stop being a kid, you ain't a victim of the world. You are lion and you'll have to survive, mommy and daddy ain't gonna be all your life with you, gotta wake up, survive, mature and do your life. Time will help you with that, it will take you more time than other people. This is the hand you have been dealt, now you can play it properly and accelerate the game. You will get to know yourself when you have no other choice but to fight for yourself, for your life, otherwise you will end up in the street and dying. This is what all adults do in the world, this is life. Get a professional duty, go live alone, clean the toilet, make your own food, talk to girls, go partying, get out of your mind and realize who Clarence is, your most authentic human self expression

Depends on the country. Europe universities are mostly the same in terms of actual quality, but status does matter. The difference is usually from a good to an excellent university. In other countries I cannot say, but probably there is a bigger gap

I get you, I get along with autistic people throughout the spectrum. The point is you would love to be free from inhibitions but in your case an acute social calibration is needed which precisely inhibits you more. The only way out is in, you'll have to expose yourself to massive experience to rewire your whole brain and learn how to be comfortable in uncomfortable situations. I remember once when I was watching a professional actor doing solo performance in a theater. He said that improvisation is what takes more backwork, let that sink in. It's by massive experience that paths are walked and then you know how to navigate them as experiences repeat in life and also feel confident manage new situations with ease. To help boost this process taking low doses of MDMA when going to a particularly social events or before a party, just to get a bit loose helps a lot. An autistic brain with MDMA usually becomes much more balanced, feely and flowing, a man with mdma becomes more girly and a girl with M becomes an explosion of emotions. See where I'm going? so maybe little doses of M will help you get a taste of how other people are feeling, the state they are in and then do all the hard difficult emotional work you don't wanna do, to make that state your default living stage. Martial arts may also help you to break all the muscular tension built up on your body over the years. Any kind of sport will help, but martial arts will be the best.

How does total independence look like? Uppaluri Gopala Krishnamurti may offer an example of that U.G Krishnamurti, The Spiritual Terrorist:

That was fun to watch

I know you feel like shit, but you can't surrender to that feeling, you need to keep fighting and having faith even when there seems to be none. You can't let yourself down now, just for today make it a desire to continue living, keep walking, one step at a time, one breath united to the next, you'll make it, I believe in you

I feel this video ties down nicely with breaking your mind and how that feels like in a visual fashion

Customize it for you, make it enjoyable and engaging. Don't make it an ordeal but don't fall back to home habits either. Just be clear that for these 10 days you are in retreat. Some people say the middle of the retreat is the best, in the beggining you are getting used to the rythm, at the end you are subconsciously thinking of your future chores, in the middle is usually when you can dive deep. This is what I've heard over the years, but I don't have first hand retreat experience, so take it with caution

@Leo Gura Is there any game you have worked on that you particularly like and want to share? I'd like to try it out and have fun playing it. Otherwise, what is your taste for videogames, what do you like?