Davino

Smoking ROA gives a unique vibe to the experience in the same way the digestive way does.

First Breakthrough: Doing the visualization was the first time I felt the energy of Life Purpose, of having deep meaning in life. I felt this almost transhuman natural force of life, how it got me through all my life and how it expands into the future with endless enthusiasm and possibilities. I allowed myself to dream for the first time; to see a life where I am free and live the way I would love. My most meaningful life, my best life. Moreover, I allow myself to make it into reality. Passion is the fuel that creates progress and inovation: My soul is on fire. Checking Negative thoughts and limiting beliefs: My talents will not be appreciated by humanity and I'll be an outcast forced to work to survive in a meaningless job --- The LP is very different from the videos, it's new material. I'm feeling this ineer grounding that so much I have longed for. It's funny because LP is turning to be that which I most needed but didn't know I need it.

These distinctions used to be very clear in the beginning but they aren't anymore. Right now they all seem to be the same, but I wanna know your perspective. What do you think are the essence of such distinctions? What is Universal Mind in constrast with Consciousness and in constrast with Reality? What is the point and usefulness in such distinctions?

@OBEler A dragon guards all worthy treasures. Fragmentation of psyche may pull you in different directions, that's the dynamic being shared here. They do 5meo again but they have fear, what's that? Accelarating and braking at the same time. Some fragment of you accelerates, the other brakes. Consider the counter intuitive move that if all there was is Accelaration, then all will be at ease and consciousness would flow like water in a laminar flow

LP can be messy but my commitment is unwavering. Like an onion it may have many layers but I'll get to the core, many layers have already blossomed but I wanna get to the most profound inner seed. I feel this is important and I wanna infuse my life with meaning, purpose and Love. What is most fulfilling in a career? Personal Growth & Contribution

Work Ethics: I promise I'll finish the course, watch all the videos, do all the exercises to finally put my Life Purpose into motion. I promise not to rush nor to let it stagnate, but find a constant balance of figuring out my LP and taking real action on it. I trust the process and follow the process. I promise to step out of my comfort zone and step into the fire of Truth as many times as it is necessary to actualize my Life Purpose. I promise to myself that I'll discover why am I alive and what I wanna do before I die.

I feel extremely at ease with 5meos. I don't experience any of that now. In the beginning a bit of fear of the unknown but each trip became more graceful. I'm sure it's very dependent on the individual and the substance. Mushrooms' come up used to fuck with me a lot and even weed nowadays still does. On 5meo I feel like: oh finally a normal day in the office.

Because loving others is its own reward and fearing/hating others is its own punishment. Try both and see this mechanic. There are no shoulds or shouldn'ts but it's very likely you'll feel much better by contributing than by draining. In the end, when you love others you are loving yourself and when you attack others you are only attacking yourself. Also beware to balance nothing matters with everything matters and everything is imaginary with everything is real.

I found Leo through recommendations. His video What Is Truth? appeared and caught my attention. You never know how the algorythm will work.

Surprised this man also talks about the 4th dimension being instrumental in his understanding of Math.

@shree Changing ROA could help. I plug and even though the come up is intense I feel extremely comfortable. Most of the time is the purity of the vessel and inner ecosystem what dictates the reaction to a strong insufflation of Consciousness. Prepare yourself with Kundalini yoga and pranayama before a 5meo trip. I also like to massage my back with one of those rollers, it relaxes all my tension away.

This seems a koan ahhahah

@Shodburrito That's an interesting point to be at. Let me see if I can give you insights into your current situation. We have the possibility that drugs don't affect you the same anymore and that you may enjoy life totally sober, which is great. But we could explore even further: Why do drugs make me anxious? Experiment: Next time I take a drug, I'll do it with the intention to answer the following questions: Why is this experience making me anxious? How can I embrace, feel, and be at peace with this anxiety? What is this anxiety pointing me towards? Is there an intelligence behind the anxiety that I'm feeling? Do different chemicals produce different types of anxieties, or do they have a common source (e.g., fear of the unknown, fear of changing state, bringing to light unresolved trauma from the past, making conscious a constant background anxiety)? Why am I interested in psychedelics? What do I want out of any mind-altering experience? How can I use entheogens to boost my personal development and spiritual path?

I really liked the part where they ask him what is the 4th dimension? This for me is the answer of a genius to a naive question.

Why would you assume that?

@jacknine119 what is your life purpose tobacco and guns?

@theleelajoker let it be and feel it. Where is the last place you wanna look at? Then look at it and feel it, there you will find your answer. What are some assumptions I made about reality that now are being questioned? What am I? What is Other? What is the difference between me and not me? How can I find peace in what I have discovered? How can I transform this situation into an opportunity?

Closed eyes to contract consciousness Open eyes to expand consciousness Half open half closed, non dual level

It makes the mind wonder When I'm in such states I enjoy it, but I also feel some sensations of lack in my chest, like lost paradise

Fair enough Fair enough In fact, I've been reflecting also about it and it's not a bug from you but a feature. I have the intuition, correct me if I'm wrong, that you might be a Detail-Oriented thinker and that your mind may be wired like that. I'm a more abstract full scoop thinker so probably it was this contrast which made me discern imprecisely. It has been an extremely conscious communication between the two of us and I'm really happy about it. Have a nice day @mmKay and if I go to Malaga one day I'll drop you a line.

That's good, so that your close circle knows where you are coming from and have some point of reference in the field. However, I must warn you that the deeper you get into the work the harder it will be to get the feeling of understanding and communion with others, just because you are so different to other human beings. This is not to say you can't connect with humans, of course you can and there is a threshold in development where your friend/girl will respect you and care for you even if your are very different, but is something to consider and it took me some time to come to terms with. Just learn to enjoy the most profound awakenings by yourself. Be like that artist that nobody understood till one hundred years passed, but he loved and recognised his own genius although anyone else did.

@mmKay Many times you ask a bunch of questions without giving useful results oriented advise later. Fill in the gaps in your mind and try to add value to the user that asked. Assuming can get you into problems but you need to the develop the skill of getting the general flavour of a situation without interrogating the thread starter.

Keep your thinking on a very high level; praise and blame, filth and sandal paste must become alike. Nothing in the world should be repulsive to you. Look into our own heart and become repelled by the repulsion. Divinity, is complete, whole, nothing whatsoever can be excluded from it. Thus, there are and must ever be new expressions according to the varying modes that are being manifested at different times and places. Nothing without exception can be rejected or left out where Truth is revealed in its purity and Infinity in its wholeness.

@integral Let go of the desire to convince anyone to your point of view. That's the root solution. Other possible solution are finding like minded individuals and creating an openminded ecosystem.

I like this