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I've already explained why this is happening to you. After my ego death and witnessing/experiencing being god and having everything deconstructed to me. God asked me personally , how it can create a better reality for itself. I couldnt answer because when the 'others' get deconstructed it gets extremely complicated. From what i got and understood is that god is already trying to give itself the best life. You have to understand that God has to keep up with certain balances otherwise the 'others' that you're projecting will be like bots to you. And the 'bot' thing i'm already experiencing it in real life to some degree sometimes, and i see it as some miracle while knowing what this miracle is being caused by

It's so funny to see god is argueing with itself, questioning its existence. The funny thing is that it's just a reflection of my current consciousness and what is within god. In all honesty none of us are awake here, because we are god playing games on behalf of 1 mind in pointless loop. It's is truth that everyone of us has different awakenings but it all points to god. Your existence and behaviour will start pointing to god at all times when you're already reaching an end point because there is nothing else than god.

He isn't, there is no such thing as god realization while being in the dream in other words realizing god and doing anything you want. It is only possible if you "CHOOSE" a dream like that but even when you "CHOOSE" a dream like that you're still not god realized because you can only go so far in consciousness otherwise "others" will dissapear. Inliytened1 is just god playing games, he isn't in control , he types sht on behalf of GOD just as Leo

@Inliytened1 That thread got closed, but here is my reply The infinity that you're pointing at is some hyperloop of geometrics going on forever, you're not awake yet. Even the infinity can be deconstructed, because when you're being that vibration asking yourself about your existence and why you're alone, the infinity will lead you to total void and darkness all around you. You will experience yourself there as 1 vibration that goes forever automating everything. Looks like you need to awake more if you're saying such things as "the word or the pointing to is the limit" Becoming infinity is not a limit. You're basically saying, god knows how it came into existence, god knows why it's alone and the only thing in existence, god knows what is outside of god, god knows how creativity came to be. This is what you're saying, you need to wake up instead of copying what others are saying

I have been in the infinity, the infinity itself leads to these questions and because it's a limit you will see total void there . From this total void/darkness the infinity starts. Most of you don't even know that the so called love that we experience here, is you loving god =other. But there in the infinity there is no other, the so called "love" is just a vibration producing this magical heat from itself from being extremely conscious. But nobody talks about this, because nobody is more awake than me/

False i keep reading this all the time it's like nobody is truly awake but me, everything is only infinite below the thoughts "how did i come into existence as god" , why is there nobody else but me? All my sessions even when i'm not in the infinity mode lead to these questions and its like god is pointing to it all the time, specially how i came into existence question. It's like god digging and trying to find out about its existence. When you're in the infinity, the infinity itself starts from this question. So these questions are the limit itself and this is where god sits taking a break, everything below is infinity. So in the big picture, god isn't truly infinite, but nobody else talks about it. They're just parroting things from others, just as about love. Looks like i'm the only one awake

@Leo Gura You know why the people in this thread aren't truly positive about you claiming to be the only "one" awake? It is because you weren't conscious at the time of making this thread that it's truly your dream and that others are you? Try this for research purpose Take 300-400 ug lsd-p1, truly give yourself to god and ask god/yourself to be killed. After you have done that and you have experienced omniscience where everything is deconstructed to you post the same thread right after, the others will confirm this that it was correct by only posting positive comments in the same thread and congratulating you?

Thanks, makes me feel better

Leo are you awake that researching or keeping yourself busy with consciousness is completely meaningless, because at the end you will be omniscient and choosing a new dream anyway? Leo are you awake that the point of life and god, is just to live and to experience "others" within your dream? Leo are you awake to that the reason god puts itself into a dream is to escape its true reality? Leo are you awake that "others" serve as automated deception system to keep you in the dream and to keep the perfect balance of life and "other". Leo are you awake to that the "deception" that others portray like saying, there is always something better then this or something better to look up to in life is God trying to give you heaven by using "others" Because in Gods formless absolute reality there is more suffering in its existence and loneliness. Leo are you awake that it is yourself (god) trying to keep you safe/loved and in the dream because from the absolute this is actually what you truely want?

When you have experienced god, shortly after nobody else is more awake then you. But you're still in the dream, all the thoughts that you receive are from God and if you're in the dream it is up to god to give you or show you what you deserve in order to keep the balance of life and 'other' intact

It's not interacting with itself from separate dream, it is you interacting with yourself from a consciousness level that you're operating at right now which makes it seems that there is seperation between you and the other. There is 1 consciousness level where it really starts becoming obvious that when you talk to others it's just you talking to yourself or god the father that is not incarnate in a physical body

Yes, but at that point you're operating from unity consciousness/god. God is within you, even when you're in the dream you can still access God/Unity consciousness but that requires you awakening yourself as god while being in the physical body. But most of the time the so called "ascended masters" that are in a physical body are still dreaming and are having their own dream of choice of being in contact with god. At the end of your normal dream or death while not being an ascended master like now, you simply become more and more conscious until you are becoming omniscient at that point there is no point anymore to stay or be an "ascended master" because you're so conscious that these type of things don't matter anymore and you just simply quit the dream.

I don't understand your definition of duplication, consciousness itself can't duplicate itself it can only make itself smaller. The gods questions, What am I? How i came to existence? Why there are no others? , are the limits of infinity this is where the godhead or your pov resides. Those thoughts are the limits of god within the infinity, everything that is below these thoughts can be duplication of consciousness or whatever you want it to be but at that point it's simply turning into a dream.

That's why there are no souls, i remember i was in shock/annoyed when Leo Gura said to me that there were no souls and it's some jumbo mumbo until i awoke to this myself and have seen how everything works. The so called "soul" dont exist, it only exists within your own dream, even if you would enter another dream reality where everything is more closer to god and more conscious the so called "souls" that you knew will be totally different in behavior and are not the same person. It's also not possible to just take these "characters/people" from this dream and put them in another higher consciousness dream, because a big change like that already changes the person completely. There is only 1 real soul, and that is god/unity/being that chooses the dream. Pic below for illustration

it's already doing it all the time, it's called dreams

I'm gonna explain you how it works, nobody else is conscious of this. You as god, already chose your dream and your character within your "own" dream. It's your own dream because you are the chooser, nobody else did. By you choosing this dream, you specifically made an illusion of yourself to be the only "god". So the dream is all about you, the others are simply being a projection of you within your own dream and a reflection what is within god/you. In your own dream there is nobody else that is more conscious then you, you will die by simply becoming more conscious and more conscious until you decide consciously or unconsciously to leave your dream.

You're not awake yet, everything is up to god. And if those were his first experiences, says enough to me. The arrogance is you trying to outdo god

During my recent ego death i was looking at my heart beating, consciousness was showing me that i have to stop/pierce my heart in order to go further. It was a very scary and intense moment, first time i got scared and didn't do it. But then after 1-2minutes i realized i cannot die, and even if i die so be it... So again i closed my eyes and consciousness showed me again my heart beating inside my body and i pierced through it with my consciousness. After that i experienced ego death and reality was deconstructed and i was a form of god that was within me, i was vibration itself vibrating in the void. I gained many insights specially on Death/suicide Who are others/souls What happends after deaths How god dreams up realities Why we are here But the most important insight, is that you if you really truely want to leave this dream you can do it consciously or unconsciously. After gaining all the insights and returning to my physical visual pov, my hands and my whole body was vibrating in pureness and for some reason at that moment i grabbed my phone and there was a clip playing of yoganandas mahasamadhi , at that moment i couldnt control my body or hands it's like god wanted me to see this video. While watching this video below , thought got sent to me and god said to me: You just killed yourself right when this part of the clip was playing 6:36 to 6:47 which was a miracle by itself. When i pierced my heart i was also shown that the reality i was in and died got shoved away and i was still here, because i chose to be here. Because after being that vibration/god in the void i realized that this is heaven and i didn't want to be alone as god because there was no fun. When you die or kill yourself, it doesn't actually happen... Because you're god nothing can kill you, if you shoot yourself the gun didnt actually go off but in another reality it actually die but you will never experience that. On a higher consciousness field that we can't see, it's all god around you. Can you imagine consciousness killing consciousness on a higher level? It doesn't happen, god is so infinitelly intelligent that there are safety mechanism for everything and you're being taken care of at all times and the balance of stability/life/the other is being kept to almost a perfection always. Also i got an insight about the video below from god, my life is pre recorded like a movie just like in this video.

No, i told you it started the next day It's not really panful and i don't really experience discomfort, it's like it's there for me to feel. I think the reason for this, is god or myself letting me know how real that experience was. true, but then you're literally walking god i think

You as god believe it or not already made this decision, for this specific dream you're in. When you're in infinity and are conscious of everything and can do everything but you're still stuck with couple of questions that will drive you mad, how you came into existence and why you're alone , you would want to get out of there as soon as possible. Next time chose a role of being an ascended master/semi god in human body in your next dream, but believe me it will be worse then your current reincarnation. The reason god incarnates is to truely experience "other" and to experience peace in not being conscious and to experience death, you experience death and peace every time you go to sleep. The time you don't have a dream but just black screen you're dead and in peace. Even if you would experience heaven with "others" where you would have even more possibilities then here, you would hate it too because when there are "others" god is in control of "others" at all times you would still experience "life" which means all the sides of life that god has within.

no point, and that's not gonna happen. It's up to god and his intention to get what he deserves/desires. Before my first ever psychedelic, i had huge interest in religion/psychology , did many researches on my own in psychology, then came into spirituality had some awakenings on my own without psychedelics. Reached all my lifes goals, read like 60 spiritual books regarding spirituality/consciousness then i did my first psychedelic. So what you're saying is not gonna do anything. Everything is up to god.

this boy is sleeping deeply

We will never know , since it's happening on the level of the mind... We can only speculate, but i doubt it has anything to do with higher states of consciousness because most of the symptoms including behavior are of low quality consciousness. Higher consciousness in people is always spotted in people easily, they most likely have ego boundary problems and because of this they might get psychotic and because of their suffering they might start manifesting things so schizophrenia might be linked to level of consciousness of insanity.

All the time where miracles start to happen even, looks like god is giving you party experiences because you're not ready for the real deal.