DrugsBunny

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  1. By this logic you would have no merit asking the difference between 5-MeO-DMT and MALT. I'm seeking information for my safety and there are obviously answers that could satisfy this inquiry.
  2. Honestly, because I plan on taking it in an air-bnb so as not to disturb the people I live with. I don't really want to have to go back on multiple days or something. So I'm thinking I should just go for the breakthrough on the first dose Would it be too mentally taxing to take the first 10mg dose, and then an hour later take the next dose at 15mg, then an hour later take 20mg? The way people talk about it, it seems like I wouldn't wanna trip multiple times in one day.
  3. @OBEler I'm looking to have a breakthrough dose though. Do people usually get up and do stuff while on breakthrough doses?
  4. I should mention that this OBE was not from a sleep paralysis, it just happened randomly, but definitely has to do with my sleep issues, as it was a couple months ago, right in the middle of this period I've been having sleep paralysis. LSD is often quite pleasant, I'm just accustom to it and don't really see myself deriving much benefits from it anymore. Would you recommend heavy metal detox even though my sleep issue is not narcolepsy? This is what I was hoping. Only problem is my friend who I would have asked to trip sit me moved back to California, and nobody else in my life is comfortable with this usage of psychedelics. I'm thinking of getting an air-bnb here in Vegas to try it solo, but I'm worried I might have a weird trip and disrupt the property I'm staying in. Is this a genuine concern or is it extremely unlikely I could injure myself or damage the property while on 5-MeO-DMT? Somehow I'm skeptical I will have this much lucidity as to make that conscious decision while high on 5-MeO.
  5. @Brivido I don't consider myself psychologically unstable, I see it more like I am mentally stable but I've been inundated with a hardship that the universe wants me to experience that just happens to be mind-related. The entities I hallucinate are serving as a sort of catalyst to trigger my desire to wake up on 5-MeO-DMT. The alternative would be to continue living with this fear in the back of my head that entities are malevolently controlling my life. I've tripped on LSD probably about 15 times and I don't imagine mushrooms would be much different. I do not hallucinate entities when I take LSD, so it doesn't seem likely I could practice loving such entities. I'll check this out.
  6. The truth is, although this was my most "provocative, eerie" SP hallucination yet, I wasn't nearly as afraid as I was 5 months ago. Everything I'm saying now is just a sort of precaution, because obviously it does present somewhat of a threat, so I will do my best to combat it, so to be honest, it wasn't terrifying like it would have been a few months ago, but I just want people to treat this as if I am terrified. I honestly don't know how I was so calm. It was definitely alarming but 5 months ago when this started happening I could hardly function. Thank you. This is comforting. Yeah at one point I experienced an entity that sounded like a kid and it's demeanor was equally juvenile. It said "I hope you have nightmares" in this completely unintimidating child's voice and I'm just like, "Wait a minute... what if these entities are actually huge pussies, and just want my attention. Maybe I should feel bad for them." Prior to that I was like, terrified that the entities were way more advanced than me and managed to hack their way into my consciousness. But I think their ability to reach me while in sleep paralysis is just one of their natural abilities. It can still be pretty unnerving. Either way, this was what I considered to be a "calling" to take 5-MeO-DMT. Some of the recent hallucinations I had were like... I'm not sure how to describe it, but it was like sleep paralysis hallucination combined with a dream. It definitely wasn't a dream, because the tactile (sense of touch) hallucination felt exactly like SP hallucinating, and just the general awareness was that of a SP episode, but it had other facets like a dream, such as being in an environment that wasn't my room, whereas in SP it's always in my room. The recent ones have been alarming because these entities have learned things about me, such as my friend who they must be impersonating and laughing at me disguised as a friend. So that's pretty alarming. I had a SP hallucination tell me that this friend was going to make an appearance soon, then the next day the entity disguised itself as my friend and I'm just like damn, well, they are definitely planning something with effort to mess with me. Part of me wanted to believe it was actually the friend, but I also had one impersonate my dad, and I know my dad would never impose himself into my SP hallucinations so yeah it must be fake. Crazy how they can do that, and crazier that they would even want to. Yeah I've read all about this. Unfortunately I have not been able to accomplish this. I try surrendering and imagining a new plane of reality, but it hasn't manifested any results. One time I had an out of body experience from sleep, my consciousness was floating above my body, but I freaked out and immediately my consciousness was pulled back into the body. I don't think I will freak out next time. Sounds about right, but I cannot move my body when this happens normally, but in the most recent one, it was a dream combined with SP hallucination, I could sense the entities were real and it was quite distinct from a dream, but this was the first one which I was able to move around. I don't know why, but I started massaging one of the hell-hounds, I think I was trying to get on its good side or something. But yeah, I need to have an awakening. If I'm convinced, I will be doing the 5-MeO-DMT in an air-bnb and it will be my first time. Does anyone know the perfect dose to guarantee a breakthrough without being too intense for a first-time?
  7. He says, having returned from an exhausting day of work only to realize his clan robes had been further damaged by his local dry cleaners. He's having a rough day, or life perhaps, but it's hard to imagine what dreadful misfortune could have obscured his cognition such that posting this inane drivel seemed like a good idea. The irony of ascribing a state of denial to those who hold this position while neglecting to provide any evidence for your claim demonstrates a lack of self-awareness that might just warrant some sort of trophy or prestigious accolade. Accomplishing such stunning ineptitude has surely taken you sincere dedication.
  8. I don't really have any answer that surpasses what I imagine you could come up with. I'd leave it soaking in soap water for a while if you're that concerned over this. I personally don't even wash these tools.
  9. I'm confused why you would need to clean anything. When I boof drugs, I insufflate them with an oral syringe, which has no contact with any other supplies used such as scale or measuring spoons. Obviously syringes used for plugging should not be re-used.
  10. Was this a positive or negative experience? What substance was used to evoke this state of mind? Is your fearlessness in exploring these "dangerous" facets of consciousness something facilitated by having experienced God so thoroughly you are confident every possible state of consciousness is perfect?
  11. @thepixelmonk Yeah, it's odd that anyone who already lends merit to mysticism wouldn't be at least partially open-minded to the claims made here. I was previously a hardcore secular materialist, so having had experiences that outright prove that paradigm false, it's not a huge stretch to give credence to new ideas that might seem fantastical.
  12. @Scholar The irony of a knuckle-dragging transphobe (as evident from this asinine thread of yours) calling anyone delusional.
  13. Would you credit your long meditation retreats for facilitating the baseline consciousness needed to be receptive to this phenomenon while on psychedelics? Is it possible that your true self is the metaphysical entity and Leo is just its version of a physical dream? As for the new ROA, would you say it's more or less dangerous than the half-joking but half-serious prospect of 5MeO + asphyxiation + paint thinners? Down to try either way.
  14. @Leo Gura Considering that I'll be trying it for the first time it makes sense to approach it cautiously. People describe 5-meo-MALT as way more gentle/comfortable. I generally experience nausea with psychedelics, so I'm thinking it's best to go for MALT over DMT here. You're saying it's incorrect to regard the two as equally suitable for awakening while regarding 5-meo-DMT as the harsher one? Like I shouldn't even factor in other people's testimonials when picking between the two? That seems to be what you're saying.
  15. @RMQualtrough If that description was meant to make me more favorable to vaping over plugging you've only achieved the opposite affect, sir. An opportunity to stick a foreign object in the hind end should be relished in any case — irrespective of the high.
  16. @Leo Gura Haha what do you mean? I'd rather be gently guided in a warm blanket of loving source energy into realizing divinity and godhood rather than abrasively ripped from my consciousness and recklessly thrown into a DMT void. This is just the impression I get from the two substances when reading people talk about them on this forum? Do I have something incorrect?
  17. @Brivido Thank you, your posts are always so helpful. @Fluran Damn, thanks. Bookmarking that for sure.
  18. Honestly, I don't think inputting a prompt and sifting through generated images makes one an artist anymore than google-searching two rabbits fucking makes you a biologist. Just my hot take.
  19. Where did you learn that non-duality means infinite? Non-duality mean non-duality, as in, no distinction or innate boundary between any 2 separate objects. Infinity and non-duality are 2 facets of ultimate reality but I would hardly describe them as the same thing. Yes, I'm aware of the irony in drawing a distinction between the two facets while discussing the meaning on non-duality. Let's not inundate ourselves with language games, I can sense where this is going.
  20. Just because the AI is ultimately good for making artistic expression more accessible doesn't mean there aren't negative aspects. It seems you're completely ignoring the capacity for Midjourney to literally copy and steal an orthodox artist's personal style and apply it to and endless array of newly generated images. In such scenarios the original artist would not even need to be credited nor compensated for their contribution to the AI's creation. There are obviously severe negative aspects to this technology, nobody is denying the positive value, but it's good not to be entirely insensitive to the detriments this imposes towards ordinary artists.
  21. From this post it's completely ambiguous whether you're for or against kids transitioning genders. Here's my response if you're against it: Did somebody tell you that parents can selfishly dictate that a kid must get sex reassignment surgery merely to appease the parents? More egregiously, did you actually believe whoever told this to you? Kids are subjected to extensive psychological screening to determine the necessity for sex reassignment. A parent can't just have their kid transition on a whim. Here's my response if you're in favor of it: *Peacefully ignores your post, as there is no asinine drivel that needs scolding*
  22. @Danioover9000 Yes, the arguments Vaush makes here are brutal refutations of our friend @AtheisticNonduality's denunciations of my argument that this destroys the art market for orthodox artists. Vaush went in hard here and made even more refined arguments than what I presented, which is amusingly gratifying. I wonder if @AtheisticNonduality would still hit me up with 48 facepalm emojis after seeing that video.
  23. Considering your previous temperament regarding how dreadfully incorrect my perspective on art marketability is, this seems like a rather emotionally charged response... Seems as if there's as tinge of actual contempt towards orthodox artists, unless I'm misinterpreting something. /imagine [prompt]: low ends of the human soul being affected by AI art Interesting. At least the lowly peasants of outdated artistry will be remembered with elegant flair.
  24. It's a win for humanity, but for obsolete artists who were making money with orthodox artwork this is the death of their marketability. @Leo Gura Midjourney AI I take it? Lookin' good. But now that everyone and their mother can be a stunning artist I think it's offensively optimistic to deny that this drastically shifts the profitable market for artwork much to the disfavor of orthodox art creators.