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@Loveeee Could you share your sources for learning yoga nidra?

@Jowblob I don't get how God would find something unbearable when it's formless, unattached, untouched. Isn't something being unbearable an ego problem?

You know when you get up too quickly and start to trip for a few seconds and almost blackout? Once I recklessly did that on purpose trying to get to that edge. I blackout for half a second and fell down head first on the concrete floor. The moment I hit my head I felt so much regret and started to beg for forgiveness for harming the body as I was getting up in immense pain with a big ball in my bleeding head. Curiosity can be so stupidly naive sometimes.

@Jowblob Thank you.

Could you talk more about this?

Don't you even begin with this "other" shit But I get what you mean, if you start thinking you know much you become arrogant and closed-minded.

@Leo Gura I can't wait!

@Someone here You've earned my respect for your honesty brother!

@Leo Gura I have this very deep suspicion that people don't have independent consciousness long before Actualized, long before even hearing about solipsism.

@Leo Gura Whatever you write here on this forum, if I see it, you are talking to me, directly? That is obvious, actually...

Watch Unforgiving 1992 You'll love the realness.

Where do you get this bullshit from?

@Leo Gura So you are talking to me?

Yeah, try to meditate with the flu or sleep deprived

If you truly desire understanding, you don't have a choice. You are in the game and only understanding will fulfill you. Feel Leo's teachings touching deep inside you. Or, just be arrogant.

@Sincerity I remember when I was a kid, I used to enjoy and love way more than now. Is it possible to enjoy every situation? Do you? Is that innocence, openness, willingness, enjoyment, what is meant by loving what IS, loving God? Can I love and enjoy being sliced open? Or some other thing like that?

Nice! That is a great explanation for Self Inquiry.

@Leo Gura You know what? Fuck you Leo. Ban me if you want.

4, out of 40. This result actually concerns me. I might be so much of a narcissist that I don't even realize it!

Seriously man, 0.2 cm of skin is nothing. Try pulling out a tooth and suffering won't be imaginary. Obviously, don't try it. But I get your curiosity. Use moments like when you accidentally kick your furniture to practice staying in pain or putting your body in an uncomfortable position. Close your eyes and try to be with pain, don't run away from it. Maybe one day you become able to do a root canal without painkillers like Ralston allegedly did.

@Sincerity Yeah, I deleted it too late!

@Leo Gura

I feel exactly like that. Since 16 yo I can't understand how is it possible to go on living without knowing what the hell is going on here, and everyone around was like robots living without questioning anything and not acknowledging that this is the most important thing ever, how can understanding what you are and what is happening not a top priority? Is like a mission that I don't remember ever agreeing with, and it won't stop haunting me until I understand it.