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I thought you were banned or something. I like you Squeekytoy!

If being awakened means recognizing yourself as the visual field / Mind, then I can tap into being awakened if I focus a bit. Funny how I recognized myself as Mind many years ago but dismissed it because of the story of science

What happened to @Squeekytoy ?

I wish one day I can understand why Leo says that God/Reality is Love. Call it whatever you want but Love...

Don't run from your guilt. Just feel it and allow it. It will pass, and you'll just remember the good moments you had with him.

That would be heaven.

@Leo Gura I understand the point and appreciate you saying "Nobody here is AWAKE", the next step is for you to say "YOU, specifically, is not AWAKE". Isn't?

I don't think I can ever accept that. @Hojo Every time you answer me I get major dejavus.

Infinity doesn't have to actualize every possibility, does it?

@Holykael I'm so sorry. We are connected, you suffer, I suffer. I'm part of you, you are part of me. Just hold on a bit longer. I love you.

This is my last comment on one of your posts. Keep spinning your stories.

Why do you give your father so much power over you? You need to heal trauma. Your problem is not that you know too much, it's that you have trauma! Fuck your father.

I hope this is true, and I look forward to realizing that...

@Leo Gura What is the purpose of my suffering? I can't understand it. Will it ultimately lead to complete Awakening? How many more years do I need to suffer and struggle, could I live an entire life of suffering and only wake up at the end? That would be tragic.

I had an interesting insight kind of related to this. I was walking while thinking and scratched my arm on a torn. This led me to realize that when you are conscious, alert, present, nothing can surprise you. It is like you see it coming from a mile away, before it hits you and by the time it hits you you might be already out of the way.

You already said it would be about reprogramming the mind. But I'm confused now because you wrote Mind with the capital M. 1:43:20 1:44:07

Will you try it? Let us know if you do

Now, start looking for birds sitting quietly in trees. You'll see a lot of them.

Do you see thoughts the same way? I've discovered that thoughts are "real things" but the content is just content you know. Reality is appearance, it's all as real as everything else. But some things are shallower than others, that is why I want the total absolute bottom line of everything.

Don't know man. I don't really care for lies.

I see now. Thought is not history, thought is not past. History (Past) is like a deeper thing, that ties everything together. If I think of an elephant NOW, that's shallower somehow.

@Findus Never mind.

@Leo Gura Are you saying that history only exist as a thought right now?

@Squeekytoy Are you @Michael Jackson by any chance?

@Squeekytoy Don't lie. Is this your first account here?