Razard86

I know...and I don't disagree with what you are saying I agree with everything you said....just not the way you said that one part. People are starting a Spiritual Awakening, but that is different than God Realization or God Awakening. The truth of what we all are is the I AM looking through our eyes, looking at itself. I live from this state sober baseline...and it never gets old. It's literally heaven. Once you break through you are in heaven on Earth. It's quite shocking. I already know how to wake everyone up, the issue is are they open to it. I can coach anybody to God Realization if they are open to it because I discovered what the process TRULY is and current Spirituality Teachers are WAYY to judgmental to hear the process. It is very counter-intuitive. I'll share one of the secrets.... ^^^^This is the first step. You must live authentically from this perspective. Next step you need to see all of life as divine...ALL OF IT!!! If you can truly accept that everything is beautiful then the next step is possible. Meditate and contemplate, and deconstruct your mind till you free yourself from the materialist paradigm that you are some separate individual. This means you must embrace Absolute Solipsism. Reality is both Absolutely Solipsistic, and Absolutely Many. You have lived from the Absolutely Many state your whole life as an ego, you must now strip yourself of your individual ego and realize all ego are YOU. After that....the rest of your life will just be finding more ways to awaken to the beauty that is around you and create ways to share this with the other parts of you.

Holykael stop with your broken logic!! If you didn't feel he exists or I exists....YOU WOULDN'T BE MAKING POSTS!!! You are so illogical you are like the man walking down the street questioning whether he is walking down the street. If you didn't feel anything existed....YOU WOULDN'T BE EXISTING!!! Your very actions are proof, your actions are your own got damn authority. Do you not understand? Wake the fuck up!!! Wake up!!! This is your consciousness telling you stop denying your own existence. I once called you the most honest ego, because you were so honest about your negative emotions. You are also the most dishonest ego because you are not honest about your positive emotions. You refuse to be positive and then claim some other is controlling you. NOTHING IS CONTROLLING YOU!!! BECAUSE THERE IS ONLY YOU!!! Stop with this drivel.

I was with you until you said this (what I bolded)... the only way to wake up to God and what Reality is, is in the Absolute sense. You need to have a direct experience of Reality. This is what awakening is. If you do not have direct experience that everything is YOU and that your true identity is a conscious, loving, feeling, intelligent, shapeshifting, impermanent, permanent, infinite, totality ....then you have not woken up to God. Most people are waking up to individualism which is a MUCH lower awakening. Those people still think they are human and have a million questions about why they are here, and what is the origin of all existence but have yet to fully investigate it.

Preciate it and now is where I expand it. The dividing line we can place between Arrogance and Confidence can be two factors. Arrogance thinks it is better than what it is, and Arrogance wants praise for what it does. Confidence know how good it is at doing something and doesn't desire praise just completing the task at hand. Now notice this....a person can be confident and have another person praise them. The confident person gets the reward the arrogant person gives himself because an Arrogant person would want to publicly proclaim how great they are and look for others to agree with them. Now here is a question I propose to you. Let's say a person performs a deed, and internally brag to themselves how great they are....would you call that person arrogant in secret? I personally believe that everyone should be their own fan. So when you accomplish things in life sing your own praises in secret. Because I truly believe that confidence is borne from private arrogance. LOL. It has worked for me at least and it grew my Self Love for myself.

Each emotional expression has its pros and cons. For example Arrogance is often maligned but anybody who has been in a competitive environment understands the value of arrogance and why it exists. Arrogance is a ridiculously high level of faith in oneself. Arrogance gives you the ability to push past your current limitations by ignoring or miscalculating your current limitations. Arrogance is what fools do, but only brash arrogant fools have the opportunity of surprising themselves in the arena of competition to reach heights never dreamed of. This is accomplished only if those brash arrogant fools also add hard work to this emotional expression. Many place humbleness as a virtue not realizing that this emotional expression has drawbacks. Humbleness can create passivity, it can create a lack of standards, and create a permissive atmosphere where due care is not taken to show proper respect. Sometimes the proper respect is to demand it, and a humble mindset which does not include a healthy dosage of resistance will back down and create some justification for ill or improper treatment. Confidence is a healthy medium, where humbleness and arrogance meet, confidence is born. Confidence is a healthy understanding of one's own limitations. Confidence has nothing to prove, and only acts when needed or called upon. The issue with Confidence is, since Confidence abhors arrogance without a healthy understanding of one's own limits confidence can actually become a stop gap or limit on growth. The line between Confidence and Arrogance is so small at its edges where it meets that often onlookers will mistake Confidence for Arrogance and vice versa. When it comes to facing fears, Confidence is the most healthy/balanced expression, but Arrogance and Humility have their place as well. The key to balance, the key to confidence, is KNOW THYSELF. Awareness of your capabilities will come with daily observance of what you are currently capable of. There is a saying I have come up with in the past "Be a FAN of yourself." The same fervor you would use to follow a role model, or some inspirational figure, turn that same attention on your individual self.

1. You have no clue what you are saying because you don't have direct experience of reality. You are not awake and that is why you say the nonsense you say. I will give you a scenario so you can realize how foolish you sound because your logic is so flawed at this point its laughable and its starting to get annoying. Let's say you are God, there is nothing else but a floating bathroom. You walk into said bathroom and look in the mirror. You see your reflection and that reflection starts moving on its own irrespective of you. It has its own opinions, personalities, etc. but you know this reflection IS YOU. Now because you are God you EXIST, but if you exist SO DOES YOUR REFLECTION!!! This is why your logic doesn't hold. If everything is YOU, whatever you say about anything you are saying it about yourself!!! So if you say someone doesn't exist, THEN YOU DO NOT EXIST!!! The reason why you are being tortured is because you are not taking the time to actually be logical and think through your thoughts. I have said MULTIPLE times that Reality is NOT one way. It's called Non-Duality because it is ONE conscious awareness. This ONE conscious awareness is the ONLY thing that exists. You do not understand what that means. Holykael is NOT consciousness, Holykael is an EXPRESSION of consciousness. So what is CONSCIOUSNESS? It is the feeling that you EXIST!!! You can replace the the word consciousness with existence!!! Now....existence can verify it exists through the FEELING that it exists. This FEELING is what you call your senses. All physicality is feeling. Light is feeling. Energy is feeling. You create everything THROUGH FEELING, through your universal mind. As such whatever you perceive exists, if it didn't exist it couldn't be FELT by you, notice you can also feel yourself, because existence can feel that it exists and that is how it determines that it exists. So notice I just destroyed your logic, breakingwall does exist because you feel that he is there. As long as that feeling is there he exists. That is how this works. You do not have a monopoly on this, no ego has a monopoly on existence so stop acting like you are the only ego.

This song does a great job of expressing how God loves its creation. This second song showcases the Feminine Expression of God loving the Masculine Expression through the human creation.

Not think, KNOW. According to current research Church Attending has dropped lower than it ever has in recorded history. This has been likened to what they call the "Death of God" when humanity stops believing in religion and God period and are either agnostic or atheist and this has happened at sufficient levels. Its fine though because many of these agnostics and atheists eventually have opportunities for direct encounters with the Absolute as a result.

This is what causes people to struggle to heal. There are no bad energies, only uncomfortable situations. All energies you come into contact with you can release or hold onto. When you create or believe ideology that says there bad energies to avoid you trick yourself into believing that if you come across uncomfortable vibes that you are stuck with them. I've recently come into the understanding that if you are not careful with the words and belief systems you have that you can actually create ways to personally traumatize yourself. There are no energies, beings, or deities, or any type of power that has absolute power over you. We have the ability to receive and release anything we experience.

I've recently gone through a healing process when did I say it needed to be all positive? Notice I said he should have gone through a healing process BEFORE he took 5 MEO. Please learn to properly understand what is being said instead of assuming. Healing work is not as tough as people make it. It's about facing what is there and learning to accept what happened to you. It's not easy, but not as hard as people make it out to be, but I would NEVER take 5 MEO DMT based on the trip reports until I have done sufficient healing of my personal trauma. 5 MEO uncovers EVERYTHING, so if you haven't done it....then it will bring everything up for you. Besides, I have the ability to feel the pain of others at a deep level, when I watched this video I felt ALL of it from him and became increasingly anoyyed. The person in this video is full of negative self-talk which is fueling his negative emotions due to him not dealing with his personal issues before taking 5 MEO. I both know how to heal from personal issues, but the problem I have had with those around me is they love and identify with their pain and the story that is connected to it that they cannot let the hurt go. When it comes to healing I don't expect him to heal all of it perfectly as there are layers to it, but I can tell before he took that substance that he was looking for the substance itself to heal him. If you look to 5 MEO to heal you, expect to lose complete control just like this guy. Thank Goodness he had a trip sitter.

The Ego is not evil, the ego just starts out dysfunctional. So what is the purpose of the ego? The Purpose of the Ego is to capture some personal individuated definition of what it knows from personal lived experience to be the highest expression of God and seek to express that in the most expansive way possible. For me, the aspect of God that I believe to be the highest is Beauty. I believe the highest expression of Love is to see its beauty, and that life is a game where God plays hide and seek with itself in showcasing its beauty to itself. It took many years for me to come to this insight, I now know what my mission, my purpose in life is. My purpose my mission is to share the beauty of God with all, illuminate the personal individuated beauty that all of creation has to the best of my ability. You are all beautiful, all of your expressions are Perfect Beauty being expressed and the only confusion comes from preference/bias. The Ego's job is to capture/snapshot a portion of Infinity and take it for itself. Leo demonized permanence, demonized the ego's desire to freeze Infinity, but it must be this way. Why? Because the individuated self is not large enough to fully express the Absolute so it must capture a part for itself and express it. As all the parts collectively catch and express their portion the Absolute's Will is then fully expressed through all of its SELF/selfs.

Try listening to this young lady. Maybe she can unlock those blockages. https://www.youtube.com/@AnimaUraeus/videos

This Youtuber gave a great definition for Integrity and I completely agree that the Universe rewards integrity. She defined integrity as congruence (alignment/agreement) with your words, actions, and feelings match up with each other. I will add thoughts to that as well. You want to turn your thoughts into a focal point that frequently repeat the mantras, opinions, and perspectives which will most drive the actions that you desire the most. So thought, word, action, emotions, put them all in alignment with each other and watch a miracle occur. Integrity is the MASTER KEY.

It depends....the ego can be harmed until it accepts its connection with the Absolute. When it can fully accept its connection then it can be fully healed. So that cycle can end, until the ego is unified/integrated as an expression of the ABSOLUTE it will be stuck in karma.

I don't have an individual pulse anymore, my pulse has become Universal.

The only part I disagree with is the part you say because you're already living it....most on the forums are not living from a non-dual state of consciousness. They are living from what you stated at the "truth of plurality." They already feel like an individual consciousness within a world of many individual consciousness, they have yet to experience a natural state of ONE consciousness APPEARING to be MANY individual consciousness. The other issue is when they first break through because of how we speak about awakening on these forums they start to think that ONE consciousness means they are the only thing that exists as the human perspective/ego not realizing that is only true of the ABSOLUTE not the relative. Absolute=One. Truth of non-duality Relative= Infinity. Truth of Plurality.

Yeah you are a magical shape shifter, notice how when you don't look at a mirror you don't have a face. Know why? Because everything you look at IS YOUR FACE. You are always looking at your face, because everything you perceive is your reflection. When you enter a high enough conscious state you can feel what is supposed to be your face, SHAPE SHIFT into whatever you are looking at. And you don't need DMT, meditation is sufficient. I have baseline unified, Christ Consciousness. Or what they call ONENESS. To accomplish this you need to be able to accept that everything is YOU, Reality is both YOU and NOT YOU. It is you, in that the same feeling of I AM ALIVE is the same I AM that all of life feels. This is what is meant. That I AM alive, I AM EXISTING, is the same as I AM EXISTENCE. So LIFE is = to I AM ALIVE. EXISTENCE is = to I AM EXISTING. Once you cross over to this you will have an existential crisis initially. Don't worry it will pass, then you can awaken back to the fact that everyone is also not you because they have their own opinions, perspectives, and self-expressions. So we are both ONE, and are BOTH DIFFERENT. Different in expression, but the same in essence. So same essence, different expression. Now because it is a mind....you can break the difference if you want....and make it all ONE, or you can turn it into a duality and make it a shared ONENESS experience. I've played around with it and saw it is based on how I want to perceive it.

You could call that hunger. When your dog gets hungry it has the feeling of this is not good enough for me so I need to eat. If your dog feels afraid again your dog will have the feeling that what is happening is not good enough and it will run. The issue is you are comparing the human ego to the dog ego and those are two different egos. Ego's are finite expressions of the absolute that reside in the realm of duality and thus must learn to survive with the other egos. This is why I am saying your ego is your desire to survive. This is why the ego is seen as the enemy to awakening because with humans the ego's desire to survive is attached to the human's identity and waking up involves shedding that identity. But to prove within your direct experience that this is true, you have to face DEATH and the ego represents your desire to avoid DEATH at all costs. This is why the ego acts the way it does because it is DESIGNED to survive and avoid all threats to its survival. Jokingly this is how your EGO feels when you go through your awakening, and then come back to it.

There is nothing wrong with arrogance, if you do not understand arrogance then you lack wisdom. Arrogance is a defense mechanism against bullshit, and arrogance CAN SEE TRUTH, the only issue with arrogance is it is excess confidence that can eventually create distortions of the truth over time. But arrogance has its place. Humbleness is NOT superior to arrogance, blind humbleness turns you into a blind follower who gives up their autonomy and goes with the flow. Going with the flow is a situational action, there are times when resistance is necessary. This is why the duality of resistance and passivity exists. Cling to either one and you exit a state of balance.

Why are you making this complicated. You actually think the person doesn't have the I behind its eyes. LISTEN UP!! YOU ARE THE I!!!! THE I IS SINGULAR!!!! Other people aren't actors....other people are YOU!!!!! ITS YOU!!!! So the question is.... ARE YOU CONSCIOUS? Are you alive? If the answer is YES!!!! Then the same is true of them!!! Okay? That's it!!!! It's not complicated!!!! You can make them APPEAR to be robots because you are a MIND that can shapeshift!!! YOU ARE NOT HUMAN!!!! You can SHAPESHIFT INTO A HUMAN but that is only a temporary identity you have constructed!!! Get it? Stop interpreting people as bots and then whining and complaining and blaming depersonalization disorder....you are DREAMING this disorder....you have the ability to STOP dreaming it.

The looking within part might need to be clarified because I had some recent awakenings that showed me that "looking within" practices were not being properly emphasized. For example, I recently was able to connect my heart with my mind. So now I have a deeper connection than I had before. My heart communicates with feeling, so it takes awhile for me to translate/decipher it but it makes insights more direct and quick. I noticed that when people talk about the heart they don't really emphasize it enough. It really feels like my heart has its own intelligence like the brain that interprets and comes to its own conclusions. This along with the Chakra centers all work in tandem to purify the vessel more and more so I AM can move more freely.

I think you need to follow your own advice. Your comments have a certain terseness, a certain shaming to them. Do you wake up every morning to come onto Actualized.Org to shame people to be BETTER? Is this how you want to live? Telling people to grow up? You say nothing in life can be taught to you by gurus? Are you not trying to be a guru when you tell someone to grow up? You say you don't need to hang on to everything Leo says....but why should someone hang on to what you say? Maybe they should follow your own advice when it comes to you and ignore you....after all instead of seeking to encourage and empower them...you insensitively tell them to grow up.

Only possible with weakness. God is so powerful that unless God takes form and place itself under pressure it would never be able to realize it is not God as a limited form. Only through its connection as form to the formless can it awaken to itself as God. Without a conscious connection it cannot be God as we know it.

1. From one perspective it is predetermined from another perspective it isn't. I already explained that reality is both one way and another way. First there is something called karma, the predetermination of your life is based on patterns/habits which we call karma. For example, some people eat the same thing, think the same thing, and do the same things. Like freaking robots. In this way there life is predetermined because how they choose to respond to events is the SAME. The only way to escape predetermination is to escape the cycle of karma which you do by TRYING NEW THINGS. Yes you create everything and nothing is outside of you, but within the first person perspective you have the ability to RESPOND to an event of your creation. Your ability to RESPOND is your FREE WILL. On the HIGHEST LEVEL you still have FREE WILL because EVERYTHING you ever experience is your FREE WILL. Now STOP misunderstanding the things I say and CLAIM I said there is no free will. It is BOTH TRUE AND UNTRUE. If you fall asleep into your karmic patterns you give up your free will. But ultimately since you are the ABSOLUTE even that is an expression of your free will. Why is it free? Because what is binding you if there is ONLY YOU? ONLY YOU CAN BIND YOU so your will is ALWAYS FREE.

Infinite power expressed as pain and suffering is what makes it real. I want you to imagine a world without pain and suffering and explain to me how quickly God would realize.....its own divinity. How can God hide its own divinity from itself without pain and suffering. That rock....if God couldn't experience pain from the strain of not being able to pick up that rock in your example would stop God from feeling WEAK. Pain and suffering create the feeling of WEAKNESS. God is not weak, God is ABSOLUTE STRENGTH. But God can use its infinite power and turn itself into a victim and thus must use its strength to overcome the feeling of being weak. Without this....God would automatically know it was God. No journey, no awakening, without pain and suffering.